dad was angry with Mario (my cousin) just now, my heart felt discomfort to have my parents wasting their anger on him... anyway these few days been playing chess with bubble tea shop auntie, I felt calm... now I'm not so negative towards life, I'm calm now, in any situation... I laughed my way through... btw dad picked a few CDs that ppl threw downstairs, on eof it was Country Ballad, darm that's what I've always wanted, all the songs were very nice... Especially Islands in the stream, Stoney, Don't cry Joni, Rose garden... changing blogaskin soon...