was still singing these few days, wonder why is it that hard to hang out with friends nowadays, they sound so reluctant to go out. was planning to go dapeng's bbq party, kindda overslept. anyway only chueck going, if i late so paiseh haha, sigh, blame my luck for being born too late, should have borned at the 70s or 80s, in the western countryside region, where I could have been drinking and singing with some folks in the pub. well, the more i feel money is important, with them could have solo time crisis or daytona; high class coffee or  big feast; solo kbox or movie marathon, so great, though lonely, but no choice, better enjoying alone than not enjoying at all. maybe i would be now karaoke-ing with some grannys, or perhaps im already in heaven looking at how ridiculous is the world now, well, i think i know my purpose in life, to be that minority who are cosidered social pariahs, those that doesnt think that online games are form of socializing. i find it weird, rather brace the insults in the game, facing a dead thing and is happy. actually, im too, singing towards a dead thing, how silly haha. many times is like here people shouting to online players noobs and laggers, considerate larh, not all people have good comps and good skills, by the way, i swore that im not gonna play any other online games except facebook or occasionary wivava. no gunz, no maple, no warcraft.... hmm, back to topic, i came by an old song 'if i were a rich man', which have been ages since i sang that, again memories of past flooded my mind, well, no choice larh, be happy that i have throat to sing, perfect limps to do stunts, normal brain to think, an average guy. appreciate that people are different, which makes life enjoyable, although at most times sucks haha... by the way, wondering if i could even find a girl next time, who would be my type, who doesnt mind my oldie personality. sigh, yearning for someone who could spent time singing oldies, maybe the 80s haha, or leeway of 90s... rare.. very rare... impossible... just simple impossible...