也许我一个人
不能成就一番大事业
但我尽力贡献一份微薄的力量
Though Im not the one with all the riches
But my contribution is enough to satisfy some

也许我自己
不能发出万丈光和亮
但我能为斗室带来足够的光芒
Though Im not the sun
At least im a candlelight that could provide warmth

我从来都不在乎
自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福
看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实

Conclusion: It's normally the ordinary that brings out the best in humanity.

Really, I really admired KY, Jorgen, Amanda and Qin da to go volunteering at SCC daily 7am-7pm, with much passion and enthusiasm. Besides me and Elizabeth I dont think there's other regular volunteers already. Somehow I think KY is like a magnet to attract awesome people. His presence always makes the place vibrant and welcoming. Really, on behalf of scc and the kids, i really would like to thank them much. I shall be frank that even myself cant make it going that far. Furthermore the bond I see he had with Adriel, haha can be his brother already!

Anyway today the seniors went to soul garden, I felt sad for KY and Yu Qian to be asked to stay in scc to help with the younger ones. Had a great time with them, but tomorrow shall be the last day I shall see them. Sigh. Time flies, one year has gone, shall write a long long letter for the grads tmr.

I really hope KY and Yu Quan could have their opportunities for outings and fun outside of scc, as appreciation for their passion and effort, of much sacrifice.

Anyway back to the song lyrics, I thought of this song, because i was speaking to someone, understanding the person's problems, and I found out alot that I never knew. As much as the person appears to be alright and complete, or idea, the person had lots of unspoken problems-to-be. SO anyway I thought of this song, that I'm really glad I could still use my limited financial power to help, to contribute to their growth. And I, just like tons other in the world, would always say: "just pay back the treat when you grow up and could work." But really, I'm prepared to down payment a heavy investment of my effort, time and money on this person. No matter the outcome, I just think that it's worth it. I shall discreetly (actually not very discreet either) hope that this person could grow up strong and successful.

Ofcoz until now Im really curious how others think of me, sometimes I really wish I could eavesdrop people's thoughts, like professor X, this way I would know best whats the best thing to do at the right time. Since I wouldnt know, lets jsut be ignorant and assume Im not a busybody nuisance that loves to KPO around and show off my ability, but someone just randomly like to help and contribute. =D

So yea enough with the person, back to scc, I saw how devoted is KY to volunteering, to some extend Im afraid that it might affect his other areas next year, mainly studies wise. If you're so good at a certain thing that I affects you to not do well in other areas, it would mean that you're doing too much. Though yes we will not know how far we can go until we reached too far, but as we reach too far in this situation, it might not be that easy to hold back. Im also at dilemma of what is best, I could only say, que sera sera, shall see how for the first month of next year.