Alan Jackson - Remember When

Alan Jackson - That'd Be Alright

woohoo~ next tue interview for work =) all the best to me, and all the best for ting sheng zhu jiao for his future choices and endeavors~!

活过/阿杜

張學友 - 追

一个人没观点，看法，意见，对于别人的。。。
还算是人吗？人所以叫人，因为我们的思想与禽兽差别。。。
无法完成第一行，因为连你的博客都放了隐私，
不是不对，可是是我劝了你一句从你博客上知道的质料，
半个小时后就安装了隐私，不是在避开吗？不是故意的吗？
反正，你认为人是不会变的，不并非认同，而且还觉得你变了。。
不知是否我个人的问题，我觉得我们兄弟的关系与日疏离。
也罢，你是玄武，我是朱雀，必然性格有天渊之别
一个在天上，一个在深海，唉~
南北韩今日刚开炮，希望这不是个预言。
这四年与来的日子真令我难忘，何必在这儿毁掉？
很希望，是我想太多了罢了！
不想让你走的不愉快，这张‘信’就得迟延了。

or simply u're a coward. just to part for a month and u're already missing us to the extend u're afraid of not being able to let go, when u know urself sooner or later somehow somewhere some reason we still have to part, how much time as a teen do we have left? alienating urself to give urself a 'lee way' so that u wont feel as bad? that's depriving chance to have more happy memories, as 2010 goes, who knows how will we change? sigh.... at least i hope u're this way, and therefore set ur blog to private to avoid us looking at ur long post probably writen later at midnight. sure wish this way rather than a drifting friendship, or rather brotherhood.

Everything will be fine in the end, if it's not fine, it's not the end - Xun Hong.
Im sure this is not the end.

Horoscope result:
Try to talk from the heart and be prepared to discuss what you're going through, especially if others have been imposing on you in any way. You will make things worse by clamming up, which isn't the best course of action. Neither you nor anyone around you is particularly tactful, so this is the perfect chance to clear the air

Flights to HK around 8am:
‎7:55 Tiger Air TR2962
8:05 AA AA6094
8:05 Cathay Pacific CX710

I'm betting on tiger, no matter what, as a friend, i would like to see u off, whether or not u see me. ciao...

Today I learnt this word from the quiz, what word in the dictionary are you?:

ERUDITE
You are well-educated as the word erudite means learned or knowledgeable

and also a song from what christmas song are you?:

Santa Baby
Christmas is the Season of Getting!! And not just any getting, it's only top of the line for you. Like the song says, "Come and trim my Christmas tree with some decorations bought at Tiffany's." But your not completely heartless. If Santa's good to you, you'll be good to Santa.

haha quite catchy, like the song 暗恋你 by Jacky Cheung, or heart and soul

WHAT TYPE OF LOVE ARE YOU?
Kyanta got You know what love is.
An inexplainable yet incredibly strong feeling for someone...Most people use the word "love" to get into someone else's pants. Love is overused in today's world, people say they love someone because of the way they look or their body. That isn't love. Love is when you can't do anything without thinking about that person, you always want to be with them. It's not that you want to have sex with them, you just want to spend time with them and you just want to hold them and never let go. Love can be fooling, yo

=) =) =)

Cheuck is back
This sunday gotta film comedy fightings
Next wed going watch Harry Potter
Woots~!

Today changed plan... again...

Suppose to go ktv, and rather confirmed 8ppl, yet one by one rejected, due to unforseen circumstances or mood. If anyone feel 'bad' about the change of plan I really think should be me. KTV is my life, cancelling it is like depriving me of a life, I doubt anything beats that.

Went bowling instead, since me and Jo have free vouchers due to the signing up of the go-kart thing on 28 nov. Really fun with sx around haha, he never fails to brighten our spirits up hahahaha. Wanted to ambush sin5, but he was rather busy, according to him, so we left for cafe cartel and camped till their half price deserts promotion at 9pm for the vikings and the rock (4 person's share ice cream). Then wanted to go Jo's carpark with sin5 but he decided not to, so walked from sx house till jo's house and taught him a little chinese, which failed again because his mum do not believe him. Sigh. Disappointed again. I never had a successful student before. In fact, I think I screwed some up. Hmm.. wait.. I think I have one, sin5 hahaha, part time student, because he picked up piano due to canon in c, then he approached Jo and Tai. Woohoo~ at least one potential hahahaha.... pathetic.... sigh...

Been reading facebook, i'm rather fed up with people personality change because of bgr love. Fuck love. Those are lust. A strong inclination toward a particular lowly being which received selfishness and jealousy with open arms, in the process kicked out acceptance and time for others. Crazy bunch of mud-bloods. They're so impure, soo... sigh... What can I do? Free will...

Sometimes, you always want a person to stay the same as you first met him, but what can do you, you're changing yourself too, change is always constant.

I'll be closer with my family for lunch again, and will rot at home for songs.

Anyway, I really think that anyone, should put up a front in any situation, a happy, eager, willing, pleased front, even if a plan fails, or you got some trouble later on but in midst of some joyous or fruitful event. If I can do it why can't others? Sigh, probably be countered by other things I couldn't produce....

Once a failure, forever failure, no wonder there is perfectionist, cowards of life, fear of success, fear of defeat...

Today went training late, then played some games and had lunch before going up to tai house. Francis was here this time, he was jamming with sin5, felt very relaxing and enjoyable though I was not in there haha. On one hand really glad to see them playing happily and had such great times, yet on the other hand self-pity got no music talent, like ting sheng zj, but his excuse was that the world is fair since he is already good in a few area, must have some bad... but what's my specialty? Im not even a jack-of-all-trades.

Then went with Jo to cut his hair, met my mum at tm for her new hp and dinner.
Had a feeling somehow some reason, I think I had changed. I couldnt feel the happiness I have been feeling the past few years. My life... 50% of it is music, is ktv, and it was that reason I met few of my close friends, cheuck and wlwx, but now ktv seems to be a monster, a horror, a hideous thing, like voldermolt, never to be mentioned in front of me. All I get was 'oh no no why did you say that word!' or 'dont want go, go yourself', or 'oh no there comes the horrible singing'... sigh.. guess im really a pariah.

I labelled someone a coward because he locked himself at home because he felt betrayed by his 'friends', then I thought it was deserved because he didnt dare to find other social circle, but now, I almost have to label myself similarly too.

I think it's time for me to find new social circle. Hope that through minds and poly I could find a suitable social circle for my current personality, or I would just put up a front and lock myself at home too =)Somehow, my current social circle seemed to be drifting apart, not really, only me drifting, but yea, I got sudden sensitivity to some words, though they admit they were being guailan, which made them not guailan, but yea, i dont think i wanna brace another few of those anymore. Sincerely gratful for all the happy memories shared, relationship is hard to part, same as memories, but humans are hard to grasp, eventually there will be farewells, except this is not farewell, just that i might not be able to devote as much time as i used to be, but i truly appreciate that few portions of my life =) =(

“Kindness in words creates confidence. Kindness in thinking creates profoundness. Kindness in giving creates love.” Lao Tzu

良言一句三冬暖，恶语伤人六月寒

怒如手握火炭，欲施于人，最先伤己

There's a weird energy radiating around you on Monday and Tuesday, mostly having to do with your relationship with your closest friends. Clear the air before you say goodbye. The Capricorn Moon can lead you to misinterpret people's intentions on Wednesday and Thursday, so try not to take things too personally. Friday through Sunday is a good time to make decisions based on what you think rather than how you feel. -horoscope of 8nov-14nov.... should have known it haha

Read at your own risk. May contain criticism towards a particular group.

Perfectionists.
There's a few perfectionists I encounter in my life. I think they all carry the same trait: they're pain in ass. Firstly, they are cowards. They fear success, they fear rejection. They fear success because once they achieve it they are unwilling to lose it, yet afraid they're not up to standard. They are rather ignorant because they only accept their own point of view. They will exaggerate trivial matters. They felt that everything must be perfect or it is screwed. They definitely will feel 'not sufficient' if anything screws up.

I think this is one of the hardest group to be dealt with. Luckily my dad is not an extreme perfectionist. Well, heard of a case of an attitude Father today. Was researching how to deal with but turned out in vain. Sigh. Felt inadequate.

Through my experience, there's only two ways to deal with. First is to kept apologizing like a dog and coax him into old habits and accept that he couldnt be changed. Second is to confront and 'talk sense' into him once and for all with the probability of disharmony and cold war. Yet he will be a changed man and life will be not as tough as before, and might even deepen mutual understanding.

Today shixiong gave us souvenirs from wudang. He gave me '学无止境', at first I wondered why, since I prefer '难得糊涂', because I believe I used to be one who at times dont say out my feelings in order to maintain the happy state of another person. However these few weeks Im getting a little too sensitive. Thus it might suit me as it means to turn a blind eye sometimes, sometimes it's wiser to let flow than to manage it your own. However as I read the sub-message of mine, it read, '我尝终日不食,终夜不寝,以思,无益,不如学也'. At first I didnt fully understand the difference between '学' and '思', because how to learn if never think. However through researches I found out the relationship is '学而不思则罔，思而不学则殆'. If only learn but never think about it (thoughtless cramping of knowledge), you're just deceiving yourself, because it's pointless learning. Yet if you only think but don't learn, it's dangerous because the same fact, knowledge, or wisdom, could have devastating effect when use in wrong context. So to fully understand the culture, must both think and learn at the same time. Thanks to shixiong, I knew a greater, more personal and deeper understanding of '学无止境' which I first thought just a plain encouragement for students to work hard.

The world amazes me haha. bringing a pen knife to return to another person is a serious crime, yet scissors and pens are allowed? anything could be weapon! halloween murder started just because someone's tattoo is admired? I would do that too. He willingly showcase such beautiful tattoo who would not want to take a few glance, it's free of charge and no pain or maintenance or risk needed. in the process, no one bothered to help, the victim could just say 'no offence, i love that tattoo', no one called ambulance? students getting into trouble because of facebook status update, one was expelled because he vented his anger online. ridiculous. Oh, best of all, a prefect is chosen, forced to take the responsibility, as well as forced to buy a $7.50 shirt.

All these incidents are rather amusing. The original meaning of things eroded, transforms, diversified overtime. Just as the meaning of love and trust.

oh yea, wrote this on my status: ‎... sometimes when people discussing about serious stuffs, the word 'lol' really piss me off.... whats so hilarious about it? sigh cant help, language nowadays..

sin5 enlightened me with this reply: i wonder what is exactly the significance in typing this 3 letters. why not type 707 instead la. at least it mean somethin

so either by stupidity or literature, since it's opposite of laugh out loud, so it means remorse in silence?? woo hoo~!!