lol, today so funny, after mrs tan go we all clap... then when ms foo came we cheer, after that she let us play a game, then after that we shouted : keow tee keow tee, dirty dirty, keow tee dirty, dirty keow tee, cilikala pi ah pi ah, cilikala pi ah pi ah, kuay tiao... hahaz, jkjk, forgot liao, something like that, I wish I got video the whole thing, somehow I don’t like mrs tan now leh, she so what now... hahaz, kay, tomorrow got badminton again, I don’t think I wanna go, mon and wed I also never go, aiya I dun care of cca point le lar... also tomorrow it the start of naffa, I must get at least 20 points... I think... must stretch liao lar... anyway, Tuesday I go eastpoint, at first I thought there should be fun, it turn out to be boring, anyway I think I wanna start a gang that help good people... something like good friend gang lar... anyway, I miss ding hsuan, last time he will call me once awhile, this year I waited for his call, but he doesn’t call... I scared he got into some trouble leh... okay, that’s all, quite short, and I think I am gonna be sacked... ‘cause I that time the geography paper I gave gabe... then I go photocopy other people one, but some she got wrong I change what, at least I never blindly pass up the paper, I got check through one leh, sian... photocopy got the word ‘copy’, so im counted as copying... hahaz... my parent will be called sooner or later, but I told mum already, she didn’t say anything, beta form will be issued, I got a feeling that dad will kill me... haiz... suay... aiya, happiness and sadness will take turn to come, there’s a story, once a old man lost his horse, so the villagers said to him ‘wow, so unlucky’ but he kept normal, after awhile not only his horse came back, it came back with a gang of wild horses, so the villagers said to him ‘wow, you’re so lucky’, and again, he kept normal, then when his son train the wild horses, he fell off from the horse and broke his leg, the villagers heard the news and said to him again ‘wow, so unlucky’, but soon the country is in danger, so all the young men must go to serve the country as a soldier, but because of the old man’s son’s fractured leg, he can rest at home, so the villagers came and said on more time ‘wow, you’re so lucky’, so you see, this prove that happiness and sadness will take turn to come, the storm awaits before the fantasy, in Chinese, it is ‘sai weng shi ma’... I think most people had heard the story... btw i think ms ibraham is not that bad after all, its only her voice is loud, but when she lecture, she is darn funny... better than some teachers leh, hahaz...

Just finish my English homework... Kay, once again I try to blog in good English... I’m somehow addicted to JPiC, I feel like a second family there, anyway, Friday, after the speech and drama I go for badminton, but since there’s only a few people in the hall, I went for basketball instead, until somewhere 2pm then I went to the hall... And the first thing I heard there, is ‘cybelle’, that made me darn furious, but I kept silence, but it was getting more and more fucked up, I had no even a minute of silence, com’on, that was past relationship, can’t just anyone drop it, and why in the asshole world that Jonathan told people, and it just spread like frig darn cheebay lor, so Gerald told Fabian, and so on, tomorrow there’s badminton, and I swear I won’t go, anyway, that day was horrible, I decided to go to the basketball court, I saw Cybelle, Ng throw some stones to disturb her, I play alon, finally in how many months she talked to me, lol, she spray water at me, so I cleaned up the mountain dew can and filled it with icy cold water, I poured it to her, and she thought it was sweet drink, I told her it’s not, then she’s go angry, haiz... no more fun, I went back to the hall, sit there for the next 2 hours doing nothing... Saturday after tuition there’s a speech, met some of the 1D, then that’s all, quite plain actually, but the speech sure is humorous... Today I was caught with long nails, how unlucky, and we learned finish the gun su, and shi xiong was willing to teach me more, so after that he taught me some moves, after that me and yf go basketball court nearby, we played awhile then go and have our lunch before going Toa Payoh, we explore a little there then went to the library, after reading some books I went home to play Audition with yf, wow, he’s quite pro, well at least better than me... that’s all folks... *smiles*

haiz, suddenly remember da old song... if tomorrow nv comes... dis is random topic...

If Tomorrow Never Comes

Sometimes late at night

I lie awake and watch her sleeping

She's lost in peaceful dreams

So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark

And the thought crosses my mind

If I never wake up in the morning

Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes

Will she know how much I loved her

Did I try in every way

To show her every day

That she's my only one

If my time on earth were through

And she must face the world without me

Is the love I gave her in the past

Gonna be enough to last

If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life

Who never knew how much I loved them

Now I live with the regret

That my true feelings for them never were revealed

So I made a promise to myself

To say each day how much she means to me

And avoid that circumstance

Where there's no second chance

To tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes

Will she know how much I loved her

Did I try in every way

To show her every day

That she's my only one

If my time on earth were through

And she must face the world without me

Is the love I gave her in the past

Gonna be enough to last

If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love

Just what you're thinking of

If tomorrow never comes ...

haiz... if tmrw reli nv come to mi ar, thn my wish is to hv world peace, I hope to see mill getinalong with the rest of da girls, hope to see no more fightin or ‘dun fren’... hope to see no more wars in the world... itz hard lor, lyk impossible to change the world, but if reli cn change by sacrifisin mi thn I’l do it... haiz... juz to tel all my frenz dat if reli tmrw I wont b around, dun gv up coz of one person, continue livin, btw, I came up a phrase my self... put a lil music into ur life, makes things easier fer u to strive... life is like dirt fallin on u, shake it off, step on the dirt as a new layer of step to suces... and rmbr whn choosin a life partner, dun judge a bk by itz cover, mayb dat guy/gal is ugli fagli on outside but gd in da inside leh, dun take things fer granted, treasure ur surroundings, slowly see the true color, even if itz black, dun juz break away, even if he/she is so too evil... u noe, the best wae to defeat an enemi is not by killin, itz by makin he/she to b on ur side, in dis case, to change him/her... and also happiness and sadness wl take turn to come, the storm comes b4 the fantasi does, dun sae I gv up, nv sae die, sae u cn... datz all lor.. abit weird hor... aiya, random topic onli...

hihi, long time nv post le, too addicted to da forum I came about, JPiC... Itz a forum about writings, such as poems and stories, I feel great ther, they r all veri welcoming, and they are all older, so they hv more knowledge to guide mi... anywae lets start frm mondae...

Mon:
after eng, itz pe, the pe teachers trained us for 2.4, so we ran, so unexpected gab cnt run... anywae, I hv fun runin, hehe, I accompany gab, aiya, I dun care one, 1.6 I also slowly hv fun mar, itz not bout winin or losin, itz about how u plae da game, take ease in everything u do, enjoy, control it, dun let it control u... thn recess got taf, yeah, hv some fun agn... at least got sumthing to do durin recess... after sch juz as I walk hm, mr lim caught mi and said thers gym trainin without teacher, so we go in lor, we chat, thn tok bout sec sch life, how u feel bout badminton, ect, thn I talk lyk “a lot ppl change when go sec sch, my fren start smoking le (I wont tell hu lar)” thn a sec 3 guy say “u smoke b4 to another guy” thn blah blah, lol mr Leonard juz outside, thn got once he opened da door, so scary... hahaz, dats for mondae...

Tue:
mass prog is bodi combat, at first I tot is cool, thn found out it sux... no offence, I juz dun lyk it... I prefer wushu, drunken fist, ninjitsu... pw time I found out dat the powerpoint is not da product but itz to present the product, haiuz... wasted effort... thn after sch go singapore river, to do project, compulsari... but quite fun also lar, so acm also... so long nv go out liao... I mean as a class... so sad bds no overseas trip sec 1 & 2...

Wed:
all the lessons r so darn bored feel lyk sleepin... after sch do project in mi hse... sumhow heng rui suddenly bcome so hardworking, he did the board game... zk plae comp, wd help cut... I relax... dats all lor... rainin cnt go cycle...

Thur (todae):
pg we tok bout clas quite agn... sian I wonder how in the world to make 1D quite, thn we decided to change seats... so the talkative ones will b put in front and labeled, ‘talkative’ lol so cartoon... thn eng lesson ms foo made those hu talk stand with mouse on mouth, those hu go out of their seats hv to hold their seat while standin, those hu nv bring bk imagin holdin a bk in hand... thn iman played with the paintbrush so he stand with the paintbrush in his hand, and ms foo called hm statue of liberti... lol, Gerald also coz he one hand on mouth, the other one holdin the invisible bk... high... after sch I spend the whole 3 hours on dat seat arrangement... thn go bac class, zk group doin video makin I help a lil, and camera men, hahaz, quite funni actually, walao y I b gay agn... sian... why not zx, no offence...

dtas all lor, oh ya, btw hu is in JPiC ar? if got tell mi, search for JPiC forum for writers, if interested sign up lor... and I’ll be changing song agn on da weekends...

Miss Naz Party Full Vid

Miss Naz Brthdae Parti Full Vid...

choirboys

classical song - tears in heaven...

hahaz, sry these few daes cnt post, I lazi lar, hahaz, march holidae all so energetic, but I strangely became lazi... anyway mondae no badminton trainin so I go stunt park tryout coz thers no ppl there mar... btw I cycle to sch so I after noein dat thers no trainin I go tjer straight... k, thn noon I go gab hse, actuali want studi, thn a lil onli we go swim... hahaz, tuesdae at first my mum wanna take mi to watch sumting thn too late coz we go buy da chysantenum tea, so last min my oeps frenz called and asked if want go escape, I said set lar, im free anyway, thn go there lor, walao so lil ppl, no cha bo summore... hehe, dun thing sumthing else... fun lar, but thn I gtg at 5 fer the bbq at gab, but in end no bbq, onli sum xbox, thn todae ar, they come my hse, studi studi thn siao liao, onli studi abit go plae le, comp abit thn they wanna go fer a movie but I cnt so thy dun want, wah... so touchin... so we go cycle, halfway we stopped to plae, to throw stones, freesbie, thn as usual, climb up the slop with bike, so down do exercise corner the things there, thn take a lil break and hm... thn thy asked their mum if thy cn eat here thn thy sae their mum allow so happpi lor, thy juz left juz now at 8... haiz... quite fun hangin out with thm, too bad thy so guai... hahaz, jkjk... k, ly asked to put up the miss naz brthdae photos... k, I’ll post later... I upload first...

todae resume wushu... as usual, run run, then revise old taolu, in the end teach us new taolu, a lil gay leh, darn funni hahaz... thn plae bball, fun lar, but long time no plae skill drop a lot liao =( thn go bac hm, take a nap first thn go suntec, again... travel fair lor, ask ask, thn I enjoy mi ice-cram, hahaz =p thn dinner, finali hm lor, haiz, travel travel, if pa nv come I buai song also, sian lar, without pa hv to plae with other ppl, no frenz summor, I rather dun go stay in s’pore go hang out ar, anyway holiday is meant for famili to hv fun together wad... thn tmrw badminton trainin liao, wonder if the new coach gd, after dat go gab hse studi... actuali mi main purpose is to chat, n finish mi hmwrk, help him in some ways to improve his work, lyk dat thn he wont go with those lazi ppl thn in da end upset coz cnt go same class as mi... see lor, if he nx term still not gd mayb I sacrifise abit to b in same class as him lor... hahaz, if mi parent c dis sure kill mi liao... k, I think I need to reserve some time for makin and continue my stories, its been dead for almost half year leh... eh, u all got ideas or wadeva tell mi leh, plz coment to improve mi eng also, here's another poem written last minute, or maybe last 6 minutes...hahaz...

A Year In my Life

The flowers bloom
There’s no more gloom
New Year came for people to loom
Firecrackers filled the streets
While fireworks were fired as treats

Soon come summer, the fun-filled season
Where kids will be appearing as the most troublesome
As families will be going overseas
Travel business will also start to be busy as bees

Couples will sure to love this time of a year
Where people will start to shop clothes to wear
Sitting by the lake looking at the moon
Oh, what a perfect honeymoon

Now its time to be a little fatter
Or clothes will accumulate to endure the weather
Its winter, I know
I just love Christmas when it snows

Suddenly as winter pass by
You realize that time really flies
A few centimeters you’ve grown tall
Wow, one year had pass, what did we do? Let’s recall...

went fer the heart walk at marina, ran one round, then another half round, not bad lar, some exercise, thn after dat I go eat 2 marshmallows, 2 milo and my home supply packet chrystaminum.then I agreed to go with ly, angie, mel, zx, sam to suntec, we go karaoke... k lar, I cnt sing... I watch thm sing lor... haiz... I see thm sing I surrender, they so pro hahaz, I cnt match sia, I bo talent in music... in writings maybe some lar, whn I small I wanna b singer, but I dun think I cn, hahaz... anyway, then tuition lor, after dat hm again, did my CA1 result reflection, wah, anyhow write also can write one whole A4 page, siao... waitin fer tmwr’s wushu, shlb b fun, hope to turn out fun, I like martial arts too, I got a dream to learn all the martial arts in the world, especially drunken palm, I like it, dono why, I’v been tryin to imitate it, hahaz, turns out to be quite easy, juz need wrist power and leg mucles, just nice these are requirements to badminton too ^v^, oh yah, my church nx nx wk got a guy come, he’s world kung-fu champ for few times, obviously thn he did sumthing bad and god help him blah blah... but I onli wish tht he would demonstrate sum moves and teach mi... or try spar with him kk, erm, bac to topic, tmrw after wushu ar...erm... ten go suntec lor... thn mondae after badminton trainin go gab hse study lor, as told u b4 I wanna try change him, he so talkative, teacher ask him anything he so blur, haiz... thn see more events popin up lor... no stori fer todae sry...poem onli... a poem that I though of it when I got bac my compo on wars...

War is cruel

War is cruel,
War is brutal,
Just like killing an innocent squirrel,
A little bomb here and there,
Makes the God’s heart tear

A slight conflict is a beginning,
Of a major war which involves killing,
Jealousy is the sword-like feeling,
That brings laughter to the evil king

Come on guys,
Come on girls,
Come on people from over the world,
Can’t you think the consequences?
Care for the innocents

Tears, Cries, needles poking through their hearts,
To see love ones disappearing with many arts,
Are you telling me the blue sky faded to grey?
Have the compassion inside you drifted away?
Do you still have anything to say?

A argument as well as jealousy,
Will turn to vengeance eventually,
Slowly went the snowball rolling down,
The iced mountain that seemed like the dawn,
To huge events that had yet to be drawn

A war will start,
The world soon be cut,
As a war can lead to many supporters,
and also there will be a lot weapon-makers,
soon technology will blow the world up to parts,
till then, there’s no need of martial arts,
the space will be covered with smelly bodies not farts...

todae chinese lesson got speach and drama... ok, quite fun lar, i mean, i interested in it lor... after dat plae badminton with fren... tirin, not bad sia... k, thn go gab house to gv him the holidaes hmwrks and borrowed the cd 'Pay-It-Forward'... so sad in the end the boy who started 'pay-it-forward' got stabbed and died...i try do same thing as him, try see hw mani ppl i cn help, hahaz... i dun care bout death endin lar... oh ya,k the camp thing got a bk for reflections, sogs, and a lil stori... i found out dat i got dat in my blog already... but it became horse instead of donkey...

The Old Donkey
Once, an old loyal donkey fell into a deserted well. It cried pitifully while the farmer tried to think of a solution. Finally, he decided cover the donkey as it was too old and too weak to carry heavy loads, so it just wasn't worth it to him to try to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his cousins, friends, neighbors, and all those passer-bys that could help him to come over and help him cover up his donkey. They each grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well as fast as possible without looking a glance at the poor donkey. Realizing what was happening, the donkey at first cried and wailed horribly. Then, a few minutes later, the donkey quieted down completely. The farmer peered down into the well, and was stunned by words on seeing what he saw. With every shovel-full of dirt that hit his back, the donkey would shake it off and take a step up on the new layer of dirt. As the farmer and his helper continued to shovel dirt on top of it, it would shake it off and take a step up the new layer of dirt. So this continues while the donkey stepped up over the brim of the well and trotted off, leaving the farmer and his helpers behind, also to the shock and astonishment of everyone. Life is just like that, shoveling dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The only way to get out of the well is to stop moaning, and not let the dirt cover you, but to clear it off and take a step up. Each one of our troubles is a step of stair. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.(modified from a site)

i think i gonna continue my stories in order to catch up with manisha, 2nd in my class, o.5 marks more than mi onli!!! i gonna win her at least lor... and hope gab wl came out frm his endless dream and work hard, i darn shock lor when see his result, i duno hw to explain to his mum... his mum wan to make mi studi with him... haiz, try my best to help lor, itz all dependin on himself anyway, hope cn help him at least get all his sub passs...

haiz, I was on camp mar, so cnt post lor, sry ar... k, lets start from the camp

Day 1 :
reached campsite, then kena punish, siao ar, hen we plae game also slack till nv plae, then decorate flag, wow, we won high points for the flag leh, then the meals also veri long then cn serve leh, wher got canteen complete silence 1, then before eat must say the eatin cheer, hungry hngry, veri veri, veri huangry.. bal blah... so disasterous, k, get to noe instructor zx, called zex also... thn kidnap game so fun, at nite a lot galz scared, in the end, we lose, but I love the team spirit, still so happi, so touchin... slept at mid-nite, then the 3 guyz from other class keep on jokin lor, funi sia...
Day 2 :
after breakfast do lil exercise thn taf club members go run, so fun tho run.. I lyk to be in taf... then plae the activities... which quite bored lor, thn freebie inter-class, we got quite gd point, then the rest of group lost coz the student leaders dono hw to be judge, they dono rules.. nv, our team spirit still high, we go sumting like blah blah never gv up, never say die, gogo, fite fite... then camp fire after dinner, the parents came, I hv to act as big bird... wth, so ps lor, used singlish sum more... it was fun, we do our cheers :
obingalo, noballztoplae... hahaz, lol, should be opazikaleh...
1D u so cool u look lyk woo, 1D u so pro u look lyk wow, 1D u make mi wulala..
so 1D u so fun, u so fun, u blow my mind, gogogo 1D...
then the longest one is...
hus gonna win gonna win gonna win, we gonna win gonna win gonna win
hus gonna win gonna win gonna win, we gonna win gonna win gonna win
hus gonna win, we gonna win
hus gonna win, we gonna win
oooh, ooh, oh baby oh baby ohh, oh baby oh baby ohh
countdown it gonna start
5, (clap 4 times)
4, (clap 4 times)
3, (clap 4 times)
2, (clap)
1, (clap)
gooooooo 1D!!!
hahaz... darn fun shoutin...
Day 3:
so fast gonna end the camp, yeah so happi to go out of the naggin and linin up, boo, so sad gona leave zex, gonna miss the funi nite, the cheers, the spirits, the friends...haiz...i hope cn find out zex hp number, she do wanna gv leh... walao, her last words to touchin... miss her lot... but hor I feel not worth 60 buckz... worth 50 bucks for 1 week ar... thn go bac hm lor, bored lor, at nite no jokes buai song leh... they so funi, but dirty...

dats all lor... I’l nv 4get zex, juz like the overseas trip by oeps, those days are fun, I miss all these leh, aiya, nv even prepare a farewell gv for the instructors (camp), tour leader (trips), students (frenz in china)... haiz, 4got to take pic of zex.. noonononoo, arrr... here’s a short poem I last min do 1, I’l edit it often lor...
we are diligent,
we are not donkeys,
we are loyal dogs,
we are royal dragons,
we have determination,
we don’t have to go detention,
we won’t die,
we’ll defend,
even if we’re defeated,
we are not dead,
we deflect negative,
so we won’t be deflated,
we will surely defy,
if you say we’re demon,
we keep going deeper,
we clear the dirt,
‘cause we are always discipline,
never discouraged,
forever 1D...

ystdy was fun, the x-country was postpone again, so miss naz got time to come to my hse fer party. miss naz got smashed on her face with cream...lol... blah blah, the last part was dare or truth, fun also... some ppl even video leh, ps sia... todae i got promoted, again, to chairman, so happi, hoope its the final time, i try lor... then mrs samuel nag at us again, haiz... eng last min on recess bought a sandwitch fer the project, hahaz, and sucess... juz addin some more ingredient... eh, some groups made darn delicious tasty ones lor, i drippin saliva liao... then swimin test... then plae... dats all... after swimin chat and chat till dono wad time, dats all lor... plain also actualli, see miss naz blog more interestin, i think, maybe... hoope it will be... she hvnt put up the photos mar... k, todae no stori yet leh, or maybe have a little sneak peak...

Legacy Of Paradox
Chapter 2 (part 1)- "I did it!" I said with joy in my heart, as I did not have energy left to dance in joy. The legend was true. The Lost City legend was true! But then again... where WAS the Lost City? I had no one to ask, no where to go. Deciding that this was probably a danger zone, I scouted the area for a bit, spying here and there. A flash of light. "What was... what was that?" I asked no one in particular, mostly to the darkness. Then... "If you proclaim yourself before the Kingdom of Heaven, head into the Mythical Palace, and seek travel to the Island of Origins. You will find your answers there..." The voice faded away, leaving me drowned in stunned silence for quite a while. Unsheathing my little dagger, I dashed into the darkness, across the rivers, into the tunnels and out, at last found myself standing in front of the Kingdom of Heaven. I proclaimed myself, “I, Paradox, seek entrance to the Kingdom. I have been studying every single myth and legend in the Overworld, thus leading me to this MagicalWorld.".... stay tune for the followin part of chapter 2... so will Paradox be allowed to ebter? or he will need to sneak in? or worst, fight in...