one conclusion, time flies very slowly here, i just found out i couldnt live without internet, couldnt have music, couldnt youtube, couldnt search any random stuffs at all, and i would desperately sit in front of it for half an hour before loading up a blog, ofcoz some takes shorter time than others... msn hotmail is not so hopeless, at most 10mins...

life here got pros and cons too as usual, however more cons than previous years, there will be no puncak, no out-of-home leisure, more children selfishness and rants that i would eventually give in to them and more nags from parents....

at least i got some movies here to watch... 20 more days... hell....

right, i think most importantly, no friends, that emptiness, that empty hole in me that i wonder what could fill it up... actually, all i want is on 2 ends, either all the way adventures and surprises or worry free at all, i dont really like the middle, but ive got no choice, there will be balance in one way or another...