K: hmm for some reason i have the urge to know the reasons of the suicide-d ppl at reservoir...... why chose this method out of 1001 other methods? could it be 'recognition of the personal problems' because after death, the issue will be spread by the media? and thus ppl will then try to dig into the issue to KPO? thus the victim will felt that his/her 'existence' is more prominent, sort of 'fame' issue??

L: someone mentioned to me.. copy cat cases...like copycat crimes....as in it's recent for the next person who decided to end his life ... that's just one reason... we would really never know...

K: yea i know copycat, but of all methods, why copy drowning? the cost-benefit not worth it?? like there are many more creative ways to kill urself right? no need go through much torture, and copy cat wont do any good, cuz only the red shirt one and first one is remembered anyway.... why not adopt a more creative method at least gets more media coverage??

cuz drowning is tough, if we struggle and panic when a friend grab our legs in the pool, imagine the guts and determination they had to go through that mental torture to end their life?

there must be something mroe than juz personal problems to the reason they chose suicide in the reservoir =D

L: it's not about being remembered for some i guess. there's a period of time where pple were jumping off train tracks. i'm just saying when one is really down and desperate and they want to end their live... they are not too rational... so they just do whatever that comes to their mind 1st.. which is the recent suicide cases.. of cos there are many more reasons why each person choose to die in a certain way.

K: hmm, good point people arent rational when they chose to suicide..... maybe thats why they copycat ba =D its just totally ridiculous......

hmmm..... next im thinking...... does all the ppl even to the last second still insist to die?? or that they changed their mind but its too late?? like girls normally out of rashness chose to suicide, but internal battle delay them until normally is saved by their loved ones........ is there deathbed conversion? hmmm......

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Today wanted to skip wushu but sx insisted, so couldnt go church 25th anniversary. But glad so too, because i get to finish the baguazhang taolu today =D after that then I went to bbtc for the carnival. Bad starting, I accidentally hit the guy's head because I was about to fall so my hand swing up.... sigh... nothing big deal, but kindda irrinoying when someone kept sound like I did that on purpose...... but then again, kids.... sigh.

Then went to KY house, for the first time, his house exceeded the impression I had, but yea he had a great family, great support, great characters. I would say they have a lively family =D but I would agree he's a little too serious at times whereas his bro super cute, so child-like. child-like not childish, child-like is he's matured just that his personality is those host or comedian type, his behavior and thinking is quite comical, very de cartoon de....

For himself, he was now into options and stocks..... haha long long loooong time ago I had a few weeks of interest there too. He seemed confident, wish him success then =D But up till today, so not used to think he's sec 2, his knowledge, maturity, exposure, wisdom and understanding so like sec 4 or poly lorh.....

Also, there's another guy with the same frequency as him too, almost like twin brother like that. I noticed both of their smiles had a certain pattern and charmness too. Really glad he had such a pal =D hope they will remain best of friends even 50 years down the road regardless circumstances! Speaking of this, kindda asking myself at times, what in the world am I doing hanging around with a sec 2.... but he's so not sec 2, except academically, he's tall, so biologically he could be upper sec. Hmm....

So in LAW, this is an example of family influence, by socio, this is conflict theory, unequal excess of resources.