wow so late le, so far so good, great life im enjoying, though my thighs are hurting like mad... it requires a significant amount of effort just to stand up from the chair.. hope it recovers tomorrow, poker was fun haha, won 10k from.. 200 chips!! haha, guess it was luck

Second day passed peacefully, went line dancing for the 2nd time in the morning, added 2 more dances to my memory, it's kindda easy when you got the hang of it, but it does requires a significant amount of concentration haha. As usual, praises from the uncles and aunties to see a youth in their kind of thing... I know im just different... though fun, the atmosphere just isnt there, it has to be a whole bunch of people dancing.

Played basketball with Alan after the dance, 2 friendly matches of 5 scores with a slippery ball similar to the one I used to own at p5.. those memories.. haha. Started a brief conversation with him since it's already the 3rd time we met.

Then went for dentures checkup, modeling or something like that... 3k will be gone next year... Moreover a couple of hundred a month for english tuition.... damn money wasted on a forlorn being like me, pitiful... Common, the internet is full of resources, as if im gonna use whatever is bestowed to me, furthermore the few thousands in university or higher degree of education. ABSOLUTE BIZARRE!!! SUCH FATUOUS PLAN !! PREPOSTEROUS EFFORTS ! If I'd set a path I want to take, by focusing on that route, could save a whole lot of money!! If the society do not need a certificate just to do a job that might not even require much academic excellence but common knowledge and street wisdom.... Sigh, yet again, work for what? MONEY MONEY MONEY !!! RELENTLESS PIECES OF SHIT !!! AT TIMES, SHEETS OF SHIT... though i would greatly need these shits to survive in the world....

been posting frequently these days haha, coz got more freedom, well it's a day passed peacefully, hope it would continue. My style of life had just begun, got up, go out, come back again, worry free, own time own target....

why the rush?
slow down and waltz with me...
a little sway and then you'll see...
the rapid world, the estasy...

when it stopped?
slow down and waltz with me..
a feather step, the music ceased..
the human beings, the main mischief..

how is it?
slow down and waltz with me.
just take the lead, and she will be.
to contradict? or let it be?

why not just slow down and waltz with me

1000 Years (Or More)

one of the 3 dances i learned today.. my fav so far

... totally worn-out..

...dead beat...

wootz survived through the night surprisingly without any fever acting up, yet injured a finger from the volleyball haha, damn my waist still hurts a little...

tmr line dancing, something i got interest in, and it's free! great haha, too bad all aunties, anyone care to join? 7am nia, or thur night... missed flash mob, but line dancing should be fun too i guess haha.

bbq today was great, though sometimes like out of place, soon blended in with some songs and jokes... and volleyball... their chalet no offence looks quite boring haha, well its always up to themselves to make it fun.. ofcoz my kind of fun is doing insane stuffs or being lame for a night hehe

wonders if can go down on fri, well dad's not around, a little more freedom haha, just have to finish up some hol hmwrks i guess...

Damn getting sick.. slight cough coupled with cold... nevertheless im still gonna go the rv bbq after seeing my dad off...

投名状 (Warlords) is a sad film... with casts like Jet Li as Pang Qing-Yun, Lau as Zhao Er-hu, Takeshi Kaneshiro as Jiang Wu-Yang. Their actings are excellent, and the props vividly displayed a battlefield, the storyline is rather standard and easy to predict but it's worth the show for the actings especially for their expressions.

You are 8% controlling/perfectionist!

 

You are not very controlling at all. You often do not like to be in a position of control, finding it to stressful, and as a result, you often get pushed around. You are not very judgmental towards other people, though you can be sometimes. You tend to go with the flow, and are often very submissive towards other people. You don't sweat the small stuff, and you usually aren't very stressed.

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Well, no doubt I'm getting more stressed up every year....  Sigh

You are 38% Suicidical

 

I think you're most of the time happy, but sometimes you just need a break from life. I don't mean that the break i'm talking about is death. NO WAY!! Cause there are to many happy moments in your life and people love you. Music is a great break, just sitting somewhere with music that just says what you feel! So take a deep breath and keep on living! LIFE IS GREAT! Bye and good luck, Karolien

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At times living to death coz it's the safest way to heaven to die old

Below is my lit assignment which i sped 2h composing and analyzing, no offense whatsoever, it is just a homework!

Analyse and write your interpretation of the song "Flightless Bird, American Mouth" by Iron & Wine from Twillight soundtrack, hint: commenting on society in general.

In general, the song is commenting on America society, pointing out the dark side she have that had overwhelmed the justice and righteousness.

The first verse talks about America in her early stage. ‘Quick’ is used as America’s history is shorter than most countries. These founders of States strived hard to build up the nation, just as described, diving deep for coins. Then other countries started to grow interest on America, mainly because of the American Dream, where it is described as eyeing on the boy’s toys. Yet all these efforts of the States early settlers were in vain when laws and regulations established, forcing America to follow the society, leaving the past life behind; cut my long baby hair, where long again suggest the effort of States early settlers had put in building up the nation. Dog implies loyalty, and map implies direction, therefore by stealing a dog-eared map probably means that America had no choice but to follow the direction society wants her to follow, therefore using ‘stole’ as the direction is not hers. The last phrase ‘called for you everywhere’ suggests that America do not have her own mind already therefore needing the society.

The second verse talks about America in her current stage. She is now but a lazy, well-fed cat, treating her tongue that could attack painfully by being frank. This refers to all those scientists revealing defects of other countries hurting many hearts. Then again, ironically, she couldn’t manage her own internal problems such as the Federal and crime rates. This is expressed in the expression where she could only watch the "poison rats" that come through the "wide fence cracks". These ‘rats’ knew that the society is misleading therefore pissed on the magazine photos. Blood of Christ mountain stream symbolizes the pure living and spiritualism, and this is only a lure for the innocence, and true enough these magazine photos were thrown away later, indicating that the society debases religion and honest living. The mountain stream reinforces earlier expression of the wet boy diving for coins. Everything has been lost and flattened and is used as nothing more than advertisement and cast aside, and our basic humanity is lost in its pages.

In the first chorus America was uncertain if she had founded a nation by following the society as religion (flightless bird) had been lost to jealousy and war (when in war, Federal makes money but people would be deprived) and freedom of speech (American mouth) being threatened by the dark side (might be killed anytime).

In the first chorus America was uncertain if she had founded a nation by following the society as religion was confined and attacked (by sciences) and those daring souls that had spoke up dead (big pill=dangerous drug, going down=swallowed).
Therefore the whole song is commenting about the cruelty of America behind the scenes, after devastating the past and now masked by the potency, wealth and advancement of technology.

Here's the lyrics:

Flightless Bird, American Mouth
Iron & Wine

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys

And when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair

Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

Bond - Victory

thanks to angus i found this song...

phew.. damn beat today....
yepp, tmr is olvl chem spa yet im still roaming the city...
well, must try to not miss any opportunity to experience new stuffs...
this world is cruel, time is vicious...
happineess is transient....
some may disagree, but it is best being a kid, at least for me...
to be so carefree, so curious and unafraid...
maybe the older i am, the more coward i've become
to always think about consequences and stuffs like that
to always consider my image to the public...

well... as said, just living to die...
nothing last, so just cherish, treasure, smile and move on...

well.. life is indeed meaningless
we are not history, so just live ba, let fate decide..
but ofcoz must give your best larh...

that day dont know why told my dad about my 'ambition'...
which is being entertainer, counseller, actor.. stuffs like that, his reaction was negative le, but seriously, i appreciate these people alot, it is a form of art, a form of entertainment...

mrs ma showed a video of a boy dressed up as a girl dancing to 'nothing but you', she condemned him so bitterly... for goodness sake he was just entertaining people larh, must give credit to these people who boldly gave abit of laughter into others'lives... just like a clown, ever wondered how hard is it to kept faking a smile regardless of your mood and be humiliated for the sake of the laughter of the audience?

why must men be so unkind, condemning others, to stereotype and discriminate... to turn a cold shoulder... to hurt others... be abit more kind ba, the world would be a better place. To be a little more selfless and open up your heart, no need full, half door okay le...

Sometimes selfless to the point to go along with what others enjoy, dont give a gloomy face when friends take you to do something they like but you dont... well must be righteous ones larh.. I must give applause to sin5 to try to ice-skate though he got no interest at all... he do pick up fast, at least he didnt fell as much as me when i started to learn.. well my style larh, die die pia one.... but seriously now i could not learn a new skill as fast as last time.. as stated.. the older i am, the more coward i've become... ms hoori agrees too after sharing her experiences... damn i wonder what would i be in the future.. sigh...

wow, such a long post.. hehe i think i post more philosophical stuffs than francis... well enough thinking for today... bb... sharing about my horoscope:

此星座的人有坚韧的毅力，勤奋，遇难时有可自解厄的能力，亦可平安度过。缺点为有疑心，常会妨碍了命运。除了喜做善事，不问收获，不断付出，贡献，绝不可为贪小利而借钱给别人或借人钱财。
此星座的人易获得众人敬爱，也能蒙受长辈、上司的照顾和提携；个性恶嫉扬善，种善因得善果，有佛缘。有智慧和胆量，不怕吃苦，处事认真，能忍耐、天真幼稚，乐于助人，有“平稳”的潜能，具有稳定的行动力。

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PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ

Dear Kyanta Yap, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect.

You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.

You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!

Jinnai Tomonori - Driving School (eng subs)

What About Now OFFICIAL video

the first band i listened to.. is back again!

what now?
tuition....
venue: ang mo kio
fee: $300
insane...
crazy..
siao...

walao failed a stupid subject for 2 marks no need so kiasu can...
anyway like as if it would be a good use next time..

my ambition:
entertainer?
stuntman?
director?
clown?

does the above jobs requires academic excellence?? nope..
just need creativity and a heart that is willing to bring smiles joy and happiness to the dumb ruined world around... why cant everyone do what they like best and give all heart into it without the thing called 'human greed'..? stupid larh , then there wouldnt even have that murderer labelled 'money'... that weapon craved 'jealousy'... pity.. ashamed... speechless... hopefully breathless...

then what? the most painless death is old age... sigh.. just living to die lorh... if were to take out the 'human' factor, the world will prosper.. but vice versa is dooomed... what is this?? sigh..

Wushu Hub Reunion Dinner 2010 Teaser 1

A 2 hour production film for

Wushu Hub Reunion Dinner 2010 Teaser - 

for more details please visit the blog at www.thewushuhub.blogspot.com

30th Jan 2010, 6.30pm
Hotel Royal,

Directed/ Edited by Chen Kaiyu

Starring: ME as the person wants to get the Reunion dinner ticket,
Shenghui as the person who got the Reunion dinner ticket,
Johann as the person who don't know when is the Reunion Dinner date.
Wanyan as Fairy Godmother
Tai Fong as the ticket seller
Keming as the last person who gets the ticket.

Introducing Keming..... as the Chairman

well yesterday was whole loads of fun, though training was unusually tough for me, got muscle aches on the calves today... i think is the jumping part overstretch.. anyway got a new member, at least its secondary =) oh settled some stuffs in meeting for Reunion Dinner 2010, the video suppose to be done by rv and us -2 separate, but resulting to take the one supposedly trial run... wootz im the main character, was tired but pia-ed through haha... best meeting ever.. well if it is successful then it would be my best achievement so far coz i was only the sub-character in the infocomm promo video... not to mention passer by in the mediacorp drama... let see.. in gaming terms.... (kaya had gained 1 experience point) =) 

Crouching Tiger Hidden Entrance

哎，学习过程真累，尤其学业，是个漫长的道路，是个浪费时间，金钱，精神，睡眠与怒火的事业。为了学业，许多人身道路小小有趣的活动都必需抛开，为了学业，平添了许多不需要的伤感，增加了没相干的压力。。。说来说去也还是本本在绕着一个理由，我们人太愚蠢了，或许是上天最失败的作品啊！