Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Everything seems to pass so fast. I felt so bad on Mon. The whole morning I have been eating noodles and all, and totally forgot about that important occasion! Sigh. Anyway, school was alright, then I went out with class 02 to spend MW's birthday.

We went to Changi Point. Throughout the journey, there were loads of funny moments, it was almost chained. After laughing about the "Ms Chong", are you Ms Chong" joke (he wanted to  ask whether it was more appropriate to address her as Mrs on the sight of her ring), then comes the epic moment when 4 of us were on the back seat with a stranger wanted to get out. Then, for god knows what reason one of them let out a large sigh, "shit!" hahahahahahahha.

Totally awesome, laughed really hard for that. So we ate a simple meal, grabbed a slice cake, fooled around, and then I met up with Jorgen. Saw ZJ there too with Alvin and hmm, forgot who (psps).

Right, so we walked to Simpang, then slacked at his condo roof.

We spent the rest of the night Marvel-ing on facebook, and watched movies, as well as just talking.

So labour day, didnt do anything much, literally a good rest for me, slept from late evening to night. Didnt do anything too. Now just surfing youtube for The Voice auditions. I feel all the singers are soooo awesome and powerful! Especially the battle rounds, I think generally they are well paired, with very very intense and close competition. A few that I especially liked was the Jeese and Anthony pair singing If I Aint Got You, and Katrina and Angel pair singing Bleeding Love.

Then I was surfing facebook, while playing the song, Somebody I Used To Know. Wow, the mood is totally OMG. Really, I wonder if there's any formula to predict the rate of change of the drifting distance within two persons. Well, perhaps a common phrase in life, but its really so so bizarre that two or more closest friends could just drift apart to strangers in such a small period of time. Friendship is so superficial. Each one of us is so affected by the many social forces in our lives that it all boils down to companionship and common topic. There are no strings attached to neither friendship nor love.

So I was thinking that the entertainment industry is really interesting, where everything may be just of entertainment value, every kiss every rumours are just to get the paparazzi busy and the newspapers filled. They generate one of the most money in the world, where other parts of the world are suffering and all. Wrestling too, so interesting to see all the ridiculous acting and all, yet everyone is following it and making money out of it too. Charisma is the ability to influence without logic, a drug to the world.

Life is a stage, true enough, we are all actors, how much do you really reveal yourself, your thoughts, your feelings, to someone else? Sometimes, it's really great to share some of your deepest feelings or thoughts about something, but after that its hard to believe that you have just spurt out something you have been keeping to yourself all along, its like the efforts wasted for a brief moment of release, from some stones that has been weighing you down. Then again, after that release, there might be a slight feeling of embarrassment and fear of being humiliated and all. Not just problems though, that I was mentioning, perhaps more personal and private matters?


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