Am I naggy? haha too bad, hereditary trait... or maybe I'm just too 'old' haha. Somehow I like to pass knowledge on to other people, or rather, points of views, just as what I had always been praying in SML temple. Haha, and expectedly people will get bored, but actually other than that I got nothing to talk about, I'm not a gamer, and my music likings are.... old... so the only thing I can do is to pass whatever I have left. Another trait is I tend to 'pray' very long, despite being a free thinker, since somehow, hopefully, in one way or another, the prayers can accumulate for the beneficiary. My prayers usually include family as a whole, my parents, friends as whole, wlwx, rv, cheuck n weide, indo friends, my targets and my actions, finally my personality, end of with 'may every soul have peace and happiness'. Ofcoz long larh! Somehow I find joy talking to James Lek haha. Anyway, JPiC Forum is up again, maybe I can continue some literature =) and yea, 'Just call me nobody', a movie, is coming out in 30jan, might watch it probably on countdown or new year =) Got two of my favourite celebs inside, Jacky Wu and Mark Lee =) Ofcoz the kid is damn cute too haha. Because the world is imperfect, it makes it perfect, =) though still I would complain about things =) to exercise my brain and mouth =)

Example, teachers, I think a good teacher is one who have the respect of students yet be as one with students, one that will guide them instead of enforce, inspire and be a good role model at least in front of them =)

Parents, nowdays young parents very cmi, firstly a lot of them mistook lust as love, so the definition of marriage differ, and many are career minded, so the love they give to the kids are insufficient, secondly they frequently treat them as a showcase, comparing in terms of anything and eveything, thirdly, giving birth is to justify motherhood for woman so if anything wrong can always turn to orphanages, men are now even more lecherous.

I seen cases where their father are under affairs, I feel sad for them, especially when they are now above 15, as old as uni graduates. Yes, though due to kids growing up, dads have nothing to do, no kids to shower their fatherly love, cold and distant towards the children, but think of the wife, suddenly after such long cherishable marriage why the need of another play thing? The children though can understand, but it is still a blow to them, and definitely not a good role model for them. Some cases they neglect their child to the extent they starved to death, thats inhumane! On the other scale, there are some whom I know under special needs, they have loving parents that will brace every obstacles in their paths to continue raising the kid, teaching the kids, loving the kids, these parents are mighty! Sigh, well, thats the complain I want.

In a way, maybe some people are just destined to do so, for the benefit of the balance in the world, including love and hate, care and neglect, dedicated and dutiful. But still, having a well off simple life, I'm loving it! Thus so far, all these years, I always think that having a simple life is fine, is the happiest of all, sufficient for living, have slight storage for emergencies. Some people live a simple life with 2k, yet some have the same simple life with 9k, despite living in the same city, is life amusing? Yes, dads always say prepare for the unexpected, but why cant think of the solution when it happen, or rather why so sure misfortune will occur? And what is the consequences of a rich life, personality, thoughts, views will change, standard of living will change, moral will change.... sigh

Smooth days with me. I think this is a great holiday for me =)

My first:
Fishing
Squash
Pottery course
Playing twister
Met new friends
Went to seek out for jobs
Eating pizza to my stomach max (omg worst than buffet)
So active on fb
Had overnight chalet with rv
Not sleeping at night
Sleeping 14h over 4.5 days
Drank whiskey
X-mas mood (took notice of carols and have the spirit)

Sigh, not saying bad about someone, but sometimes things seriously will screw up.

Firstly in terms of organizing, follow ups is a must even if we skip the 'pay money first' procedure. Updates to committee including facebook group in charge is a should. Food to but to be confirmed asap and specific not by saying 'anything' or 'anyhow'. If do not know how facebook group function should ask for assistance and try to learnt, not reject facebook due to persnal reasons and assume things.

For responsibility, one should be man of your word until life and death situation, must deliver what we promised or agree. Should be able to excuse yourself from less prioritized matters such as principal briefing on craps and must have full support from parents to avoid last minute 'grounding'.

I conclude, this 2 days is two of my most disappointing days even if it's smooth. Since nothing is flawless, though at the spot is a nice peaceful and beautiful activity, I'll just have to clean up the mess, including find a way to pay back some of the bbq attendees as they had paid double for the massive amount of food ordered without even 50% attendance. I really wondered, why did I even bother int he first place? for once I'm gonna say, FML... at least for being such 'KPO'... oh well, it's a outside-texbook lifelong study of humans =)

Today bbq was a failure on the participation. There was no self-improvised amazing race, no code-guessing, no forfeits nor weird games to leave a memorable memory after 4 distant years. However I guess they all had fun, 7 of them. Did not knew why did I put in so much effort to plan for the food, compare prices, think of cheapest solution, think of unique games including amazing race, cook bee hun, and etc, but well, at least met 3 nice friends, especially triple H =) he is rather talkative, thats why I like, though no common topic, still it was a peaceful and smooth day with him and the rest. Tai was happily chatting about dota with them i guess, and cheuck, oh well he's always cheerful haha, except tuesdays. Well, they are all academically smart =) Wilson is a great chef haha, he was able to make best of everything was left there. Oh, ofcoz we had to thank bcc for providing utensils, and cheuck for asking the neighbour pit to lend lighter and charcoal =)

Yesterday old folks home is a rather bore, was expecting having fun singing and making fool up on stage, yet crashed with some church group, so basically did nothing besides be excited and lift the atmosphere for bingo.

Tomorrow is child care, followed by sx and valerie surprise party on tuesday night, hope everything will be smooth =)

This weekend is smooth, though not as enjoyable, but is two new ventures =) glad of it, appreciated it.

Among all the o level graduates, all I hear is 2 things: one is that they complain they are unemployed, the other is that work is killing them. What they hell, have a work dont complain so much, enjoy the process, must love it, then can improve efficiency, or juz quit and get those who havent tried to cover so they will experience it larh! Ppl are weird, always want the things they dont have and complain after getting it... haha, well, not all, glad some of them dont.

Anyway, had a fun night at Randy's party, juz let the 'insults' breeze pass my ears as what the horoscope says: You have a tendency to overreact. While it might be hard, your challenge is not to take people's criticism of you personally. Glad I stumbled across the horoscope, coz Jo was fking kaobei in the morning, I would have flared up if not for the horoscope omg! well, knowing what life have in store is good too =)

Another great weekend passed woohoo~!

Fri went for fishing with yimei, her bro, 2 friends, Cheuck, Kayjin, Jo and Tai. Well, let a few sharp remarks off, and indeed it led to a smooth night and day. Learnt a lil about fishing and how to cast and reel... it was... much easier than expected. Had a sleepless night playing card like blackjack and showhand haha, very agitated and excited though no money involved haha. We had a great supper and a whole night on bike with cheuck at the back seat

Sat morning reeled in a small fish, while Jo reeled in a big one. Then went to have a lone lunch before having an hour nap till 3.30pm, and carnival at night after throwing a feast with fmaily and jo and tai. The carnival was great haha. 3 bucks for 10 game coupons, a bingo ticket, popcorn, candy floss, ice kacang and a goody bag, it was like striking lotto! Oh in fact we did win a round of the bingo, got ourselve $30 voucher!

When it was gonna end, we decided to abandon queuing for the games and give them away. That was the best part of the night, I felt like a Santa, giving them the coupons in exchange with 'thank you's and 'merry christmas', and the last 2 went to two lucky kids after a 'loudest HOHOHO contest' haha. The reactions of some parents was priceless.

Sun went to wushu with cheuck, we did a different training, perhaps shixiong wants us to learnt neijia quan already. cheuck was struggling with ma bu haha. Then we joked at macd until 2 then we parted as I make my way to esplanade for a concert.

It was worth it, very much worth it, worth the dragging of my feet. Nanyang poly Co rocked! with conductor Mike Chiang. He was really casual and popular haha, so we really enjoyed the concert thoroughly without the 'formal restrictions'. For the first time I saw the hall full house. He began with 'Relax and enjoy! no need to be so tight, for those who know the songs, sing along!'. Really cool guy =)

Watch:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gVoGojzTaF4&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMBzKvBZGQY&feature=related

張宇 張三的歌

Marvelous!! 棒极了！！

Warning: this post might be offensive to some readers as it is about beliefs, thus refrain from further reading.

Today was epic, we linked alot of legends together. It all started with cheuck mixing up western and eastern legend, then we ventured out to say about santa. Santa lives in the moon with chang er and her bunny. Then one fine day he climbed the beanstalk to saw ru lai, thus being punished under the five finger mountain, and waited for tang san zhang to rescue him. Then he flew to the eastern sea palace and took the eastern magical needle (jin gu bang), with his bunny, there goes eater bunny.... and due to this, tang san zhang became the master of death by having the possession of the jin gu bang, the jin gu zhou headband and the cloak... muahahaha... and yea they all went for a journey to the west to witness the xmas baby, during which jade emperor received gossip about zhu ba jie thus banish him to the barn, and santa was angry so he said 'trick or treat'.... =) make sense? ahha

Had a great night with my cell and kok guan's cell, carolling. Especially as we touch into Mary's Boy Child. This was a song that had parted me for too long, so as we sang it, I could remember the lyrics very clearly, and even the tune (though in the end they're version different than what I have heard) clearly reverberated in my mind. It was also that momnent, I was as if woke up from an amnesia, memories of my childhood came back. I remembered I was slumbering in the 3-seater seat in my parents car, probably exhausted after in awe with a big xmas tree. I remembered the grey cassette labelled xmas carols with 20 songs, yet that song was put on repeat then. My parents then was talking stuffs that seemed loquacious to me then, but the whole atmosphere was rather warmth even as the windshield wipers was at 0.5Hz with the aircon at high. The seat was not comfortable that I had to stretch to fit in the 2 depressions, so called 'holes'.

That was for the day. However I do realize that I think my memory is recovering. I could now remember things that I couldn't just half a year ago. Since around november I realize I can remember my childhood better, or rather the image, the memories, are clearly, are less intangible, as if I was living through them again each time part of it came back. I'm really grateful. =)

Believe it or not, I think the estrangement of school is hindering me from grasping my happy childhood. Maybe just like matilda, as people are given pressure and goals, they tend to look forward and forgetting what they had been through in the cost of forsaking some 'abilities', and eventually, the past will fade, but will be polished again as we recognize some familiar tunes or objects as we take a break. I think, this is a wonderful break for me. Though majority wants school, I think I prefer this state now, at least for the time being. The world don't stop because I stop, but since I got this opportunity, I think I should enjoy and live this break to the fullest first =)

From Freud theory, it could be also that +/-3% of our brains is conscious whereas the rest are subconscious, so since there are lesser things to be conscious about, some things might 'diffuse' into the +/-3%. Like the delete button and the data recovery button... ermm.... or rather the drag to file function, the some data exchange themselves =)

Tom and Jerry - The Night before Christmas [HQ]

Dolly Parton & Kenny Rogers - Sometimes when we touch lyrics