PTM was not as bad though with 3 fails. The more I feel the urge to do well for chinese, not for me, but for tanbb, and parents ofcoz, and probably mr koh too. They are nice teachers, much like mrs lee of pri 3. Especially tanbb, to express concern for her students despite having to tend to her own form class. Maybe we had disappointed her a bit too much, to the point that she felt as if we had collapsed under her hands, which obviously not true. Her open-heart and graciousness that gained most of my sympathy, therefore I'll definitely achieve something for her.

Yet bo bian too, need slowly, i am now like a bottle of ice, that had substance yet frozen. Therefore need to slowly add more water to transfer energy for the ice to melt and merge with the water poured in. Therefore ofcoz it is not possible to fill the 50ml cup with 50ml of water in a go, the ice takes time to melt.