Today went to scc for a visit, another inside news... sigh... not really wise to post here but yea its a sad thing. Actually, I wouldnt say its bad either, lets just say life will find a way =D let it be... let it be.....

Then went to treat 2 of them due to their birthday. Taught piano to 2 students, called along Tai too, to have a little chat since wont be seeing him this week. He gave some feedbacks on that lesson, which is great =D and Ive learnt some simple NP thing about LED, basically one is lack electrons, on is excess electrons, then the transferring and loop of the electrons gives off light. Later that night was talking to KY, then Ive learnt of such interesting element as the graphene, its an allotrope of carbon, that can replace silicon, and is the thinnest material in the world, as well as one of the strongest and hardest. It could weigh less than a whisker yet support a baby. So well spiderman could be a possibility =D haha

Then it was cell, I redeemed 8 chickens from popeyes for the cell, and today is first exposure for the youths, as usual not many are left for next week, but no matter, its more of the right time.

So yea Kok Guan was the guess speaker. He's really an awesome guy too~ a great theologist I would say, a friendly one too~ he's like Samy or SX or JL, great pillars of supports in my life. Ofcoz his 'disciples' are awesome too like YJ n Lin. He was talking about BGR, but this time round it isnt as dry and boring as the last time one. He mentioned about waiting for the right time. So yea that sort of reassured me that there will be someone eventually =D That the problem dont lies within me, nor it is about having my criteria too high and impossible.

And yea I totally agree having a gurl only adds on to my already-overflowing problems =D but then again I started to develop lots of curiosity about personal and private stuffs now, due to sociology/psychology influence and the topic. Perhaps I have been a 'holy' guy for so long I had not know such things.

Perhaps the only reasons I got tempted to get a girl is not peer pressure, but time, as it was too draggy, and sort of loneliness perhaps? that I felt that I had no opportunities or platform to show the romantic side of me. I felt that I had little targets to show my love, not necessarily BGR love, just love. Thus I would only feel 'empty' when Im alone, but disappeared when Im volunteering, when Im with close friends. Well, just as Samy said, its hard for me to trust anyone, thus as I find one, I would hold it very dearly, but will struggle within myself if it was worth it.

So yea, I concluded, I should not hold back to much, just enjoy the besties in front of me now, no matter how different our life paths would be, these would be memories, buried in the soil of spring - of happiness and of 'had once possessed'.

So I thought back, and there was a few songs that already had labels on it, that the songs will make me think of that moment, that phrase in life, that memorable happiness we had.

Calcutta Taxi - P5 Neptune
Witch Doctor (Oo Eee Oo Ah Ah) - Indonesia with Sun Yi, Christian and Yohanes)
We will rock you - P3 birthday party, blast 10 years 100 his in my house at 554 Bedok North) with Weisong, Tat Rui
Rice and Curry (Hurry Hurry) - P2 with Daniel and Darren
That's what friends are for - Sec 1D Miss Naz party at my house
Greatest Love of All - PE teacher, P5
Wind Beneath My Wings - Ms Patsy Lee, P5
Take me home, Country roads - Mr Siah, P5
Boom boom boom - P3 with Tat rui Tat heng
Hero - P5 China trip
Butterfly - Giresh
Top of the World - Sec 1 Zikang, Cheuck, James
Mama mia - Sec 3, Tai fong (cuz he changed the lyrics)
That thing you do - Wushu, Sec 2 I think
September - Night at Museum also with Wushu
I Will Survive - Duet with Johann while qiao shou-ing
Xiong Kou Yong Yuan De Tong - Duet with Johann while qiao shou-ing
Zai Na Yao Yuan De Di Fang - CNY with family once
Ji De (JJ Lin) - Jam at Johann house with Sheng, Tai, Weide, Cheuck
Re Qing De Sha Mo - KTV with RV
Xin Bu Liao Qing - KTV with Pop
Baby - Johann Bday BBQ
Tell Laura I love her - KTV with Wushu
Lian Ai ING - Nicole n Me Bday with Wushu + RV + Qi Teng
Para Para Sakura - Beyblade madness P3
Liang Shan Bu Yu Li Ye - Duet with KY
Mary's Boy Child - Memory of me sleeping in Mercedes, <5 YEARS OLD
Wan Wan De Yue Liang - Memory of me at backyard looking at night sky, <5 YEARS OLD
Hao Han Ge (Water Margins) - When Grandmother was proud of me, <5 YEARS OLD
Feliz Navidad - 2010 Xmas with Pop Cell
Wake Me Up - POM skit with T1B01 mates!
Greased Lightning - POM skit with T1B01 mates!
You can't stop the beat - POM skit with T1B01 mates!
Bu De Bu Ai - Audition craze....
Zui Jin - Sec 4 Jie Ying's comment (why you always repeat that line?)
Low - Sec 2 Camp / Mass PE hip hop
Nan Er Dang Zhi Qiang - Flag Dance, P5

Thanks for all the beautiful memories. =D