Went for teachers' day lunch today. It's a 7-course lunch, similar to prom. As predicted, it would be very dead unless the emcee or 'troublemaker' are fun. The lunch started off rather dead, everyone busy eating, not much talking or participation in anything, until the quiz part where we had some laughter. Then is dont forget the lyrics. The emcee wasnt very enthusiastic, party because of her voice i guess, but besides the rv talent time emcee, i dont see much in student emcees.

Finally is uncle jeffrey's speech, very comical, inspiring and motivational as always.

I think being teacher is tough, it is rather unrewarding, stressful, tiring, frustrating, esp for moe teachers. To personally, it is hell. Teachers have alot of responsibilities, they have to mind their words. Some words might make a big impact, positively or negatively, on one student. For me, sometimes I feel really irritated when a student come to me and act big like "what you taught me is wrong, suppose to be ____", i mean that applies to wushu, coz my style of teaching is to give the infrastructure then the details, ofcoz i dont demand big in the beginning...

Then again thinking back, I've been failing to teach, to pass my knowledge of a particular thing to others, hopefully benefiting them. To err is human, but the comments like "I'm not surprised if he teach wrong" really angers me, irritates me, crushed me... It's either that, or what I taught is not most effective for him... That disheartened me even more. Well, that's when I feel 'why should I care so much, life will find a way, dont need me', and then another side of me will always be the asshole that persuaded me to act, to say 'this might be your purpose in life, a change in just ONE person makes a diff'... Im torn.... So I concluded: mai gei khiang, mai KPO...

Anyway, back to today's event:

Meanwhile... there's an uncle who was clearing our desk, however because he wanted to accumulate the rubbish on our tables, he accumulated on a left-three-people table. his expressionless face, coupled with the dumping action was SUPER HILARIOUS! it was like he buay song that table, so the three person was totally stunned, and we had a great laugh....

After that went to watch movie, Grow up, had a great laugh too =)

Eurovision 1994 - Paul Harrington & Charlie McGettigan - Rock 'n' roll kids

Wind Beneath My Wings - In Style Of Bette Midler - Karaoke

Sometimes I find it really annoying with poeple that would never quiet down even after the opposite party had quiet down. What good will it bring? Eg. After a little argument, A had quite down, B kept talking and ranting. Then after 5 mins of silence, B will start repeating the few things again, and then again a little brief silence before the next wave of same content.... sigh, then B will take it as B is 'reminding'... this is dumb man, no wonder cold war happen, sorry seemed to be not the best way to untie knots.... maybe time is...

Today went to ShiGong's funeral, felt really honoured to pay the last tribute to him. Without him, there might not be wuxuan, neither will there be KaiYu sx and us, Bedok 4. However, really sad that the atmosphere wasn't there, I don't see many of SG disciples there where they supposed to be there, and also some of SG younger decedents were ignorant and rude. Esp one of my height, which I believe not the 3 years old I presume he is. He did not bow to his ancestor, neither bothered to pay his respect. On the other hand, I saw how much effort Lin Jiao Lian had demonstrated. Again I feel proud of our wuxuan, being not only a martial arts hub but a cultural and moral educational group. However, the biggest obstacles are parents, esp for the younger RV's, which forbid them to go due to reasons such as superstitions, prioritized their other programs, unsupportive, or just simple do not understand how bonded are we and how good of a place for character development.

RV talent night was great for one point, ChenXi's solo singing performances and the EMCEE!!! He's great, fit to be an emcee, he had the substance of becoming one, unlike our bds. However, I must agree with Francis that some performances lack emotion and conviction. Thus did not perform their best and bring out their best for the audience. A performer had to feel good to be there and let go of all psychological hindrances and constrictions. Another point is that they're all pop culture, thus many a times people vote because they like the song, which is in the current trend. This is a major obstruction for those real talents trying to deliver his best yet with an unpopular song. Well, that's one of society's foolish nature. Can't help it.

难得糊涂

Jay Chou shows his childish side
http://entertainment.xin.msn.com/en/celebrity/buzz/asia/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4271025

At IndoChine, Jay asked The Drifters' Darren and Tannick to tie their hair up a la a Chinese terracotta warrior.

Halfway through his introduction of the restaurant, Jay suddenly asked his make-up artist (known as Ah-Du) to go up to the second floor of Indo Chine and wave down to them like how an emperor waves to his subjects.

Just as poor Ah Du was making his way up, Jay immediately got everyone downstairs to hide, making a fool out of Ah Du.

Jay had a good laugh and even said of himself, "I think I've always been this childish."

Haha, I think it's really completely fine to be young at heart... The team is fortunate to have an entertainer there. We shou;d be given freedom to have fun in life not just thinking about public impressions and stuffs like like that all the time...

After listening to feedbacks I think my opening sentence 'crazy' is very harsh, my bad here then.. well at least learnt a mistake. I wrote that coz I treated the owner rather different that other people, like wanting to be a bro trying to reason sense, so I guess that's where passer-by felt I'm flaming. Sincere apology then. Well, what's done is done.. good day all... good night... sweet dreams...

Hmm, came across this point of view... what if time is nothing, the way time seemed to be a measurable element is due to the interaction of matter around us and we came to a point where we could accurately predict them... to time reversal is impossible unless to re-construct all the molecules in the world to the state where you want to travel back to...

I find it a nice point of view...

My pov of time travelling is that every choice of our action creates a dimension, so by time travelling, you're just going for another path of life, creating yet another dimension since you tried to 'change' history. However nature had its way to deal things so the infrastructure of your lives are defined, just how is it executed on you... somehow there must be still balance...

currently had a debate over the post: let's all hav a transparent heart, hiding no unhappiness about anything deep in ur hearts...

my reply: crazy, if transparent=clear=can be seen by all, the world will be doomed then, every of your secrets will be revealed, all the stereotypings and impressions of ppl will be known, there wil be lots of cold war and open unhappiness...

Owner's reply: that is why we shld solve open unhappiness thru tellin the person and solving it.....but quite true, i nvr really did dat,haha....

my reply: is everyone willing to solve that? it's like 'in your face' insults if you were to 'accidentally' form a wrong impression or opinion on them...

passer-by's reply: If having thoughts about killing and destroying ones property is all in your head while reading this post, then this shouldn't be a place for you. Wei de is just being a sensible person. Don't come and flame people's posts unless you have a better one about life.

my reply: im just suggesting, we think, therefore we are, so what if our impression or thoughts is offensive, dont tell me you had never had wrong impressions before... if these are not concealed deep in you heart, then there is an open insult, which then will make a potential friend a foe... thats why we have to be glad we arent so transparent so we could always open the door to accept the potential friend and hide the wrong impressions or opinions

passer-by's reply: what i'm trying to get into you is that people has their own perspective at things and you don't have to be a keyboard warrior or a troll to ruin whatever they have. that way, you're being very selfish and arrogant towards people's feelings. think about how you'll feel if people flame your posts. good day.

my reply: good day, im sure im not flaming but suggesting another pov, how is that wrong? i may be wrong, then i always welcome that someone will correct my naive understanding... okay, lets have weide be the neutral party to judge my comments, i would gladly stop these and even willing to delete these post if im unwelcomed...

AM I WRONG??? SOMEONE HELP?? Or he is just too defensive??? In the first place I had already defined transparent hearts means that it is clear to everyone, if his definition is different, he could always correct me, let's say if he meant that everyone should be frank to each other. Still, somethings arent easy to be frank, imagine im frank to you that i think you're dumb, im sure the potential friendship we might forge is hindered with hatred already.

Today was fun. Had amazing race in changi, didnt expected much, but rather opened to surprises. Turns out the whole group was having fun ransacking changi haha. First time had fun with the class people. Well, did not win any prize, but we were very bonded and had lots of fun! At least for me. Our group name: TOASTED! haha

Well, what goes up must come down. Wanted to have lunch for Jomkwan's birthday, but a whole loads of people tagged along, not to celebrate her birthday... Was turned off why the people tagging, either insulting, insincere or just boring... Wanted to leave, yet after seeing Joseph being almost left out in Tanah Merah, I decided to stay on. Yet disappointedly, he still was left out in the end. Really guilty and sad... It was his first lunch with us, HOW CAN WE FORGOT ABOUT HIM!!! Sigh, decided to buy a gift for him for apology. Then there will always be this few heartless saint refusing to pay.

Humans are assholes. Humans are bunch of selfish idiots that care only about their pov and opinions. There are also ppl that do not wish to sing her birthday song in bus.. sigh.. what can i do? They are just pitiful... oh well everyone exist for a purpose, to bring out the good or be the good....

All I wanna say is.. destiny... What is rightfully ours is uniquely our, whats not, we couldn't snatch it... Cause and effect will have their times...

I didnt knew people had also thought that we're living to die. Talked with a friend the other day, he's pretty much like me except full of hatred, mostly due to his family background. Well, tried to persuade him to live a meaningful life by studying and support his family and to make others happy and ignore the unhappiness.

Actually, this is what it's called, universal law of attraction. The virtuous and vicious cycle persist everywhere. The whole world is interconnected. Though sometimes things might make us unhappy, we must always open the door to welcome the good energy to have a chance for these energy to generate more good energy in us. Vice versa, if we selfishly dwell on the misfortunes, we closed the door that welcomes good energy and welcome the bad energy too since we are depriving others' of their rightful happiness. Thus eventually there will be a clash and feud arise. To make the world full of bad energy, why not try the good?

This seemed effective, used this to talk to classmate and churchmate, both feel better off woohoo~! oh speaking of this, did a pic for 5mins or so, turns out to be rather an important factor in friend's group, cool... Act of Random Kindness...