On a seemingly unfruitful day yesterday, I  slept through the day.

At evening, went to BCC to clean up, and do up my spear.
Luckily met Tai at Hans.
So we talked, and as usual, whenever we talk, topics seems endless.

Talked about life, about friends, about future,
juz like long lost friends meeting at coffeeshop.

Then we concluded,
though this year bainian seems so meaningless,
we shall not break the tradition.

Wushu, after all, B4,
are people who would be there for us in the end,
after all, they made me laugh the most,
and we have so much to talk about,
yet we are so different.

Only friends of a strongest bond,
would hate each other attitude so much that we fill in that flaw ourselves,
that would allow occasional "pangseh",
and would still come together someday, 
without grudges of the past. 

Well, then we concluded too,
no point forcing the horses to the water if they dont want to drink,
we can do all we can, organizing events and outings,
but if they dont want to feel bonded at all,
there is nothing we can do,
in the end,
it's still empty dutiful feeling,
not sense of belonging.

It's all from the inside out.
Sometimes, we try so much to make our juniors bond,
but then we did not look at ourselves and ask,
am I bonded?
In which areas? and how about other areas?
We will find in the end,
that the bond starts from within.

It's chemistry. 
Valence electrons from group 1 and 2 do no just come together and bond,
you need to have a strong shell of 6 and 7,
to recruit in that 1 or 2. 

One a brighter note,
I guess we have slowly included that 1 or 2 in us already. =)