rewatched infernal affairs (无间道) trilogy, am still anchored to the thought that the ending for 3rd sequel is rubbish, how can such proffesional spy of a triad gone nuts, well can only be explaind by karma, that nothing can be more formidable than it, anyway a famour quite "我想做好人" suggests 身不由己.

another film i rewatched is "天下无贼", suggesting that even the so called 'bad' have their own principle and morality... 盗亦有道

oh also i watched "杀人犯" by Aaron Kwok, ending was a twist but quite absurb, suggesting 己所不欲，勿施于人, a phrase that shixiong once said to me when i lost my hp after returning 3-4 lost phones to its owner, then i felt myself being stupid to be such mr. nice guy, still after much talkings i will never again go an extra mile for a stranger, as 无间道 mentions that event can change men but men cannot change event, it was mention because the two main characters actually changed event therefore was praised.

"意外" taught me never to jump to conclusion and also 知人之面不知心. Sad ending where the killer wanted to prevent the staged accident but it was in vain, innocently killed the innocent which he first suspected him killing his counterpart.

GI Joe was okay, quite a standard storyline, same as B13 Ultimatum.

Well, went to huizhen blog cause it was the first to load among all the rest, saw one of her blog saying inferiority, well yea i remembered i felt that too long long long time ago. I used to be someone who loved to be praised, be it 拍马屁 or 锦上添花, therefore always when someone else was in the limelight i was rather envious and strived hard, therefore was sometimes depressed feeling im useless, that was long long long time ago, having a same selfish chldish mind. Actually sometimes i feel it that way too, if not for the little optimism i still have left with me, i would break down already, 与上不足，与下有余 so must 知足才能满足, coz for every one who gets to shine, a million more are left behind... like those nameless brave souls who died in the honor of a great general's name... sometimes i wonder what is my purpose of life, i think i mention it the third or fourth time in my entire blogging life already, one very recently early this year... i want to make a change... but can I??

love this song... melody and lyrics especially the chorus

"Man In The Mirror"

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street, With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind? Pretending Not To See Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard, A Broken Bottle Top And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On The Wind Ya' Know 'Cause They Got Nowhere To Go
That's Why I Want You To Know

I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself, And Then Make A Change

(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,Pretending That They're Not Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred, Somebody's Broken Heart And A Washed-Out Dream
They Follow The Pattern Of The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place To Be That's Why I'm Starting With Me

I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself, And Then Make A Change