holiday is almost over, implying i had wasted a week of my time on earth again...

didnt do much in the holiday, especially the homework part, and nonetheless any much deeds. sigh sat was a tiring day, went tuition at 10 to 12, then ate at badok coz it rained therefore decided no need to go simalu, went church tuition after that at 1.30. Stayed awhile for the cell group, really glad to have fun and sing to my hearts delight. Left at 5 to meet wx and weide to visit jinee, omg her baby gurl sooooo cute larh. played few rounds of mahjong and had dinner, and the day ended.

struggled for 10mins on the bed today hesitating whether to go wushu or not since sx not around, dragged myself there in the end in case weisiang turn up. jiaolian was there, did some half-mabu, then the worst thing for me - high knee. that's all, then taught the 3 newcomer wu bu gong, i really think that zi xiang is super smart, just that he used it wrongly i guess. his brother on the other hand was rather slow, but oh well, diff ppl diff pace.

slept at tai house to replenish some energy for tuition, though it was cancelled in the end. played a little war-kings and yea basically did nothing. It always ended up in a waste in tai house, like some kind of force draining myself from doing anything in his house. Wanted to try on acapella in the end got carried away, sigh... should have left earlier, at least can go home do something... anything at all...

oh sin5 gave each of us a personal note, well, he said what matters is not what have i done but WHEN i done it. at least is what i interpreted it, he also signed of with 'look forward', to me rather random. anyway thanks.

sigh, i think i had been idling for too much, been 坐在这边看天空. kept feeling an emptiness in my life, like i had missing out something... definitely got gurl but something i myself do not know, like some kind of purpose... maybe form tmr i should start do my tys which had been feeding the dust for a bit too long, or any other random work ba. lets try a year being super anti-social for o levels.