Thoughts 1:

Consumption of meat， many people had pondered upon this topic whether eating meat is immoral. Well, I would say that eating meat in moderation is fine. As again, I would consider the theory of balance. Yes, there may be inhumane treatment to animals in the factories, however think this way, if we don't eat them, then it would mean that they died for nothing, so no harm eating it. Imagine if humans turned into herbivores, then there will be more competitions in vegetables, then what would the animals eat? Will they get extinct? So I personally believe that eating meat is not immoral because we did not directly kill it. However n some cases where we have to kill for survival, I think it is totally fine, even in cases of cannibalism. It is rather a natural instinct to fight for survival, and it is common to animals, thus we, as mammals, may not differ.

Thoughts 2:

Perfection. What is perfection? is there anything in this world that is flawless? No. So what is perfection? By Chaos theory, is order in disorder, thus perfection in imperfections, so this world is perfect? Coz we have so many different points of views, personalities, characters...etc. So perfection is whereby there is variety and diversity? And therefore it differs to everyone, but accepted by most. If so, is men perfect beings, coz we have pros and cons? Then is there 'perfect' answer? Or just simply accepted widely by society thus not necessarily true and correct answer.

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That day we learned, when your friend flunks, you feel bad, when he tops, you feel worse.

If your iron count s low, will the doctor prescribe tonic or put your report air on tv? So why put up the results of students, it's like pointing out flaws of the students instead of recognizing their strengths. It;s like a caste system, creating a divide.

Pursue excellence, and success will follow, pants down

No one got he answer? Now rewind your life by a minute, when I ask this question, were you excited? curious? thrilled to be finding out something new? No. You all got into a frantic race, what is the use of such mentality even if you comes first? Will your knowledge increase? No, just pressure.

Even a circus lion sit on a chair on the fear of a whip, the lion is called 'well-trained', not 'well-educated'.

Study for wisdom, not affluence.

What is the point of blindly cramming bookish definition?

All is well.

Watched detective conan, I realized that many of the culprits are rather forced to do the crime. They are usually under pressure or torture by the victim, and could no longer bare it thus did he murder without considering the consequences. Then I pondered, shouldnt we be more sympathetic towards them, I'm sure they did them out of desperation. They were under too much stress that they could not rationalize, thus they they just amoral, they no longer care about morality due to the situation. Then I read a comment by some fans, I think they have a good point, isnt the cause of the crimes the results of polices' failures to maintain law and order, including justice? Well, thats in the anime though, where the culprits are emotionally fragile, in real life they are just delusional and they are addicted to their personality and character.

Some thoughts, what is morality? Why do why abide to such human-implemented law, are we then playing god? Are we supposed to be civilized or just as beastly? I think, it is a practice whereby one treats another lovingly as what he treat himself as such. Quoted from a Confucius saying. However isnt it then promoting selfishness? Since we treat each other such a way that we want them to treat us the same way? Nope, by doing so, we develop a habit, and with the habit, our personality and character will morph too.

Just came back from Jacky Wu concert, it was completely hilarious, and time flew so fast, 3h felt like an hour. Really love the singing and dancing, and ofcoz the jokes!! Songs included Cao Meng's songs and also ‘货源假’ with its one-of-a-kind mv haha!! I was surprised by the proposal of kang kang, really funny, touching and surprising. Also, I took a pictue with Mark Lee!! Haha love his variety show with the foreigners. One of my idol haha, he really could handle impromptu situations. Wanted to rush up to them for autographs, but was too late, however accepted the news interview. I think I sucked at my english then since I just came out of a chinese concert... Anyway tonigt is really great =) BTW, IT'S JACKY WU's BIRTHDAY EXACTLY NOW!!!! 26 SEPTEMBER 2010, 00:00!!!!

Anyway great song that I almost forget:

張克帆-用盡一生的愛

岁月的风抚平成长的痛
经过几番悲欢离合之后
究竟有多少的人能够看透
有多少往事不堪回首?

时间的钟敲醒不老的梦
人生一场喜怒哀乐交错
究竟有多少感动可以保留
有多少朋友陪到最后?

这世界分分秒秒来去匆匆
从来不会为谁停留
一生中寻寻觅觅转眼成空
一旦错过不能从头

用尽一生的爱只为了换来释放后的自由
我爱过,哭过,痛过,笑过
这一生就已足够~!

用尽一生的爱不在乎是否能够天长地久
我无悔,无怨,无憾,无尤
这一生又有何求?

Untitled
I was once the king of your heart
And you, the empire I reign
Of importance, Of dominance
But a mere joke to human beings
A knife behind my head, swiftly
A knife into your heart , shatters
A sneer echoed deep in her heart
The story withered, and we part.
- Kyanta

The world is full of sinister smiles and hidden hazards.
Just a random thought, in love, two parties must trust each other, since there is love, there is unconditional urge to benefit each other, so there shouldnt be any room for doubts and mistrusts....

Found this verse of a song nice:
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find you and I collide~

When there is mistrust, you will find faults even in a flawless thing, and all the negative stuffs will be anchored in your heart deeper, and then you'll find out of all the doubts you have, you are sure that you and I collide...

但愿人长久，千里共婵娟

此刻正歠著Cappuccino，望著一轮皎洁的明月，一枝獨秀，周圍的星星都退避三舍似的，連雲朵都讓步了。
也是此刻，覺得有些孤單，有些寂寞，家裡又空蕩蕩的，唉，也許是昨天太high了吧！
明月像珍珠似的，又圓又透光，難免有一種溫馨的感覺，彷彿世界暫停在這一刻，或也許是我自己在這裡回味我的一生，而世界，時間，聲音，都透過我，像是河水流過一塊石頭，就這樣的溜過。

而鄧麗君的歌入木三分，觸動我的心弦，讓我情不自禁願大家能够一起共享这美丽的月光，過個美滿的中秋節。

Today went ktv, as usual will never have a unpleasant time. I think this time is one of the best. With Xun Hong, Tony, Manfred, Chenxi, Wanyan. Got really high towards the end, cant wait for the vids to be uploaded. Had a long chat with Xun Hong haha, nice talking to him =) Well, msn has an advantage, people seemed to have more thing to talk about on msn. Talked about all the usual topics I would talk about.

Omg I had never thought Xun Hong will has such beautiful voice. I had always thought he is a quite and reserved, introverted guy judging from his blog, drawings and his humble attitude. I was great after all those songs haha, got the atmosphere to go high with re qing de sha mo.

I think music is universal. It could be felt throughout the globe, it could bring revolution, educate, as well as destroy. Nonetheless, music never fails to suit with our mood. Music is one of the factor to a success of an event or presentation or movie. Could not reason how is there possible to have people with no interest to sing...

Some random thoughts again, what is free will?

Anyway, our conversations struck me thinking again, what is mind? how is that possible that what i'm thinking is different to what other's think? and how is it possible to have two voices in our head, two different personality, are we faking a personality? what is the true character of us? Is life a show? If life nothing but a work of many actors and perhaps some rebellious ones that became scriptwriters?

Anyway, yea such happy time today, reminds me of a song that wrote: Time falls away but small hours, small wonders, still remain.

Random thoughts: Firstly, linnet once pondered, why must be always say negative stuffs out of our mouth, like bad mouthing and etc, well not as if we can choose not to. Sometimes just jokingly insult it's alright I think....

She asked, wont we feel hurt, yes i do badly, i may seem happy go lucky, tanker, manly but I'm rather emotional and fragile, but well, its just another pov, why deprive yourselves of happiness just because of few words, our lives are in our hands, we could always have our own stand.

Furthermore, some people is born to insult, it's their unique personality, it's their way of life, I've seen such people. However their insults could be a learning point too, their insults are not plain vulgars, there are some substance inside, just brace it larh. Or it could be that with some insults will have some laughter, will strengthen the bonds...

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Thoughts 2:

Saw this small boy went up to a stage while some program organizer is discussing about the upcoming event, then one of the organizer shouted at the kid to get down, the kid is like just curious what it feels like to be up on stage, thus shocked when shouted at...

Sometimes I think this is how society kills creativity and adventurous spirit of kids, they are always deemed at 'too young' and 'trouble-maker', thus reprimanded at when make mistakes, resulting in them not daring to try...

Kids are inexperienced, the above scenario is a harmless one, but even if its a dire situation, why cant just nicely tell them the consequences or the harmful effects of their actions, if they persist on then punish...

Alot of times I hear mothers telling kids 'Stupid question', 'It's just that way larh, you very noisy leh', 'why so stupid like that also dont know', 'this is common sense'.... feel so raged by it, sometimes have to teach then understand, not everything could be learn from books or people, some mistakes are compulsory to make to grow. Questions like 'why is the sky blue' may seem stupid to a parent but could be an a level project....

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Thoughts 3:

I think the only way globalization truly benefited us is the flow of information...

And the worst is to take away opportunities from young companies...

The worst excuse is to say that the developing countries had increased standards of living, lol the world will eventually progress, thus increase in wages doesnt mean decreasing the gap between rich and poor but vice versa since the rich will benefit even more...

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Thoughts 4:

Watched an anime, it's about a son used to keep fighting with his dad until once his dad permanently damaged his shoulder, since then his father treated him like a stranger, yet the son felt worst, lol i totally think that is the son who had the problem...

Being a stranger relationship had so much benefits:
1) No more fights
2) Will have no expectation of his son to help him
3) Will be more polite and teat well
4) Able to talk as if to a friend
5) More chances to strengthen bond
6) No stereotyping of son being 'immature' and 'dumb'
7) Will not take son failures too seriously but encourage instead
8) Won't nag much
9) Won't keep adding salt to mistakes and ignore successes

人必其自爱也，而后人爱诸；人必其自敬也，而后人敬诸。

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Had fun playing time crisis, one player 2 screens haha. Sx was better =)

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this kid is good haha, a real presenter instead of a newscaster, rare to find such talent, he's a primary kid, but i doubt many of our sec students could par him.

Oh ystd was talking to an taxi uncle, he claimed that he gave his son the liberty of his own studies, as long as he pass, his son did not abuse the benefit and scored for on one subject, average for others. He did it because he heeded his parents advice to study hard, but despite the achievements he had, he landed to his current job, and losing his dream to be a singer... sad, studies really kills when it became the yardstick of success.

Yesterday whole family was quarelling because yong hang didnt answer my calls or smses to return my school shoes (which is because he was sick), then my parents relate that to the towel incident with yong bao had not return me. Then my dad carry on linking all my friends, including all those 'had some trouble meeting or returning loan items' friends, then go on to link my mum's shopping (she bought a pair of shoes, a dress, a handbag, however it had been long time since she shopped, 5-10years), then dad linked it to the relative wedding coming up, and as a stingy person he claimed that she would buy again at next wedding... sigh, sometimes they cant really be human, that explains the almost zero social circle he had... thus ranted on fb ystd...

Sometimes, we have to see situations without the history-coloured-spectacles, don't relate it the past. Many a times, we are blinded by the spectacles that we misread the situation, resulting in unnecessary arguments and unintentional remarks.

TONE is a crucial part in these, once an individual wore the history-coloured-spectacles, he would start to assume, start to make inference that he think he saw, start to make judgements thus start to TALK, and while talking, all the grudges will surface and result in harsh TONE, and then a vicious cycle arose.

Humans are fuckers, god's failure in the creation of the perfect being, is a flawed perfection, stupid and self-centered. BEAST as they called it, 'yahoos' in Gulivers' Travels, Piece of shit in my Kayapedia

Humans are just wasting the earth resources, destroying the beauty of nature, invading animal kingdom, dominating mutual connections, overwhelming god himself if there is one (poor chad), killing mother earth like nobody's fucking business,...

And what is family when you allow some outsider to link to all past grudges and dig it up again, hurting everyone in the family? Dumbasses

Haha long rant, then today helped out with the mooncake festival. Did the game station haha, tiring, had to keep maintaining a 'rushing' and 'enthu' atmosphere so that the kids could have some excitement haha. Then the lantern walk played with some kids too.. just 'beep beep' them and vice versa haha. Just one comment, there is this word cloze that each group had to solve. The first line should be 'Jesus is God', but they had to find the word 'Jesus', however I saw the word 'Lord', I was thinking if our Lord=Jesus, and Jesus=God, then isnt Lord=God? But they did it law by law therefore counted it as a wrong word, I think this is an unacceptable way to deal thing, it will kill creativity and ability to think....

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I think the guy above is really great. He's really having fun jamming. If only I had the voice and talents, sigh oh well, fat hope haha, bounded by all the earthly works. Just gonna enjoy singing in front of youtube daily haha. Without cows, at least I have a comp to sing to. Maybe if have the time and money then slowly go for courses... but is it worth it? afterall i'm slight tone-deaf...

Played bball, de-prove too much haha, to think last time I could play it so swiftly haha. This verse came into my mind: Life is like a plane, you can fly and soar as high as you want, but the crucial part is to know how to land safely. Some people got too carried away with the success and progress they had made and unable to land safely. I think this is beautiful. Not many people could land the plane safely, or rather not willing to land or make changes for it to happen.

As o levels is getting closer, I think I'm getting more and more unmotivated to work. It's like all the tests and problems I could solve them at home, yet not in school, or just that I'm too careless. In this rate, I don't think I can have any better than 40points in the 'O's. Maybe I'm really a procrastinating coward that refused to do what people do. Since young, I had to concrete goals, I had always stopped and gave up halfway, no matter how I challenge myself, there's this voice in me that kept chanting: Why work so hard? Will you be able to stand a chance in the sea of talents in the world? You're a mere sand in the seashore, a star in the galaxy, an ant in the world.

Then I started to think, how would life be years ago.... but no, life goes on, life wont stop for the sake of few idiots or lost souls... Just gonna continue live life to the fullest by enjoying as much =) after all, who knows when is my day, what is my purpose, sometimes just gotta have faith.

My future is made of the choices I've made, and since I have chosen this difficult path - as a carefree wanderer, I will have no regrets, and I will made do what I have's and have not's. Since I'm people-orientated, I'm sure my services are need one way of another. Heaven gave me a mouth to make it to full use. =)

they always said to hope for diffusion when sleeping on textbooks....
it did take place, cuz diffusion takes place when particles travel from high-conc-region to low-conc-region, by that theory the knowledge hidden in 90% of brain diffused into the textbook thus you'll find the text book 'informative' cuz u forgot what you had read...

the mind is a very powerful thing, there is no reason for you to always be hurt by the bad energy, there is always another point of view be it bluffing yourselves or optimism, and noone's gonna take this powerful tool out of you....

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'superheroes dont exist in this world', because the world isnt worth them to purify. Good people dont always win like they do in tales.

Saw this injured fellow on the ground, the taxi driver was scolding him without easing his pain...

I did nothing.

Good teachers teach,
better teachers explain
superior teachers guide
Great teachers inspire..

Happy teachers day to all teachers!