bble tea close down le, found another bble tea shop for next year, juz now uncle dark auntie weide and me go eat KFC, very funny. Met new friend, from anges. Moved to new house le, but dec 5 going back indo. well, that's all, words cant explain how happy the life at bble tea shop, hanwei baohui last few days came too. last few days i reach home 12+, pro sia... i became fatter, SX says so too, i can free hand flip up le, i learning nan quan next year, next year, next life, well, like that lorh, byezz...

these few days so fun... really it was like being a wanderer is better than a child at home... everytime reach home so headache. it's night now, mum said she cant sleep with music on, lol, i on music 100 times louder also can sleep, somemore is classical type lehh, xing qing by jay chou, fa xian ai by jj, canon by someone i forgot... crap larh. almost lost hp 3rd time at b-t shop, lucky auntie and uncle black took care... see, outsider like more fun. tmrw shift house, cant use comp until next year... see you then!! hanwei called me out these fw days, it's fun, since the movie then we reunion again, i thought lost his contact le... just now zi kang came down, tease him abit... then yi heng treat me dinner. haiz, Bubble Tea Shop memory so happy... it's like paradise lorh, though also got lil fustrations by weide, hahaz, at least when serious he can. i dont like that steven, he got no basic manners and courtesy. yi heng fun, auntie fun, mr.black fun... haiz, and those i played chess with, if only you could see this, thanks... these people brightens up every shadow in me, made my anger into jokes... the bakery shop next to B-T shop food very nice, must thank the auntie too. haiz, things come and go, gotta move to eunos, so parted from B-T shop. Somemore parent dont want continue B-T, auntie wanna close down... haiz nvm.. c u nx year, wish u guyz a happy early merry xmas and new year... i think...

wah, this line very pro sia... " Who knows, somewhere up high in the sky, God splits your huge misfortune into smaller ones and save the good deeds to cover up the unlucky stuffs" i think back, some close moments i would have been dead by now, but not, i should be thankful. And it's better to be struck by small misfortunes at a time rather than one big one... Must thank Shi Xiong for that...

The whole conversation:
I wrote 坏事学三天，好事学三年，可是好心也没好报，不如学坏巴 for my msn name...

SX : walao, u chinese like shit..
K : huh?
SX: ur nick.. u put , it should be 吧
K: Oh, ps type wrong
SX: oso, 坏事学三天，好事学三年.. does not sound pro.. its should be 学坏三天，学好三年
K: sounds good too
SX: lastly... wat's so good abt 学坏.. ? 学坏so easy.. it is more impressive to 学好... dun u think so?

K : lol
bout me lorh
like i did best to be mr.nice guy then bad things still come
sian
i picked up alot phones b4, i always call until owner come
then mine just gone like thios
this*

SX: haha.. ok.. teach u a new phrase then

K: ok
what
failure is a part of success?
or fantasy is hiding behind the storms??
or lie is full of ups and downs???

SX: 好心有好报， 坏心有坏报，不是不报， 是时辰未到。
K: 时辰还没到， 死晨先到

K: alot liao lehh
like i return wallets and etc then i lost $30 this year feb..
i just clear my debts lost phone, then new phone just got back all contacts gone again ..

SX:
if do good thing muz expect good return.. then u are not sinerce in doing it liao...
this is an opportunity for u to learn to be more more more MORE ＭＯＲＥ MORE ｃａｒｅｆｕｌ

K: its like 自己事还不会做， 要KPO别人的, then i always happy to help, but not anymore, though i want to...

SX: haha.. u cannot measure like that
sometime heaven might juz be saving ur good deeds for more important issue that might happen in the future.
hey.. such thing u will nv noe,
until it happen
one more new phrase..
塞翁失马，焉之非福　　　

K: chey, knew liao,
well i think that line before can 考虑 a little

SX: u should, anyway, something good will come.. but maybe not in the form u think it will be in..

sian.. today, something terrible happened, i wonder... why do i keep being a nice guy but always ended up losing.. like last time i remember i left a nike bottle at sch, lost, last week my wushu-mate left her bottle, i help her keep... i see ppl drop wallet give back, carnival i lost $30. In arcade long ago i found a nokia 6___ phone, latest that time, i called up his contacts to find owner, i lost my 6288, today i dropped my 2100, when i gave back better phones that ppl dropped, i ran to catch the owner once that cost me a bus stop to run... why!! why!! WHY!! why cant i have the normal, simple, smooth life...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow, i just said these beautiful lines to my parents... 'three people and one family is different, in a family, you have to know each others well, and understand each other, to put yourself in their shoes. I could be with some best friends that truly understands me, i could call that family'

these few days have been going to bubble tea shop almost whole day 11-7... yesterday just found out zi kang birthday passed. sad, i thought it's somewhere next week or next next week. wah, he grown tall sia, so fast... oh ya, the friend i met at the bubble tea shop, he knows some moves too, cool. today later buying present for zk then go b-t shop awhile, 4pm gonna cycle with badminton friend/s... yesterday took Mario with me coz parents goinna take new house's key. I told him to stay there, he went all the way home then back again to find me, lol... he couldnt keep still lehh, give him food and drinks also cnt. that's why i dont want him to go out... his lunch took him around 1.5h but still not finish, very pek cek lehh... well, that's why dont like being home, very noisy.

Ba gua zhang 八卦掌 Wu lin zhi (1983)

Old Ba Gua movie, but kindda cool...

Yesterday was the last day of sch, got caught by DM so had to go back on Mon, been a boring day, feel like going there for nothing... Attendance book havent return, so unlucky... 'Doors of opportunity is marked push', yeah right, I saw her went into library, I wanna follow her then I pushed the door, it was marked pull, it crashed into the alarm thingy... sian, nvm, Im fated to have to gfs yet... that's all

End of year le, allow us to be frank... I have a little feelings for her, but everytime I screw it up. I talked to her before school end, she kicked the table angrily, I made up my mind to give her up, coz I may be fated to have no girlfriend yet... Like pri, I failed again. S-pi-der-man... I am suppose to make her smile, not angry. Why can people get along fine but not me, it's only fate, only destiny.

wow, good to see someone took the courage to say i lvoe you to the person ___ like... Wow, today I won alot of chess, and I won 4-0 to the person that trash me when i first started playing... Feel bad that WeiDe got to go without douing anything.. Ms Pradeepa tore Timothy's chess set... I feel bad too... Haiz, dont care much liao, I so tired sia, looking forward to another fun day.. Sch gonna end liao, wonder how would i fair in my exams, my eng and chi both just pass only, not even 60, so dishearted. People I wanna be same class with : ZK, WD, Chueck, James, QH, Eileen, Mille, Jesselyn, Jazreel, Jessie, WY... They are rough larh, not in purpose larh, kindda rude only...

forgot something, yesterday i broke my record for longest nail measured from the tip of thumb, 2.1 cm...
today went school late coz of the rain. Tim brought Chess, i played, btw amazingly MX is a pro... cool, although he talk funny funny, he won me quite easily. my sci 72!! yeah another A... went play tai-di (big2) in bubble tea shop, then go home... find weide irritating again...

Today woke up, and I'm easy... like sunday morning!! Went wushu lorh... fun fun, little people, so we do some self defense stuffs, and a game... the objective is to snatch the piece of paper clip behind opponent back without going out the circle.. Johann won me first round, I scared out marh hahaz, silly me... second round I won. Then played chess with Sheng Hui, next week he said he wanna bring basketball... Go bubble tea shop, played till 4, walk home... Haiz, still got apology letter to do, sian. Oh ya just sent a farewell poem to Mdm Koh.. She should know who am I anyway, hope so... Gotta print some lyrics for tomorrow, to sing marh, hahaz... Tha's all, hope that everyday's sunday, byezz...

Monday no sch, been a really bored day.

Tuesday after exam my family went to library... I read a book in the library titled 'DemonKeeper' It's kindda cartoon demon. Those small little cuties... The story goes like a teen boy is a demonkeeper, his master had just died. He was left with 3 demons which is odd as only pro keepers could handle 3 demons. He once went out to try out a date where he got a break-in. The thieves letout a beast, a very powerful beast hat killed a powerful keeper long time ago. As he try to make things right, another keeper came. He found out lots of his Master's secrets later on, and finally saved the day with his girlfriend's help. It is a story with horror, comedy, surprises, romance, adventure and it is addictive... to me...

Wednesday we got a learning journey walk.. bored, but at least it's fun going out... Got back maths result, 78!! A!!! yipee, this time i must at least get 3As, then no one can say anything ... That old hag always pass by bubble tea shop then nag at me like I her son like that...

Thursday I slept whole day, until evening then go play chess, and TaiTi with WeiDe too! He getting addicted liao hahaz... Btw did I ever tell you, I receive $20 for my poetry submitted to the ___ (forgot)...

Friday got a farewell celebration for Mdm Koh, then I be the camera man, the teacher keep on move here move there, then everyone say I sucks.. lol.. Anyway got free drinks... Mr.Micheal sang you raise me up before begining, so funy... Mr Gaz Senior wrote poem for Mdm Koh, I also wanna try... =D maybe tomorrow..

Today church okok larh, then go bubble tea shop play, invented a game like race to get 2piles of deck that total up nearest to hundred, so must be good in maths hahaz... Oh ya, I created my first original animation file... those GIF image. Will improve... other than all these, nothing much for today, looking forward to tomorrow...

*this is a continual post so the date is kindda wrong*

Yesterday played chess with Shi Xiong, he pro sia...
Today after wushu we played bowling.. it's been more than a year since i play, so fun... Sheng Hui, Wee Seng, Guo Dong, Sylvia, some Shi Xiongs went, 8 ppl... Very fun, next time feel like going again, played arcade, won a pack of mamee... hahaz, share share, finish lorhh. Wee Seng went home first before going, then he brought PSP, in the end no batt... then his hp in the end also no batt, funny sia... Shi Xiong very joker also, he made me laugh quite alot lehh, then Shen Hui kept on laughing until I laugh too... It's been a fun day... Oh ya Shi Xiong accuracy very pro, he play time crisis survive till stage 2 without dying... we like paid $10+ to complete stage 2... Haiz.. very tired, played whole day... byez...

Today was.. ho, jin ho, si bei ho!!! So fun. Johann rusty le, I won him 2 times! it was another fun day, exclude the morning, maybe tomorrow Shi XIong playing too.. After exam so shiok, guess what, I learnt how to make green apple ice blend and chocolate oreo ice blend (the one with milk powder).. lame huh, but like I never try before marh, so everything there - cook pearls, make ice blend, break ice, all it was fun... hahaz... Johann really hilarious, I didnt trust wrong people le. Anyway also sad for him.. he study so hard, tried so hard, still not good in studies, dont know how to help him.. only de-stress him lorh, by playng.. hahaz. He hardworking sia, but like why cant he be in good schools like Chung Cheng, or ACS, or whatever those famous one larh, at least those better than manchuri.. or BDS.. Anyway, improved chess abit le, happy happy... Gerald and gang come again.. church one larh... they one whole group like 15 people, wah, business good lehh... See you again.. byezz...

Today I just walked out the class when Ms Tee said 'you're all gonna stay back'... I was so sian.. fustrated... Anyway booked a badminton court, waiting for later... waiting for lunch... yeah, this is my 100th post exclude the first post coz it's only a test post. anyway found this poem wonderful...

Best friend
by Tanax

For all the times you've helped me,
I can't thank you enough.
You've always been an angel,
eventhough you also had it rough.

You're one of my best friends, if not the best,
I just hope that you the same way feel.
Because you're special, you're not like the rest,
you can really help me heal.

I love you, in all the ways friends can love each and other,
I hope you love me too, as if I were your own brother.

Leann Rimes and Brian Mcfadden - Everybody's someone

I've been losing to Auntie liao... Anyway tomorrow is showdown of Johann VS Auntie... interesting. She had been looking forward to challenge him... Today lit I understand every passage, just worried about the essay... anyway went to Marine parade, planning for pool but close, I read a book in the library intead. Went to bubble tea shop again... Bowei got his hp stolen, hope he dont kena too harsh punishment fro his parents... lol, so sian.. QH reminded neopets, so I was like wow, so long liao, I began again.. earning with stocks again.. ^v^ fun playing with stocks... nothing to post liao... tomorrow should be a long one, hope so... byezz...

The sci was kindda easy too, hope so.. luckily yesterday asked Uncle Yi Kwee.. then I helped the auntie cook pearls again.. fun fun... she won be chess today, sad sad... nevermind tomorrow again... Hope tomorrow lit will be easy... Nothing much to blog larhh...

Today I help open the bubble tea shop, helped cook the pearls.. won 2 rounds of chess, drawn 2, lost none.. yeah!! tmrw sci..

sian.. woke up too early... that brat screamed, I woke up... I guarrenty later I sure fell asleep, don't care liao larh, I'm gonna make him pay I tell you... Every single thing scream, every single thing laugh, siao sia...

- God doesn't give things, he gives the opportunity to get things. For example, God doesn't give you a calm mind, he gives the opportunity for you to be calm...

I came across that line yesterday, that stops me to beat up a bastard of BDS just now. Bowei me and weide were playing basketball at the marine parade cc just now, this guy, zul's friend, he came pointing middle finger at us, fuck that son of a bitch. He's no better than his mum i must say. Hey, I got a big pen knife in my bag man, what you think? I'm afraid of that shit? Feel like going there and give an uppercut on his chin, a a kick at his stomach at least, or cut his throat, or cut off his dick, or better still stab him to death, saves the trouble of him revive at the hospital. Another weak ass acting dude. I almost stood and charged over there, but there's a force that's making me muscles weak, and a hypnotism or something that's making my mind numb, must be God I rekconed... No mood to carry on the post, these are for the day, wait till after the exams I'm gonna kill someone, esp that black gay with a big chibai...

Watched FD2 just now, completed the story of 1 & 2.. FD3 is starting a new story... Btw also I watched evan almighty yesterday, it's not an insulting show, it's kindda good actually... Anyway tell you a close call, Once, on my way back from church, I walked under the block to the overhead bridge, then I turned and looked at Mario, and a thing fell right in front of me, that was damn damn lucky.. It's kindda scary, FD said "no one escapes death" okay, erm, today Gerald from my tuition was like keep wanting to pick a fight with me or something, like pushing the table towards me, kick my leg... etc.. Damn, if not for it was a church I would have fought... He's a weak fellow tying to be tough... Kay, nothing to post, cutting my hair tomorrow... sianz... See ya soon...

hope to get at least a B3 for overal english... And A2 for the rest... went bubble tea shop again today, Bao Hui played chess, he won me 2nd round, he not bad lehh... Damn tmrw got tuition so couldnt go swim with him... Helped out abit here and there, tried out making coffee ice blend, took mini pearls, fun fun fun. Well, if can Im willing to help her out all the way till night free of charge. I know at night the business will be busy. Again, what I need is not fame or money, is happiness... I reach home only mum bsbs liao, siao siao, everytime like that, there are no peace at home.. Home is like a foc hotel to sleep in, bubble tea shop is like the sunshine shining on a growing tree.. hope she dont stop working... btw again I wanna say, I aint no AC anymore, so dont come and talk craps, I dont give a damn whether the boys vegie each other of fight or kill, I stop them, will they care, like I shouted for 1D to keep quiet, no one listen, so I have to call Fad, and so why should I stand with them, bare their punishment, from now on, anymore lessons that we were punished (dont think have) Im gonna stand out and walk out, just like what I had done... Im not gonna care whether I got sacked or given BETA,,, so lame....

another sian day, re-made the photoshop thing, got 76, A1 !! now at least i got 2 As subjects, aiming for 5 at least... ___ slaped me, F sia... sci today was quite of a enjoyment, Samuel gave us a game, a 15 secs game.. we each have a card that contain a SAQ, then 15 secs later Samuel will ring the belland we pass the card to the next person and take the card from the previous person... Chi got the letter writting, btw I getting to dislike chi, damn I tried to hard to do a good compo but got a 60!!! How to write a good chi compo? I studied 3 years still cant make it... the PG test comfirm fail sia... or just pass... sian, played chess, lost a match... Btw also these few days nothing to sing, the spirit not high... Damn, what had happened to the world when im just starting to enjoying myself... Mille so rowdy liao, haiz, bored le,i noticed the girls in my class like very tomb boy le, but jom at least fun... the girls here like quarelsome, and i hate that... the boys also, zul so extra, without him so peace, andre also.. ZX so hao lian, gabe also act act innocent only, cant they just leave MX alone, Jian Chao also lorh, so F.. I DAMN TIRED SIA.. NOT FUN LIVING IN 1D... SO NOISY SO IRRITATING SO LAME... well, some people I like is people like Cheuck, James, ZK, WD, Fad, Raudah, Zaf, QH, Eileen, Celine, LY... 1B very fun leh i think... if i not wrong bubble tea auntie dont wanna open le soon.. so sad... See, why good things must come to late while those bad one keeps coming?? I wonder how to have long life like this lorh...??? Btw i think amanda should be called Esther, her look suit Ester more...

today lit we watched final destination 3 a bit, continued at home, not bad, sad movie, the end all characters died... very violent and abusive. Played chess, won auntie 1 match, lost to a stranger.. wah, the chess attract alot of people leh, alto of strangers came to challenge, but not auntie, is me.. why?? hahaz. Anyway Im gonna watch FD2 soon.. just watched police and thief, funny sia, but PCK better. So bored, now what, still owes printing lady soem $$$, again... 11 bucks. Sian, muscle still pain sia... hard to moveabout, hope it will be gone soon then i can run fast again!! and kick and punch and dance around!!! Exam coming le, good luck to all of you out there, i more sian liao, dad nagging for me to study, die die sia tmrw sci, samuel will nag again... So tired, nothing much to blog these few days...heard the bubble tea shop auntie gotta close le.. so sad... if not then still can go there play, and do some part time work lorhh... if she leave le then it will be a boring year liao... lesser singing also these few days...

dont get to continue the post yesterday as i was too tired running the reservoir, hopping up the hill and some pull-ups and weight lifting... Mario too just drop-dead when he came home with Dad... Today played chess with auntie.. i lost, then with a fengshan pri kid, damn he's so vulgar, dont know how to respect elders mehh, wakao i not happy i feel like picking a fight. I dont even use a single vulgarity there lorh lol.. then the pro guy came and have the last match with me, i lost ofcoz, but not as bad as the first time, last time he left 2 horse, 1 car, 1 canon.. now he left 2 cars only.. today P.E quite funny, all the freesbie group name very cartoon... then got one match is Whatever vs Anything.. hahaz, there are group called aiya too, hahaz. That's all lorh.. today so short, i add in a poem :

A Poem

Said softer than falling feather,
Yet louder than a full-blasted canon.
May he be rich in emotions, sensations,
Facts, or fakes,
But for sure:
He never dies out...
Journey the world in minutes, days, months or year,
Or perhaps a decade, a century, or even a millennium,
Or, he may even evolve into a legend...
As long as the moon shines at night,
So does he,
Never dying out,
Never resting,
But multiplying in every lamp light...

lol... chem horh... don't understand ask me.. i email explanation... hahaz...

Afetr lunch played chess with Johann, yeah we draw 2-2... improved abit, must work harder, I must like win the bubble tea shop auntie everytime, then next week play with shi xiong, wanna see how he play, then got more experience.. 2nd post for today, may have one more afterwards... or might combine...

Went late for wushu, kena 50 yuan di tiao, hahaz, to me now like not as tiring le, yeah I improved.. cartwheel I could do single hand, yeah, success... continued the mantis pattern abit, then went to bubble tea shop, the auntie not there, so went back home. Waiting for lunch now, char siew rice for today, yeah!! maybe some time I wanna play chess with shi xiong too, =D tmrw is monday.. Printing out lyrics for 'I would walk 500 miles' and 'You got a friend' lyrics, let me predict... people will complain for sure, hahaz, anyway, sunday!! must enjoy myself, coz im easy.. easy like sunday morning... really leh, so easy, so relaxed, so calm... btw saw uncle Kok Guan on way to wushu... Bao Hui linked me this morning, yeah.. Only hang out with him so little, must spend time too.. my life is becoming happier now, it's the art of relax... the mind id a very important object in your life, so must let your mind be at ease, then you'll be happy and live comfortably le... actually friends and family too play an important role to our lifes... Coz cheuck shares same interest in songs with me, then james eager to learn and sing the songs, bubble tea shop auntie like to play chess.. these things lorhh, make me forget all fustrating things, all bad and hurtful things, ignore rotten comments, blah blah... So long nv see Jacky le... should organise a gathering some time, and oe friends too, the china people also...

Today was a fine day... Woke up, ate breakfast, check some mail, on music and slept again... Again woke up, ate lunch, listen music, go friendster, went church... After maths was English, Auntie Linnet wore beautifuly, then everyone was like, what occasion izit?? Ohh, she had wedding in the morning... Then the games time we played dodge ball, but it turns out to be only the leaders playing... so we switched to Gesstures... choose 4 words to act out, with time limits... It was quite boring at first but then fun in the end.. During my turn I chose 'sexy' then Auntie Linnet expect me to lose that but I did it, I shoot out my butt then made the slim woman shape then everyone knew le... hahaz, there was mermaid too, but people could only guess until the merlion part... After that was Uncle Kok Guan's sharing, he made us write down our names at a paper then the paper was passed to other people, the people then had to draw an animal to describe the person that wrote his/her name in a positive way.. Alan drew an ant for me, he said I was dilligent, then I was like shocked, didn't expect someone to say such a word to be, most ppl would say I'm dumb, ben, fat, slow, idiot... Auntie Linnet added hardworking, she gave an example that I always browse through her books to enrich my knowledge when I got nothing to do.. I was so glad, didn't realise until she said, I always thought myself as lazy... It's true really, it's harder to say something positive to a person than negative. Mille once listed down all posible words between I and you... example : ihityou, imissyou, i punchyou...etc... I turns out positive words are harder... Wel, that's all for today... Tomorrow Wushu, hope it will be an interesting lesson. Then Monday!! I'm gonna sing again!! Btw cheuck said my singing was not that bad, ofcoz again Im glad, damn never had someone really say that, unless joking or just comforting. Since K2 gratuation when the teacher chose another guy to sing on stage instead of me, ehich chose the song, I stopped singing, then when I started again, there were onnly complains... haiz.. let's not talk about this, Cheuck and James is always the best when it comes to community singing... well, 3-ppl community singing... gotta run.. byezz

I wont he auntie again!!! yeah!!! anyway today cooked fried rice, nice sia, then due to washing dishes, we took an hour, skipped recess and sci 1 period.. lol... some people like ZX lorh, everytime leave the work to others, he take good stuffs... then the MX dont know anything, he dont listen one lol... nth much to talk today... sang abit only... James knew the lyrics for islands int he stream and top of the world.. woohoo!! continue post later

sci sci sci.. so bored... we sang top of the world, me, james, cheuck... fun fun fun!! ofcoz with some shutups and stuffs... can't you all understand I like old songs?? we must treasure old songs, especially those brings you happiness... that you will smile and sing together.. nvm.. genertion changed too much. Well, mille is like avoiding me, i sit behind her she like abit bsbs.. damn she used to be my best friend for gurls...today worst,the most people calling us to shutup, I got the notes lost halfway, glad i didnt, my heart is like breaking, nvm.. they wont understand... glad i still got cheuck and james... haiz.. last time in pri seldom people comment on me singing, haiz... sec sch life is so depressing... oh ya.. again.. plz QH dont read my blog, just tag and listen music or something like that... anyway, lets think positive, tomorrow will be a brighter day where i can sing again with james and cheuck!!!

additional info...
I got no more hatred for WeiDe or Eunice or whoever le...
as I said, I became calm suddenly, it's the wok of James and chess...
Life's gotta find a way that is comfortable...
so I'm dribbling through the troubles, towards happiness...
taht's why I walked out today maths lesson...
"I don't want to stay in the uncomfortable enviornment.."
I said to KT.. she understands...
I did all I can to make a happy class...
the rest are all up to fate and how God wants it...
I'm here for a purpose, not to be defeated by all these troubles...
coz...
I still got chess waiting for me...
I still got needy people waiting to receive aid...
I still got money waiting for me to donate...
I still got happy people waiting for me...
I still got jokes and laughter along the way...
I still got a wife waiting for me to marry...
I still got children that needs to be born/adopted...
I still got a career and plenty of poems to write...
I still got alot more things to make people I treasure happy...
I still got a loving heart and caring soul to continue...

*** I still got a life to be lived to the fullest... ***

I sang..
and sang..
and sang...
and sang again...
and sang again...
and sang again one more time...
and sang again one last time...
with james, he's fun, he could be a study partner and a entertainment partner. He wont let me copy, nor help me do homeworks, but he will lend me tools, or share foods.. and sing. Yupp, we're happy, so we're crazy, then we're crazy, so we're happy... sian.. sci Samuel nag nag again, damn the chi compo I no idea/inspiration sia, then the maths KT nagigng, I walked out go library red book.. kindda addictive too, skimmed through a bit basically of a boy who kept dreaming of the same thing, and with an inner self, on a mission for his teacher to find out problems of a girl... then they found me, I forgot to hide... nvm... then go back, KT talked to me, damn she really understands me well, she knew I would probably go to library or find teacher... she knew I hate an angry enviornment, she knew when she upset me too, she knew I love to see people smilling... she knew when people happy, i'll be happy... then go play chess, sian today bad luck, lost all... must jy worhh Kaya.. the auntie very kind lehh, a can of soda cost 45 cents if I'm not wrong, a siao siao guy came and bought it with 30 cents sia.. always like that, she fed cats too... sometimes she would buy something and share with her neighbour whom daughter stole her money each time she was away... she share me quite alot too, like friend le... these small things makes me happy, even though i look at customer buying bubble tea and she happily making the ordered items... that too make me happie... simple things, hanging out, joke around, chat awhile, im satisfy le... gotta run le... byezz

wow, it is rare to see cherie tagging my blog... boo~! she found me... ^v^ well, that's me behind the smile alright. I'm actually a sensitive boi, just that seldom people know... Gerald and some guys said my singing sucks when I sang today, that hurts me too... But nah, wont take it too hard, not as much as what teachers did... it changes my thoughts over teachers alot.. I apologise to KT for sleeping in class today, to my surprise she said 'Did you?'... wow, it was like my 6th times... felt so guilty especially when the teacher take me as a good boi... she actually know me larh... today chat with HK, lol so hilarious... fun fun.. getting addicted to chess, may bring to class to play.. played with Johann that time, he pro sia..

dad was angry with Mario (my cousin) just now, my heart felt discomfort to have my parents wasting their anger on him... anyway these few days been playing chess with bubble tea shop auntie, I felt calm... now I'm not so negative towards life, I'm calm now, in any situation... I laughed my way through... btw dad picked a few CDs that ppl threw downstairs, on eof it was Country Ballad, darm that's what I've always wanted, all the songs were very nice... Especially Islands in the stream, Stoney, Don't cry Joni, Rose garden... changing blogaskin soon...

wow, amanda like pavarotti...cool.. same as me... im no more so negative lol... keow tee scolded zaf for talking to Qh, I talked to her.. she happy le... well, sometimes a nice talk can solve the problem... Term 4 im doing well, im glad, hope i can get same class with ppl like tai fong, zi kang, james, cheuck, amanda, etc... those fun people... played chinese chess with bubble tea shop auntie... first 2 rounds i won!!! yeah.. then we play aeroplane chess, you know the throw dice, move steps, blah blah.. coz 4 ppl could play marhh.. play play play.. so fun.. lol next time must bring mask, all smokers sia.. nvm.. like i said, i dont mind sacrifising for friend and fun... just hoping to get more true friends then betrayers... i trust people too much, alot people said, anyway its like i used to help, but the blame is on me, so i gave up the class, i felt my class not very dependable. maybe alot people hate me or something, being with the auntie so fun, and her helpers too, and the neighbouring shop people... simple life, but fun... next year im gonna work there too!! btw we fed the stray cats too, with a tin of cat food for $1, we can feed 2 cats... i feel so happy, im the kind of guy that i will be happy just to see ppl smile.. i hate to see my parents fustrate with my cousin or me, or teachers dissapointed or nagging, ppl breaking down, i get uncomfortable too, but the class is hopeless, i cant make them or the teachers happy, so lets bring strangers happy, accompany them, they smile, play with the,, they laugh, joke with them, they giggles... so i met some new friends already... I'm going there everyday, just like few dollars, i can be happy, happy enough at least to cover my sorrows, bring joy and laughter to my heart... free my mind of frustration and troubles...

Pencil

I get shorter, each time you use me,
I can be found anywhere, even in White House,
On Bush's desk.
Whether you're a newbie or an expert,
when you draft, you need me,
when you draw, you need me,
I am glad,
Won't regret,
Not that I wanna die fast,
You got your job done first,
Then, when my time on Earth has come close to the end,
I finished the last stroke,
I turned blunt, short, and broke
I leave Earth,
But not Earth,
She does not,
She frames up my work,
On the museum wall,
She admires it,
Just like one I did,
The painting of La Monalisa

Poetry could be on anything, be it small as pencil, or big as White House.
I did this, to tell people to treasure things around you.
Hope you like it, comment and correct my mistakes...
*smiles*

Mrs Samuel scolded me for asking Cheuck to collect the $$$... I was helping Melyn coz' I know she don't want to.. Fad too busy, anyway didn't do duty now, the attendance book thing.. never stay back arrange tables too, i just got a feeling wanna go do my part again, but Samuel made me not... Anyway we must give other people to prove their responsiblity too marh. Darm, as I said, I just want a happy class... Mandar too did her best to please Abraham, but she is always caught... I understand. But it's like, we both landed ont he same boat, we want a happy world, but the world is against us.. Damn.. I just hate these, sometimes Mrs Samuel is not that great after all, Ms Foo is the best, as always.. I hope... But still, in the end, I love OEPS teachers... I want the teachers to be please, but I just cant, so I give up, im tired of all the lies, im tired for my heart cries every post, im tired of being nice, im tired of the world... some personal things, you know those chain mails that say make a wish.. from young, since i receive my first chain mail, my wish have been to make all around me, positive or negative, living or non-living, enemy or friend to be happy... but it never came through, i get happy just by playing and laughing, or just sit and chat, I don't need comps and stuffs to be happy. I found few people that got in the same state of me, my forum memeber Riha, 1E Amanda, some adults in JPiC... once I found a new handphone, with addons and downloads and tons of games and songs.. it was new then. I love it so much, I only had a nokia 2100, but i call theowner's home, talked to his friends, waited for him to pick it up.. another time I found 40 bucks, I gave to police... I found wallets or $$ more than a dollar, I gave to GO... but what do i have, 4 lost wallets, 1 lost phone, 1 phone dropped to toilet bowl... lost $$, stolen 30 bucks... owe people $$, cheated by people... damn..

WeiDe said shut up to me, when I;m actually talking in nice tone... From today on I announce.. I BREAK THE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN HIM AND ME... after I bought bubble tea, I see the auntie feed a cat... We began chatting, and then she took out board games to play... it was fun, life or an ordinary boring day... HK not in good mood, I really hope he's fine... The auntie verry cheerful... I think I tue and Thur will go there accompany her lorh.. I try to learn Chinese Chess through her too... I hope... I just wanna know what LY and Sam was talking about, the dream thingy.. then ZX shouted shutup at me too...darn.. I really hope I can transfer... I cant take it anymore... but it's no use, at least ZK, CH, James is there for me... I did all I can, to make the class a happier place, all the postcards are fakes.. those that you gave me to cheer me up, what crap good AC.. rubbish.. FUCK OFF I TELL YOU... GET LOST.. GET LOST FAR FAR AWAY... DONT APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME... DISSAPEAR !!!!!!!! ARGH !!!!!! damn... *i cnt trust ani frenz animor, i trust strangers...* as James said before... "Friends are Fiends with a 'R', 'R' in the second letter of TRAITORS..."

I always wanted the class to go smoothly... without teachers' nag and scold, without conflict.. damn.. it wont happen, Ms Ung mentioned my name about something like : Kyanta is happy when I nag nag the class... i think... man, it really changes my thoughts for teachers... Teachers I like is Ms Foo.. Ms Pradepa... OEPS teachers... I hide my tears from smiles... dont you even know I'm a sensetive boi... and my hatred for wei de increase each day, he kept opposing me, when i actualli treat him as a friend... same goes to some friends... i know im a useless AC btw... ugh damn i cant continue this.. my eyes are red.. (to be continued) this is not for people to read sorry...

In the darkness, I am home,
Dagger-like needles lay about,
Thrust into me with corroded steel,
Scarlet blood now my cover...

Burn me slowly with the flames of loneliness,
Inject me with the will to live,
Then abandon me to suffer cruelly,
I tremble and shiver from pain...

Leave me be, in this dark corner,
Forget me? I am nothing to be remembered,
Slowly dying a gruesome death,
My wrists are slit as they bleed out...

Erase my existence; forget me you will,
I was not of importance to anyone, not even myself,
Hate me, despise me, ridicule me, then stab me!
I am nothing.

adapted from :
Riha, Hate me (freeverse)
writtersmania.forumcircle.com (yes is double 't')

Bop Bop Baby (Live Acoustic) - Westlife

another video!! acoustic version.. the melody is sooo beautiful...omg, can't wait for their new album!!

Took a personality test and it was a miracle.. omg..
I think back, the results are matching..

They said the things I considered important are in order of : Pride, Family, Carreer, Love, Money... People say I'm bhb, so that's pride, but not too much coz I tend to get lazy... anyway i got usually more hardworking when people compliment on my work... the second is family, which means friends too, carreer comes 3rd and I think yeah, after friends and family, I need a carreer to stablise, which probably would be poetry or doctor... love is 4th, it's a no wonder I'm not that romantic and such... Money is the least I take as an important thing... I always thought money rules people when they are rich, and not people ruling money...

second question resulted...
My own personality is loyal...
My partner's noctural
enemys' sneaky
my own life will be calm...

Quite true.. except last one i don't think it is...
and 2nd one, my partner noctural?? for??

Third is about friend..
again my friend that i can count on and will remember is Huang Kang...
and someone close... Ng, he's been stuck wif me since p1...
the rest doesn't really matters...

today i let the cat off the bag... i let off the bigest secret since june about June... the truth is, she doesn't exist... it's just a clean lie that just broke by my ownself... You see, in pri, I liked someone, but then I heard rumours that another one found out, I smsed the other one that i like her, she got so mad and complained to teacher, my teacher told the whole class... since then we became apart each day... I don't think I talked to her this year... YOU NOE HU LARHH ... te truth is: i need a sunshine that bright me up, the sunflower. i need someone who gets happy together and sing and dance and laugh all night long, like most friendship movies... So I don't know whether I should just follow my fate or get a hot girl and stead like alot did... I'm not in for sexy, i'm in for happy... That's why I'm not interested in porn.. I don't know whether I love _ or not, she too is confused once, I could guess her dilemma... what i want is someone like ___, __, ____, ___... aiya, so sian... the lie just ends here.. this particular moment... I found out I got angered by fustrate and not pain... I don't fight angrily... my target... to be super calm... under any circumstances...

westlife turnaround tour melody

cool.. and this includes F.R.I.E.N.D.S theme song.. wow, athirah and ariel will love this most... again.. westlife ROX !!! to me larh...

Bop Bop Baby-Westlife

cool and funny... it's 4 heroes now, no more the old-fairy-tale 1 hero 1 fame... love this. Westlife is coming out a new album somewhere end of year if I'm not wrong, they will be realeasing around the day spice girl realease their return of spice girl

So tired today, did a compo during tuition... lol today only 6 ppl from sec1-4 come.. Nothing to say about today.. let's talk about yesterday.. and also skip the first half... I went back to OEPS, met Mdm Roz, Mrs Rafiq, Mr Koh, Mr Kwan, Mdm Nora... etc.. I gave 1 whole box of Forrero Rochere to Mdm Roz, she shared with all her batch of students, just noticed that she's the most popular teacher... We talked, laughed, joked..etc.. so fun. I gave her the thumbdrive so she could share my poem to all the teachers, she opened it, skimmed and gladly like it. Even though in BDS I couldn't show to 1D teachers, I still feel glad, I feel a sense of happiness and belonging in OEPS... Played bball, halfway plyd with Jasline, Ting Ting, Chanel, Xue Wei... chase around, blah blah, then finally I went down and all splash water in me, hahaz, fun fun fun!! One thing I forgot, Mrs Jenny Loh, I was suppose to visit her, she lives near Giresh, darm it sia, btw my tagboard unavailable for me to see, sian.. sry sry. At night Eileen sms me about __, nvmd, don't really like to talk about. Overall, OEPS is my home, not BDS, it sucks, seriously, I'm treasured and appreciated more in OEPS rather than BDS. Oh ya, met my shi xiong today walking home, and xie lao shi too, wished them happy teachers' day... Made my day to see happy teachers. I love to see happy ppl, not ppl that always so gloomy, that's why everytime going back OEPS so high, Durani also say I like siao... Next week holiday, so sian, maybe call my friends for bball, again they very kind, cheerful, don't smoke, don't fight, don't insult... well, dirty only lorhh, but not too over marhh... Feel like changing address, but lazy sia, anyway lesser people coming le. I MISS JUNE !!!! lol... SIAN, WHY FOUND PERFECT LE LEAVE !!! WHY !! ARGHH !... -.-" ... back to topic my friends all p6 now, hope they won't change when they go sec sch, hope we could still gather, still play.. I feel that alot of ppl change, terry, weisong, han wei, yang kai, zhi gao... haiz, will I be lonely after this year, my futer is still in darkness, i messed out all. I wanna get closer to ___, she left, wanna go for ___, she hate me even more, sian...

Bee Gees - Stayin Alive ( live)

Yeah, I'm alive!! Sing it man!! SIng it girl!! stayin alive, staying alive, ah-ha-ha-ha stayin alive!!!

Hello, so long never post.. anyway, today so fun, played freesbie with 1C, we played quite wel, until Eugene was blocking Cheuck Hin, so we couldn't score. So I be the Goalie... SO fn, Eugene followed me where every I go, so I go like.. sha-la-la-la-la (going left) bum bum bum (go right), he followed, sha-la-la in the morning (go right, waving my hands, shaking my butt) he laughed and follow too, so fun... We won in the end, so I was dancing.. stayin alive, stayin alove, ah-ha-ha-ha stayin alive.... in the class too, I took the dustpan... as the microphone... So long sinced I got so high.. walked home, did 1 hour exercise on yuan di tiao (frog jump), handstand, cartwheel, ma bu (horse stance), ting zou (hold up both hands in wings position)... I wanna run, but WeiDe didn't reply my sms, I cancelled... tomorrow then. Oh ya, btw do you prefer : life-in-angles, strange-life or still-alive??

Today at wushu I had to shout the whole lesson, shi xiong got no voice... hahaz, quite fun though, nx week im gonna learn sword.. but i hope I can learn faster, I kindda want to advance faster to catch up with Johann... Well, if possible, maybe 2 examinated pattern and 2 additional.. hahaz, kindda interesting, the moves, the pattern... wushu is not anyhow fight, there's some tricks and stunts, like Jackie... hahaz, Today went to watch Rush Hour 3 with Johann, damn funny sia.. laugh the whole movie, lol... if u guys gonna watch, don't leave so soon, the few scenes at the credits are funny too.. I think Jackie and Tucker are 2 very funny duo, hope they can continuously act more... Thats all for today, simple, that;s kindda life i like, simple, enjoying, happi, no fustrations, so cool... sundays are fun, that's why I try not to skip wushu.. it;s kindda fun... got jokes at least...

Mondays get me on the blue,
I hate school,
Not like some of you,
Or me before, in primary school...

Fridays brings memories,
Of good times we had,
Those times I cherished,
so I go back...

Sundays I feel easy,
With fun in morning,
afternoon and night,
These are the days,
Troubles never troubles me,
Sundays I feel easy...

- writen last 3 mins... in spot..

Bee Gees - I Started A Joke

Bee Gees is an old band that I still ike it now, he got few hits that are no.1 at the same time in different countries, that's some awesome record...

Ever since my cousin, Mario, stepped into this house, my family have become worst than before, there are no peace, no harmony, no team spirit... Everyday, is either him making my parents angry, or he made me fustrated. Why?? My mum was faking to be welcoming, I can see that, she only want the 2000 bucks we receive, to make dad happy, but dad's jealousy wants more... they quarell every day, without fail, it's been around 3 weeks. Mario have become worst, he take things without permission, he lied, he act innocent. I couldn't bare this any longer, I'm gonna learn how to cook, find a part time job, and I'm gionna leave the house, and it won't be just 4 days like last time, it will be a month, or more... I'll starve myself to clear the last 20 bucks i owned, I'm gonna save at least a thousand, I'm gonna try every chance I have to earn some money, from poetry I hope... I want to have the most money as possible, I don't care whatever filial, I'm, gonna leave... My target is before I'm 18, I'll have some part time job, some income, some achievement. I'll wash my clothes myself, watch and learn how to cook, save money, fight temtation.. This is my plan, and maybe after this post or a few weeks later, I'm gonna change new blog, it's going to personal, I got no diaries, so this is the only way... sorry folks... kay, i gtg... maybe I could still stand for some more words.. or maybe not, nvm, next time again, byezz, maybe just a poem..

I opened the window
And saw a black widow
Then turned and looked in the mirror.
I was filled with much woe,
No sign of my shadow
Closer I drew to it nearer.

But this couldn't be true,
Yet my life was still blue,
And filled with much pain and sorrow.

Why I thought it so true.
That I don't have a clue ,
Hope for a better tomorrow...

I walked along the streets of Tibet
Without much sunshine, I went back to bed.
Images of life, flashed on my head,
I rolled, and fell out of bed.

I couldn’t sleep, though I’m tired,
Not tired to rest, but tired to care for living,
I force a sleep, only to wake up, crying...
I decided a stroll with the evening breeze blowing.

There the skies are orange,
With strips of gold across,
Time flies, the sun is setting out...

I sat on the pure white sands,
Looked up the sky above the land,
The sun was setting to the west,
It was time for it to rest,
The bright, round moon will be appearing soon,
So I gave the radio a little tune,
And took out my bottle of prune.

The pretty sunset will soon be gone,
As I listened to the smooth tone alone,
Then I shouted, “Goodbye sun, I’ll see you tomorrow.”
I shouted it with sigh and sorrow,
The breeze is blowing cold and slowly,
I watched the sky change very closely,
I turned and saw the elks by the lake,
It was very cold but they seemed to not shake,
When I returned to see the sky, I realized it was already dark,
Oh, no! it was so dark that I couldn’t see the ark,
So then I went back in the foothills of the land,
I could see everything, yes, I can,
Sigh, let’s see what is tomorrow’s plan.

Then on bed I stared at the ceiling fan,
Guessing what will destroy tomorrow’s plan,
It seemed that everyday there are blockade,
Couldn’t wait until the end of my age,
Life is full of things that makes me headache......

Life is sorrow, life is pain,
Some say fantasy is waiting at the end,
But what’s my fantasy, I don’t want to know,
‘Cause it might be another cold winter snow......

westlife - grease lightning

I love westlife.. my fav, since 3 years old

Darn Darn Darn Darn.. arghh!!! why do mingxin keep sticking with me, can't he open his heart for other ppl, it will hurt his feeling if I said in front of him coz like the whole class hates him... well, almost all... what's worst, he tried to crack eggs with bare hands... and he don't even know how to wash dishes!! OMG !!! I china friends, to be exact I have 26 china friends exclude him... they are all so independent, and all mingxin tok about is that freaking karang-guni... and he kept smiling to himself...!!! lol, anyway the Home Ed is very fun... After that I rush down to recess and made a clean break in without Mrs Samuel noticing that I'm 10 mins late. I wanna go back to oe, but tonight suppose to have wushu, so I lazy go, but in the end found that Sheng Fa couldn't go, if I go alone, it will take very long time... so I did not go... then too late, so i lazy go badminton too, haiz.... and now at home!! I wanna sleep, my cousin noisy, I watch movie, he disturb, Then I sleep again, he woke me up, I told him not to disturb, he kept shaking me, wth is this!?!?!?!?! Now what, he took the atlas and tried to challenge me by asking me question he already know, and damn ass question... btw the impossible quiz in QH blog is quite tricky, I did till 19 then lazy continue.. total of 80 question... i think... Now i'm gonna sleep, hope he don't bug me, lol he no sch these 2 days, so he kept on pushing his luck trying to see how long can I stand, I went toilet he lock door, I said sleep he shouts... wtf sia, if he's my son I'll kill him man... I first take care of my neighbour kid last time, I thought he's naughty, but then when I saw my uncle's daughter, I thought that my neighbour's kid got at least basic respect.. now this, he give me the attitude, my mum wanna enter his room, not only he lock the door (not suppose to), he don't allow my mum to go in, wtf is this, his house?? he hid my hp yesterday, I'm mad, he thought it's fun, I tell you one of these days i'm gonna lock him up in the toilet, tie the knob to the stair, so he couldn't open, I off the loghts, and it will be at night, around 8pm... I made up my mind to adopt a child next time.. first, I could help the poors, second, my wife would not suffer giving birth, thirdly, coz I'm afraid my child will be naughtier than my cousin now... anyway, want continue the story, I don't think any1 reading except QH, don't think she like it anyway, I'm a failure in anything, I cnt art, aint no music talent, sux at cooking, so what, haiz, nevermind, at last still got others that appreciate... JPiC RAWKS !!! and will always rawks... I love you guys... and those ppl supporting me in sch, oeps, bds... anyway Mrs Samuel said about basic courtesy, yeah, I agree with her alot... I felt Mrs Samuel is a very good teacher, I just hate to see how she change her mood every lesson... That time she said she couldn't compete with us, lol... her face gloom actualli...

Hahaz, today was half fun, half gloomy.. fun part was when __ wanna present for the SOAR programme and the class is noisy, so I shouted, "shut up!! I wanna hear muai galfren tok..." hahaz, so sway she talk about birthay gifts, so ly said my brthdy coming, so what would she give, lol, then andre and others said a kiss... lol.. hahaz, miss june sia, wonder where she is... anyway, another part was I realise these few days when I wanna join the fun and such, ppl are getting gloomy, why?? Internal wars starts like z___ and e__, lol.. btw I wrote a poem sia, I said:

I tried to be a good AC, the class hates me,
I tried to be a sleeping king, teacher hates me,
I tried to join the fun, the mood hates me,
So what I'm gonna do?
Amirr juz said alot of ppl in my class hates me,
I talked with him awhile, he got mad,
I played with tim awhile,
then Mr.Sam came, I told him to sit anywhere first,
his face turns black...
WHAT DID I DO??? I tried my best to have many friends,
but I'm always hated...
You know, I value...:

Friendship - relationship with surrounding ppl,
Aesthetics - Appreciation of surrounding things,
Love - Care,
Happiness - Smiles,
Balance - equal to all area of life...

So what do I do to make all ppl like me, I tried to treat all equally, although I know some hate me... nevermind, I made up my mind just now, I'll be a loner, in the reality world... So next time you'll find me damnass... And there's only a way to communicate hapily... with words (sms, blog, poems, stories)...WORDS... I found the cure.. WORDS, POETRY, WORDS...WORDS>..

Here's another of my work...
A Poem..

Said softer than falling feather,
Yet louder than a full-blasted canon.
May he be rich in emotions, sensations,
Facts, or fakes,
But for sure:
He never dies out...
Journey the world in minutes, days, months or year,
Or perhaps a decade, a century, or even a millenium,
Or, he may even evolve into a legend...
As long as the moon shines at night,
So does he,
Never dying out,
Never resting,
But multiplying in every lamp light...

I read wenyi blog, wah, found out in our class got alot internal threats.. kayzz, let mi teach you history, internal threats are problem starting from inside, in other words, betray... I know I'd been hated by people since I'm born, I've been hated by 2 guys in Kindergarden, hated by few in Pri 1-2, slightly better but still gort in pri 4-5, in 6... wah, super sia... until now in BDS also alot people see mi bs 1, like zul, jessie?? eunice?? or outside... the 1E guy, 1C ppl... 1A also... I'm like a unwanted guy, so I realise that the hardest thing to get is friendship... unity... harmony. Sumtimes u hv to sacrifise abit, but sumtimes u juz hantam the guy and thats it, btw I also realise that I'm addicted to JPiC Forum FOr Writers not because I like to wrie, is coz the ppl are soo friendly there, and they won't quarell, well at least is once in a blue moon. They use friendly language, sometimes when critics are too much, they'll apologise or write sumthing good. These ppl influence me, to write, and make me realise that I could vent my anger, share my happiness, jot my thoughts and care for others in poetry. That's the fun part, and that damn contest outside of sch library I thought I wanna join.. it's for 14years old to 25... darn, juz a year lorh, see us sec1 so small, lan jiao... Tired sia, gtg sleep, later hv to write poems at nite..psps, cnt write le, I post a story??

Chapter 3 (part 1) - The training was tough, first he commanded me to go into this large room, with no window, no items, absolutely nothing inside. Then, when the only door closed, the lights lighted up. A sudden forced pulled me against the floor, it was painful, I tried to oppose that force, but I could not. “I’m Reapell, your trainer, now young warrior, this is the gravity device, this device can set the gravity to 100 times stronger than Earth. The gravity is now currently 1.5, Earth’s gravity is 1, good luck warrior...” said Reapell somehow, probably through the P.A system. After a couple of days, I adapted to the machine, so he increased the gravity 10 per hour, it was very tough, imagine go to a training which you had not tried before without and food and drinks, not even toilet is available, it’s like a torture!
The next part was to try to punch as hard as I can to knock down a punchbag in the Gravity Device with the gravity of 100... -_-" ... well, not just an ordinary punchbag, but it’s a super heavy punchbag, and it’s hard enough to lift a finger under that much gravity. As soon as I could knock it down, he gave me the potion (which Reapell gave, that will regain my energy and heal my wounds, strange, I did not even know that these things exist! Ahh, finally, it’s time to kick some butts, well, kick some dummies I mean. Dummies that can move completely like humans, I spend another few days on this.

(part 2 next time.. relax.. enjoy)

4th of July 2007 - Mount Rushmore Singers

This is cool...

Sorry to keep you all waitin for chapter 2...

Chapter 2 - "At last I make it!" I said with joy in my heart, as I was too weak to dance in joy. The portal legend was true. Then, the Lost City legend might be true, as well! The portal brought me here into a new world. Yet,... where WAS the Lost City? At the moment, I saw not a being to ask, nor did I know which direction to head on. As this new world might probably be hostile, I dragged myself and scouted around the area, spying here and there.

Then, a flash of light emerged and then a huge gate appeared in front of me. "What was... what was that?" I asked no one in particular, mostly to the gigantic gate with the sign ‘Kingdom Of Heaven’. Then... "If you proclaim yourself before the Kingdom of Heaven, head into the Mythical Palace, and seek travel to the Island of Origins. You will find your answers there..." The voice faded away, leaving me drowned in stunned silence for quite a while. Unsheathing my little dagger, I dashed into the darkness, across the rivers, into the tunnels and out, hoping to find some key at least to open the gate, at last found myself standing back in front of the Kingdom of Heaven. I proclaimed myself, “I, Laxus Oak, seek entrance to the Kingdom. I have been studying every single myth and legend in the Overworld, prepared myself to face new mysteries and fantasies, thus leading me to this MagicalWorld."

"Why are you here, General?" an echo from nowhere.

To see if theories about the Zamorak Staff are true," I answered with respect.

"......" silent, there was no answer,

So I continued, "I understand that this is the Holy Land of Zamorak (the king previously ruled the world, killed by his brother). But the Zamorak Staff has options. To cleanse evil, or... to destroy the world if it falls to the wrong hand," I kept on. "The monks have been... protective of the Staff lately." I understood the prophecy now. Death to Saradonim (Zamorak’s evil brother), revive for Zamorak. Giving into doubts, none has returned for the pass 5000 YEARS, to claim victory. Never giving up, only one can be a Destiny Warrior, which is somehow chosen to be me.

"If that's the case, then I will get that Staff," I dared myself say.

"Understood. You may... enter, but after a training."
(to be continued)

What behavior I hate most is the young master behavior, seriously, i sucks...
anyway, yesterday bored, so I wrote another poem...

I thought this might be interesting...

I saw it! the island,
The island, so great, so majestic...
I touched it! the fine rock,
The fine rock, so strange, so rough, yet flat...
I climbed it, to the land,
To the land, so low, but hard to reach...
Yet it dropped, I woke, I realised,
With the class-board on floor, Oh! Gosh!
The whole class shook, darn it! I was...
DayDreaming

This is a kind of poem that I think is cool.
The first 2 lines tells the reader that the poet maybe in a boat and sailing the seas or something..
Then the next 2 lines will give a strange feeling to the reader, to attract it...
The 5th and 6th line make the reader bewilded, and make them wanna read more of the poem fast...
The following 3 lines will give a special ending that will shock the audience,
The last line is the title...

The syllables scheme is 6, 9, 6, 9, 6, 9, 8, 8, 8, tittle

pity QH lehh, she always wanna read stories instead of poetry, I was busy all day so I had no time to do poetry, so now, Legacy of Paradox, chapter 1, lastest updated...

Chapter 1 – I had been searching for a portal in the very center of the Earth Core. I had been digging for about two or three months. Albeit in my Cybot outfit, I operated the Cybot hands manually and my hands were aching painfully from the intense heat around. Either the furnace-liked heat or some kind of magnetic or whatever force field here in Core had disabled my other assisting robots. There were no more robots to supply food and drink, neither were there robots to help with the digging. With no other human volunteers or business partners in this ludicrous project, I had to work on my own. I was hungry and thirsty, yet I had to be frugal with my food and drink. My rucksack was half empty. To my first relief, my Cybot radar showed there it was: I was in The Earth's Core already! It was hot, as though it was the devil's furnace. My Cy-radar detected something “alive” some 2 miles away. Whatever that might be, it was the first “life” form I encountered in this hell-liked Core! Bracing myself for the heat, I dashed through the flames as though a cheetah was chasing after its prey towards that “life”. My Eco clothes were ripped, but I survived. It was a miracle, perhaps my destiny led me here: The portal was there right before me! Without hesitation I leapt into it (I reckoned it was the portal of Myths & Legends as stated in the old diary I got from my ancestor) and here my journey got into another new start......

Got a nightmare yesterday...

I was in a island surrouded by lava, then it flows with the lava. Just before it fell down, I grabbed the rock as I was my jump height distance. Then, I looked at the 'firefall', it's no deep that you couldn't see where it stops, only a little red dot was seen slightly. Then when I looked up, a thing came down as fast as lightning, the wind is too strong that the rock broke, I fell to the lava, it's soo hot!! I fell, but couldn't see where I would land, I could even stand and try to fly, which is impossible. After a while, I saw something, I would not land in the lava, but I would land in the ground, which is full of sharp spikes. I wanna cry but couldn't, but just before I got pierced through, *something happened I don't remember*, I was transformed to a blank place, then a voice from nowhere said "It's not your time...*I forgot what he/she said then*... the last word is a loud "RETURN!" then I woke up.. perspiring and my heart beats super fast...

so scary sia... anyway, yesterday wrote a poem about dream, it's a clarity pyramid type...

DREAMS
awful?
fantastic?

anything happens,
sad, joyful or neither,
could be safe or dangerous,

"Oh this is just so mysterious!"

I got so bored so bored today, luckily Cath Jie came and chat awhile. Then teh comp restarts itself.. darn... always like that sia.. anyway, my cousin is screaming, no mood to watch NDP, so I came, I went to my blog, and I thought maybe I could write more poems on Roses.. long ones, challenging ones, so I wrote this... May I present, the hiiden acrostic, Frozen Rose...


Frozen Rose (Hidden Acrostic)

Freezing wind blew mercilessly,
The rose withered and froze,
My goodness, oh! Her beauty is gone,
Trapped in forbidden zone,
Soon it was another evening,
She cried, waiting for the new spring.

Reveal your true beauty, my frozen rose,
Your outfit does not determine your heart,
That special soul in you, bring it out!
Now that’s the everlasting beauty, that none can surpass.

copyright © August 9, 2007 Kyanta Hidayat

Hidden Acrostic is where the acrostic is not at the first letter of first word, as usual, try figure out what's the pattern of the poetry, this is one challenging and fun form of poetry, check out wikipedia, or search in web about it, I kindda forget what is the real term, but the meaning is 'Hidden Acrostic'.

...today is.. National Day. yeah yeah.. haha, hehe.. haiz... it seems no diff than normal days, and my cousin is singin the ndp songs.. he refuses to eat, so dad got fustrated and confiscated his drawings, he cried like mad... wah piang, wanna go out also no where to go, write poems also veri fan.. that pitch like darn high sia... sleep also cant sleep peacefully.. aiya... today will be a super borin day for mi.. sian... dont know got what hmwrks... sci.. i only know turning effect, the rest like alien to me, maths also, drawing so waste of time... aniwae... huang kang...!! so long nv contact him.. sian... sms also nv reply, call also nv pick up. gosh.. dont know what happen, he's crying even louder.. arghh!!! yeasterday cant sleep, so I write a poem... wait ar i type out, it's in my hp...



The Rose

The tender petals of the lovely flower,
That silky green leaves like jade,
Along with the long, gentle stem of her
She is perfect, without flaws.

The tender petals of the lovely flower,
Clear the crystal droplets of the fresh rainwater,
As sunlight shone on her bright red dress,
Oh, my heart had been impressed.

The battered drops, the new arose,
That silky green leaves like jade,
Stand out at the golden light and pose,
They’re beautiful.

Enduring the winds, so strong, so heavy,
And the acid rains that hurt her, ruin her beauty,
Along with the long, gentle stem of her,
She is still upright, and as new as her before.

How I’m glad to be her gardener,
To watch over her, to admire her,
Visitors come, and they all say,
She is perfect, without flaws.

©copyright, August 8, 2007 Kyanta Hidayat

~SWAN SONG~

Dusk above the water
shades the night in gray
shadows as dragonflies
shine their light loud
upon lake of ripples rush
and a sacred Cygnus
in genteel gesture appears in
the dark air taking
shape in moonlit blue silhouette.

This bird, this hour
as beauties mirror, steals the
night under her wing and
drifts down the darkened rivers
throat as shades of winter
color her a whiter
shade of white and she
sings her swan song as if
night never surrendered to dawn.

© March 23, 2006 Karen Davies

today the ND celebration so sian larh, ppl celebrate is fun fun, sing sing, game game, party party then this one is like giving out awards for half an hour, then let us see videos of total defence, so lame sia... aniway, nth to post up... u prefer i post up poem or my story?? aniwae, im posting up a poem for today...

today.... haiz.. nvm, let's talk about fri.. I went back oeps, as usual, every friday, but darn it sia this friday no school... then no pocket money, then take more days to cover my debts, at least paid jesselyn full today... guess what, mr kwan can play bball!! he's so pro also... sia larh... after his scouts he played with us for awhile, he played good, he trusted me alot, felt a little guilty for making his team (my team) lose... I suck at bball, and I hate the bds bball team, they so lan but hao lian... ass sia, not saying all larh.. gosh, hope no bballers see sia... Today been a hungry day, still own wei de $20, bowei $2, bryan $1, old friend $6. Whoever stole that 30 bucks at the carnival, even if he's the president grandson i will!!! chop him to pieces, dig out his heart, squash it, give the ribs to dog, drink his blood, use needle poke the brain, the skull keep it, the teeth make into necklass, the eye balls become yoyo... haiz, so long never taste blood le, just now use rubberband i go break it kena my vein there, blood taste good sia... Haiz... so sian now, k, I go continue my story.. byezzz... tagboard is still nort working... darn sia...

Today was boring at fist, but in the end very fun. I and Mill go dump the broken chairs, Fad and Tim tag along. Fad was like dancing and laughing all the way, which make me laugh also.. lol.. The way we carried the chair like wanna fight like that sia, carry by the shoulder, and we go back to class. Met the guys from toilet, then when we enter it’s like so many people, fun sia, and btw it’s maths, Mr Lim let us go toilet group by group, but each group only 4 people, which turns out to be 5-7.. lol.. all rush out, hahaz... Oh ya, _____ wallet drop, then I took it, I touch then like got notes inside, so I opened and found it was.. later then say... so I bs I give Gabriel, he opened the wallet, hahaz, he still don’t know what is the thing, until Freda say... it was the panty liner... lol.. hahahahahaz.... Yeah, btw, I’m gonna try out for the magazine thing. It’s a magazine from US and it’s calling for writers, I wanna try it, and make my family, my friends, my pri sch.. and ... BDS proud lorh... it’s gonna be 15k words... hahaz, slowly read lorh... but I don’t guarantee can get publish, coz I first time marh, and I sucks... Also, 2 more weeks then can sign up for writing.com.... yeah!! removed the name due to complains...

These few days sooo tired.. why!!! kay, fine, I know why, coz I’m bored. I hate ppl that break promises, also I hate liars. I owe ppl so much money coz of those fucking thieves. I feel like jumping down right now man!! But I lazy... lol... From now on, I’ll be a lazy boi sleeping in class and don’t give a damn of anything. Btw pity Fad lehh, kay larh, she siao siao one, but also no need to kena scolded always marh, haiz.. why can’t this class be more harmony, why can’t my life be up not down. Haizz, up also I lazy to go up... psps... But it’s like worst each day, and also each day I’m getting more evil and crazy. My attitude changed, I like wanna fight sia, and I getting in love to see ppl suffering. It’s like something in me struggling out, like the feeling of being a werewolf someday and kill all in my way no matter who. Haizz.. K, just writing to de-stress. Hehe... Wrote a poem, should post someday, but it’s disgusting, dirty, disastrous. Today like this only lorh, nothing to write. Byezz, gotta sleep le...

Relax, thanks those who comfort me anyway, esp ly and qh. The previous post, aiya, just got fed up, and vent the anger on words... There suppose to be a poem, but I forgot where I put, and if I put up probably you all will go like 'wah, so cheem'. I always express myself in poetry, so when I'm sad, I'll write either something to cheer me up (which turns out sucky most of the times) or write negative views, I even wrote something like death, where if gets worst than the jj killer MV for adults. For qh, thanks for the postcard, it's beautiful, but you don't have to pray for me, maybe you can pray for others, the failures, the poors, or something like that, don't waste your prayer on me, anyway I'm a free thinking, the freethinker that I mix some religion practices and my thoughts. To me, there’s few gods, or immortals, that appear as the god you believe. Kay, I know it’s hard to comprehend. To me, god aim is to have a balance in life and death, a balance in good and evil, a balance in fate and prediction. There will not be longevity pills, or whatever there may be. The world must be balance, so the death returns to heaven, the volunteers go down and try to make the world a happy place. The road of life is easy to say, it’s just a straight uproad, but with other roads splitting. These are distractions. So, since I written this post: Global Warming, why now? not pass, not future?

God is not happy with new technologies that oppose him, like GMs, by Genetically Modifying an item, it can be made into your choice, which is something like a gain without pain. This is a form of not balancing the fate and prediction. Imagine you’re a father, and your children surpass you and breaks your expectations. Then, big events were created like SARS, tsunami, earthquakes, volcanoes eruption and eventually Global Warming, to punish us, smarty-pants. Witnessing these, other small immortals couldn’t bear with the sufferings especially the ones who are innocent. Therefore, they come back to Earth hopefully to save the world. So there’s a hope of fighting global warming, somehow, I don’t know yet, but there will be a way.

Again, about me, I also like Tao, the friend of nature, go test up this experiment: take a drop of drinking water, before that, have a kind of thinking that the water is nothing, it’s useless, it owes you a thousand bucks coz you are forced to drink it. Under the microscope, you’ll see the water in a messy, untidy pattern. Contradictorily when you have the thinking that water is great, it helps our body to be alive, it colours the world blue, it helps the marine life to live. This way, the water will appear peaceful, beautiful, clear. I tried it, I know it. SO non-living things have feeling too, like the sunset, it’s beautiful, it is the clouds that forms it, the sunlight, the sun, their feelings...

Kay, enough of my long post... this is one funny poem...

I once had a friend named Lassie
Who was the Drama Queen sassy.
She would flip her hair,
And look did we dare,
For lice was all you could see.

Okay, yeah I know, it’s been long since I blogged. Nothing to blog recently, anyway... For those who keep on saying ‘Assistant-Chairman must show good example’ or whatever it is... An AC is just a title, it makes no difference, and I am still a boy, an ordinary boy who led the same freaking life as you. The fucking badge is only a rank, which makes no difference to me. I could be a gangster smoking, drug-addict, fighter or even a thief with this badge. So I am me, not a VIP or God or something like that. I’m just same as you, I study too, I play too, I make mistakes too, and I’m just an ordinary school kid okay!! In fact, I maybe stupider and dumber than a lot of you, but I don’t give a fucking damn and I don’t care whether I have a hundred beta forms or a hundred apology letters stuck in my asshole or suspended from school or sent back to my own country, I AM ME, if you think you can be better, then tell me, I give this position to you. What more, I stay back everyday just to clean and tidy up the classroom and what you all did the first minute when you step into the classroom was to mess the room up. I closed my eyes to some that played during recess which is not allowed, and the respond I get was ‘Kaya was so relax, he did not do any job’ wtf... I go home, I got to do chores and revise my little cousin work and he kept on bugging me to play with him whenever he’s free, and if you got a brother you’ll know what it’s like. My block was going to be en-blocked, I have been helping my parents and that Mr.Yip nag me as if house was ot his business, if we can’t find a house, will he let me stay in his house, NO, well even if he allow, I would rather live in a beggar’s home, at least I can help him/her, rather than that fucker. I gtg, someone’s calling me... you know who...

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darn it crap, fucking ass man... just as I thought US is quite an interesting place, it sucks, my dad discovers that on one of our luggage, the upper zip is super glued, as we did not use the upper storage, we did not see it yesterday. Furthermore, the wheel is bent, I thought at first when I drag/pull the luggage that it was just some rust. Because of this, we checked our other luggage, it’s not too much, just one of it the zipper is missing, again it was the small storage. All this happenings made me recall the way US check it the airport, we had to go through more security than the citizens, they took out all our things in our hand carry bag, and some even chuck it in messily. All this made me change my mind to going US for high school. I think the citizens are friendly, interesting, but the system law there is not fair. Another example of unfairness is the homeless people, they just get money for 3 years without working, and it’s unfair. This may led some of the homeless people to not work, as the salary may be a little higher only, so they chose lazily not to work, I admire those who try to earn some money, those are hardworking ones, I hope they will have better lives in future. About the security check, they should made it equal that everyone have to go through same level of security.

Hi folks, I was away for holiday for the last 2 weeks, I was in US. There’s a couple of things I like in US, the people will smile at you, and it takes just a sentence to make a 1 hour conversation, but sadly we just said goodbye and that’s all, saying ‘see you’ but I doubt can see each other again, hahaz... And there, if you hear nice music, you just dance around, tapping your feet, and nobody will call you siao... Anyway, my journey... :

Day 1 was a very butt-hot day for me... I watched music and lyrics 3 time, lol, I just love the songs. I also watched big mama house 2 too... that’s for the day...

Day 2, We went to Universal Studios, wow, it’s damn cool, especially the waterworks and studio tour. WaterWorks the stunts were so real, like real fighting, no slowing down motion, they are so professional, they slide, climb, fall, jump, hit, it’s like watching a real event. The studio Tour was fantastic too, they showed us some secrets of making movies, and some camera tricks and machine works, I may post up the videos in youtube. The terminator 4D is cool too, there’s a mixture of 3D effects and real actions, unlike the shrek 4D which is only 3D with some water splash, like when the donkey sneeze. But the intro is quite nice too, in fact, all the intros of shows are cool. The house of horror is so so so sooo better than Japan or S’pore, no offense. They used some real people to scare you more, and effects, fake bodies hanging.

Day 3, Oh ya, I forgot to mention, day 2 we visited the walk of fame too, there are many stars with their name printed on the floor. day 3 we went to Disneyland, I prefer Japan’s Disneyland, the Jurassic Park is steeper and higher. The jungle cruise is more realistic. The Thunder Mountain is longer and more fun. The only thing I like about Disneyland Hollywood is the Parade of Dreams and the Firework (dreams comes true), may post up the parade too.

Day 4-6, went factory outlet where the things were cheaper, some even cheaper than S’pore, bought a GAP sweater and Timberland boots, went to see sunset in Grand Canyon. It’s beautiful, really, for nature lover, you’ll like it. Visit the Ethel M Choco Fact and Cactus Garden for 45 mins only after hours of ride, crap...

Day 7, Las Vegas, how I wish I’m 21, my parents don’t really know how to gamble, can’t I teach them, I’m not playing anyway, the staffs are like so kan chiong, the old town also, adults get to get a necklace, and the bitches smile sweetly, I went and took 1, the bitch immediately change expression, so strict and mean.. lol, fake smiles to adults.

Day 8, the main tour went for the 80 bucks Valley of Fire Optional tour, we stayed in Las Vegas and explore it, watching free shows in some hotels, like the volcano eruption, fall of atlantis, siren’s call, lake of dreams and wildlife.

Day 9-14, San Francisco, here I come !! the country where nature awaits, we rode ferry around the bay, see the Golden Gate bridge and the park near to it, the Coit Tower (tallest building), Zoo, houses of Victorians, Chinatown, Japantown, Union Square, City Hall, took the Cable Cars ad Bart (MRT), saw some street break dancing, do some shopping for friends, bought 8 packs of the famous GhirraDelli chocs, postcards... and erm.. that’s for the whole journey...

Daay 15, Home sweet home.. we flew back to S’pore... I felt so hot.. hot.. hot... alama.. in the airport, I saw this man, I smiled to him, but he gave me a fucking eyes like as if I owed him a thousands bucks, then in the plane also I saw this old lady waiting for the toilet, and since I’m not urgent, I let her in first, I smiled to her too, but she step in as if she’s first and got a proud ass face looking up waiting for the bird to shit...

Wow, this time it will be a really huge post... This post consists of 3 day in a row fun...

Wed:
Got back a lot of results, I wanted to cry... lol... just kidding, but serious, I did really badly this time round. Chinese lesson we played truth or dare, omg, I almost danced... anyway the fun part was not really here, it was the Leadership Program after school conducted for the committees. First, we played a simple game, called ‘Pickpocket’, I wonder why it was named that but it was actually just a game which you have to find as many items from the list given as possible. ‘Socks with a hole’ is listed there, so Iman actually cut his socks... omg... and the other team really got a socks with an extra hole, why I said extra was because... all socks got a hole so you could wear it... -_-... and they also got a discount card, although it was expired in 2004... rofl... Okay, the next game was to throw paper balls into the dustbin blind-folded, but team members can guide him/her by telling directions. We had such a great time too, like seeing them throwing anyhow, wrong directions given, and more... Ahh... the last game was the most enjoyed, it was called ‘Build a story’ but somehow they named it ‘Sentence relay’... A lot of people may know this game, this is a game where no one could communicate with each other but they had to build a story by writing a word and the next person continue it. I brought home the papers, let me type it out...

First:
One stormy night, a man molested (___ worte it) an old lady with a stick (lol... how...). The old lady was dying in pain and hunger... So she took the man’s head and smashed it with a club. The man screamed and died. Then, a gorilla came and molested the old lady again(getting bigger) so she screamed and died (due to shock??). Then, a dinosaur came and molested the gorilla (lol...). So, he died..again...-_-“ (I drew the sign)... my though... {So.. the bigger, or older you are, the better you can molest... jkjk... hahaz...}

Second:
One boring lame day, there was a cute pretty gurl named Bryan (on Monday he’ll be embarrassed). She love eating shit. And as she ate shit, she cried because it tasted like kaya... and SHIT. Lol. WtH? So she like eating shit (and) everytime sd she loved eating it she farted many farts, millions of them. (funny, don’t make sense) She married to an Indian (__ wanted to put bangla) Sissy (I wrote, no offence) and they farted together forever. And gave birth to 10 children who LOVED eating shit (: and lived happily eva after in the house of SHIT ! –shit pic- (I drew it) and and eating them. They said “buhbyes. ILOVEYOU but they died. (sad) END –someone wrote in the remaining space >> BULLSHIT.! –

Enjoy it? I think these are the worst story seen by the teacher. the last activity was past the message, the message was suppose to be something like but in the end the message was something like Well, that as the end, it was really fun, all of us enjoy it, wished it was longer, and then ___ didn’t turn up, which I’m quite disappointed, I was hoping he come... anyway, this long post was just a day...

Thur:
went science centre, we went to explore ourselves, I took some pics, the worksheet we copied most... After that we watched the omni-theatre, sounds nice, look nice, but content BORING !!! so much facts...!! then we had our break at Macdonalds, instead, I explored those outside, especially the fountain, I went to get myself wet, it was fun!! But the fountain did not dance properly, quite boring, I prefer the one in bugis, I remember there was a time the thai gurls and huang kang went with me to bugis, in the end we played at the fountain, when we stopped, we noticed the crowd was crowding us and were treating us like mad people... hahaz... lame but fun, that’s childhood...

Fri:
today, once again, for the third time, we went Singapore river, btw, what’s so great about it, why not take us somewhere like macrichie reservoir, or overseas to gui lin of china, gold coast, these trips will be better, anyway, at least we get to go out, must appreciate it. Really, it’s rare to go out for outing during class times. In Chinese, we say wu zi tian shu, means it’s a heavenly book of no words, the nature, believe it or not, the nature teach us a lot of things, things that are more useful, those not in the book...

Today:
Ahh!!... last day for ms joceline already, and the plan was just to sing a birthday song as it was her birthday too.. not fun!! I want to throw some creams, get ourselves a little wet, play with flours and eggs, and cake on people faces, party strings everywhere, balloons bursting here and there. today we played dog and bone, except when you get the ball, you throw at the opponent, and there the girls start screaming and yelling... then, the poison ball plan turned to dodge ball instead, well, that’s for the day, quite a long post written, next time again... byezzz...

One more thing... I received some coments to describe the training in Legacy of Paradox chapter 2. SO here it is...:

The training was tough, first he commanded me to go into this large room, with no window, no items, absolutely nothing inside. Then, when the only door closed, the lights lighted up. A sudden forced pulled me against the floor, it was painful, I tried to oppose that force, but I could not. “Hey, warrior, this is the gravity device, this device can set the gravity to 100 times stronger than Earth. The gravity is now currently 1.5, Earth’s gravity is 1, good luck warrior...” said SageMagic777 somehow, probably through the P.A system. After a couple of days, I adapted to the machine, so he increased the gravity 10 per hour, it was very tough, imagine go to a training which you had not tried before without and food and drinks, not even toilet is available, it’s like a torture!
The next part was to try to punch as hard as I can to knock down a punchbag in the Gravity Device with the gravity of 100... -_-" ... well, not just an ordinary rock, but it’s a super heavy punchbag, and it’s hard enough to lift a finger under that much gravity. As soon as I could knock it down, he gave me some potion that will regain my energy and heal my wounds, strange, I didn’t even know that this thing exist! Ahh, finally, it’s time to kick some butts, well, kick some dummies I mean. Dummies that can move completely like humans, I spend another few days on this.
The final training, he showed me how to fly, taught me how to use internal energy (chi) to power up attacks like kicks and punches, and I have to go into a larger Gravity Device (largest there) to train under 1634.8 gravity, he put in some dummies there too, that can fly! Again, flying needs a lot of concentrations and energy to lift you up, under this super strong gravity, I couldn’t imagine. Although the dummies couldn’t attack, they were skilled dodgers, my target was to destroy all of them, to be exact, 32 of them...