Relax, thanks those who comfort me anyway, esp ly and qh. The previous post, aiya, just got fed up, and vent the anger on words... There suppose to be a poem, but I forgot where I put, and if I put up probably you all will go like 'wah, so cheem'. I always express myself in poetry, so when I'm sad, I'll write either something to cheer me up (which turns out sucky most of the times) or write negative views, I even wrote something like death, where if gets worst than the jj killer MV for adults. For qh, thanks for the postcard, it's beautiful, but you don't have to pray for me, maybe you can pray for others, the failures, the poors, or something like that, don't waste your prayer on me, anyway I'm a free thinking, the freethinker that I mix some religion practices and my thoughts. To me, there’s few gods, or immortals, that appear as the god you believe. Kay, I know it’s hard to comprehend. To me, god aim is to have a balance in life and death, a balance in good and evil, a balance in fate and prediction. There will not be longevity pills, or whatever there may be. The world must be balance, so the death returns to heaven, the volunteers go down and try to make the world a happy place. The road of life is easy to say, it’s just a straight uproad, but with other roads splitting. These are distractions. So, since I written this post: Global Warming, why now? not pass, not future?

God is not happy with new technologies that oppose him, like GMs, by Genetically Modifying an item, it can be made into your choice, which is something like a gain without pain. This is a form of not balancing the fate and prediction. Imagine you’re a father, and your children surpass you and breaks your expectations. Then, big events were created like SARS, tsunami, earthquakes, volcanoes eruption and eventually Global Warming, to punish us, smarty-pants. Witnessing these, other small immortals couldn’t bear with the sufferings especially the ones who are innocent. Therefore, they come back to Earth hopefully to save the world. So there’s a hope of fighting global warming, somehow, I don’t know yet, but there will be a way.

Again, about me, I also like Tao, the friend of nature, go test up this experiment: take a drop of drinking water, before that, have a kind of thinking that the water is nothing, it’s useless, it owes you a thousand bucks coz you are forced to drink it. Under the microscope, you’ll see the water in a messy, untidy pattern. Contradictorily when you have the thinking that water is great, it helps our body to be alive, it colours the world blue, it helps the marine life to live. This way, the water will appear peaceful, beautiful, clear. I tried it, I know it. SO non-living things have feeling too, like the sunset, it’s beautiful, it is the clouds that forms it, the sunlight, the sun, their feelings...

Kay, enough of my long post... this is one funny poem...

I once had a friend named Lassie
Who was the Drama Queen sassy.
She would flip her hair,
And look did we dare,
For lice was all you could see.