will not use comp in the day due to relative staying at my house. Im using dads comp so gonna afk until he is done using then take over, exams been quite managable but parents nag more and more, chatted with aaron kokuanyu, long lost classmate, he changed alot as in appearance, not in mind though sadly, have been taking quizes on facebook, alot results somewhat acurate in terms of personality. Well, cant say 100% acurate as sometimes I could be random, like suddenly random sadist, random high... haha, souls, minds, spirits is still mystery. God is also a mystery. this world is full of wonders, like a spider could spin web just as when it was born, and anything can happen in just a sec... Still i do want some thrill and fun in live, probably life's objective is to pass on generation, thats all then live live fullest by enjoying life. Dont get it why some people so scared of death, life will end,just matter of when and how... Some people on the other hand ennjoy money, money so materialistic, although again without life, you cant do nothing.  Probably when I can make it, I would buy an island in Indo, then create a simple living there, maybe only for people who love the sun and breeze, elderly, those who want to enjoy the world as it is in the beginning. Right, the word is 'care-free'... One quiz i find particularry interesting is that I resulted 'The Underappreciated Bestfriend'.

You try to keep everyone happy, and sometimes at your expense. You foot the bill when you're all out to celebrate, just so everyone can have a good time and not worry about money. You'd do anything for your friends, even though they forget to thank you or don't show you the appreciation you deserve. Although it's nice that you're being everyone's rainbow, think about yourself, too. No one will think you're a bad friend if you say no to some of their requests..

This was a result I had never had, quite true larh, one example is 3A, all them so unwilling to participate in activities. I could just dump the forms, after 10 mins oh 3A has got no participants, but dont really feel right doing that. Then also sec 1 stayed back help arange classroom nicely, every row neat like hell sia dont think I have the patience now... then in one committee meeting they say i worthless, so disheartening, though cant control the class at least did some help... if not wrong i cried there, dont really remember this incident or another...

Maybe is just me, that people seem to not have the kind of friendly tone that I expected. Simple things like when I intro a game u dont like, dont just walk away like some assholes. Also saying things like noob and such like they so pro, or exagerate a fault to huge extent, the victim feels badly guilty already lorh. Some tend to be hypocripe like example person B loves the thing person A is doing yet person C despise that, so person B agreed, so coward... Maybe just ying yang of people. Some people was treated badly therefore he became tyrant too, some people was abandoned before therefore later in their lives they tend to abandon people too.... and maybe society has changed too, maybe this is the way to live life, aiya, so many maybe, troublesome, I would be still be, although trying to suit other people, but never change what i believe in...