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I was once the king of your heart
And you, the empire I reign
Of importance, Of dominance
But a mere joke to human beings
A knife behind my head, swiftly
A knife into your heart , shatters
A sneer echoed deep in her heart
The story withered, and we part.
- Kyanta

The world is full of sinister smiles and hidden hazards.
Just a random thought, in love, two parties must trust each other, since there is love, there is unconditional urge to benefit each other, so there shouldnt be any room for doubts and mistrusts....

Found this verse of a song nice:
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find you and I collide~

When there is mistrust, you will find faults even in a flawless thing, and all the negative stuffs will be anchored in your heart deeper, and then you'll find out of all the doubts you have, you are sure that you and I collide...

但愿人长久，千里共婵娟

此刻正歠著Cappuccino，望著一轮皎洁的明月，一枝獨秀，周圍的星星都退避三舍似的，連雲朵都讓步了。
也是此刻，覺得有些孤單，有些寂寞，家裡又空蕩蕩的，唉，也許是昨天太high了吧！
明月像珍珠似的，又圓又透光，難免有一種溫馨的感覺，彷彿世界暫停在這一刻，或也許是我自己在這裡回味我的一生，而世界，時間，聲音，都透過我，像是河水流過一塊石頭，就這樣的溜過。

而鄧麗君的歌入木三分，觸動我的心弦，讓我情不自禁願大家能够一起共享这美丽的月光，過個美滿的中秋節。

Today went ktv, as usual will never have a unpleasant time. I think this time is one of the best. With Xun Hong, Tony, Manfred, Chenxi, Wanyan. Got really high towards the end, cant wait for the vids to be uploaded. Had a long chat with Xun Hong haha, nice talking to him =) Well, msn has an advantage, people seemed to have more thing to talk about on msn. Talked about all the usual topics I would talk about.

Omg I had never thought Xun Hong will has such beautiful voice. I had always thought he is a quite and reserved, introverted guy judging from his blog, drawings and his humble attitude. I was great after all those songs haha, got the atmosphere to go high with re qing de sha mo.

I think music is universal. It could be felt throughout the globe, it could bring revolution, educate, as well as destroy. Nonetheless, music never fails to suit with our mood. Music is one of the factor to a success of an event or presentation or movie. Could not reason how is there possible to have people with no interest to sing...

Some random thoughts again, what is free will?

Anyway, our conversations struck me thinking again, what is mind? how is that possible that what i'm thinking is different to what other's think? and how is it possible to have two voices in our head, two different personality, are we faking a personality? what is the true character of us? Is life a show? If life nothing but a work of many actors and perhaps some rebellious ones that became scriptwriters?

Anyway, yea such happy time today, reminds me of a song that wrote: Time falls away but small hours, small wonders, still remain.

Random thoughts: Firstly, linnet once pondered, why must be always say negative stuffs out of our mouth, like bad mouthing and etc, well not as if we can choose not to. Sometimes just jokingly insult it's alright I think....

She asked, wont we feel hurt, yes i do badly, i may seem happy go lucky, tanker, manly but I'm rather emotional and fragile, but well, its just another pov, why deprive yourselves of happiness just because of few words, our lives are in our hands, we could always have our own stand.

Furthermore, some people is born to insult, it's their unique personality, it's their way of life, I've seen such people. However their insults could be a learning point too, their insults are not plain vulgars, there are some substance inside, just brace it larh. Or it could be that with some insults will have some laughter, will strengthen the bonds...

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Thoughts 2:

Saw this small boy went up to a stage while some program organizer is discussing about the upcoming event, then one of the organizer shouted at the kid to get down, the kid is like just curious what it feels like to be up on stage, thus shocked when shouted at...

Sometimes I think this is how society kills creativity and adventurous spirit of kids, they are always deemed at 'too young' and 'trouble-maker', thus reprimanded at when make mistakes, resulting in them not daring to try...

Kids are inexperienced, the above scenario is a harmless one, but even if its a dire situation, why cant just nicely tell them the consequences or the harmful effects of their actions, if they persist on then punish...

Alot of times I hear mothers telling kids 'Stupid question', 'It's just that way larh, you very noisy leh', 'why so stupid like that also dont know', 'this is common sense'.... feel so raged by it, sometimes have to teach then understand, not everything could be learn from books or people, some mistakes are compulsory to make to grow. Questions like 'why is the sky blue' may seem stupid to a parent but could be an a level project....

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Thoughts 3:

I think the only way globalization truly benefited us is the flow of information...

And the worst is to take away opportunities from young companies...

The worst excuse is to say that the developing countries had increased standards of living, lol the world will eventually progress, thus increase in wages doesnt mean decreasing the gap between rich and poor but vice versa since the rich will benefit even more...

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Thoughts 4:

Watched an anime, it's about a son used to keep fighting with his dad until once his dad permanently damaged his shoulder, since then his father treated him like a stranger, yet the son felt worst, lol i totally think that is the son who had the problem...

Being a stranger relationship had so much benefits:
1) No more fights
2) Will have no expectation of his son to help him
3) Will be more polite and teat well
4) Able to talk as if to a friend
5) More chances to strengthen bond
6) No stereotyping of son being 'immature' and 'dumb'
7) Will not take son failures too seriously but encourage instead
8) Won't nag much
9) Won't keep adding salt to mistakes and ignore successes

人必其自爱也，而后人爱诸；人必其自敬也，而后人敬诸。

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=152291704795592&ref=mf

Had fun playing time crisis, one player 2 screens haha. Sx was better =)

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=102395079779359&ref=mf

this kid is good haha, a real presenter instead of a newscaster, rare to find such talent, he's a primary kid, but i doubt many of our sec students could par him.

Oh ystd was talking to an taxi uncle, he claimed that he gave his son the liberty of his own studies, as long as he pass, his son did not abuse the benefit and scored for on one subject, average for others. He did it because he heeded his parents advice to study hard, but despite the achievements he had, he landed to his current job, and losing his dream to be a singer... sad, studies really kills when it became the yardstick of success.

Yesterday whole family was quarelling because yong hang didnt answer my calls or smses to return my school shoes (which is because he was sick), then my parents relate that to the towel incident with yong bao had not return me. Then my dad carry on linking all my friends, including all those 'had some trouble meeting or returning loan items' friends, then go on to link my mum's shopping (she bought a pair of shoes, a dress, a handbag, however it had been long time since she shopped, 5-10years), then dad linked it to the relative wedding coming up, and as a stingy person he claimed that she would buy again at next wedding... sigh, sometimes they cant really be human, that explains the almost zero social circle he had... thus ranted on fb ystd...

Sometimes, we have to see situations without the history-coloured-spectacles, don't relate it the past. Many a times, we are blinded by the spectacles that we misread the situation, resulting in unnecessary arguments and unintentional remarks.

TONE is a crucial part in these, once an individual wore the history-coloured-spectacles, he would start to assume, start to make inference that he think he saw, start to make judgements thus start to TALK, and while talking, all the grudges will surface and result in harsh TONE, and then a vicious cycle arose.

Humans are fuckers, god's failure in the creation of the perfect being, is a flawed perfection, stupid and self-centered. BEAST as they called it, 'yahoos' in Gulivers' Travels, Piece of shit in my Kayapedia

Humans are just wasting the earth resources, destroying the beauty of nature, invading animal kingdom, dominating mutual connections, overwhelming god himself if there is one (poor chad), killing mother earth like nobody's fucking business,...

And what is family when you allow some outsider to link to all past grudges and dig it up again, hurting everyone in the family? Dumbasses

Haha long rant, then today helped out with the mooncake festival. Did the game station haha, tiring, had to keep maintaining a 'rushing' and 'enthu' atmosphere so that the kids could have some excitement haha. Then the lantern walk played with some kids too.. just 'beep beep' them and vice versa haha. Just one comment, there is this word cloze that each group had to solve. The first line should be 'Jesus is God', but they had to find the word 'Jesus', however I saw the word 'Lord', I was thinking if our Lord=Jesus, and Jesus=God, then isnt Lord=God? But they did it law by law therefore counted it as a wrong word, I think this is an unacceptable way to deal thing, it will kill creativity and ability to think....

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=377369302998&ref=mf

I think the guy above is really great. He's really having fun jamming. If only I had the voice and talents, sigh oh well, fat hope haha, bounded by all the earthly works. Just gonna enjoy singing in front of youtube daily haha. Without cows, at least I have a comp to sing to. Maybe if have the time and money then slowly go for courses... but is it worth it? afterall i'm slight tone-deaf...

Played bball, de-prove too much haha, to think last time I could play it so swiftly haha. This verse came into my mind: Life is like a plane, you can fly and soar as high as you want, but the crucial part is to know how to land safely. Some people got too carried away with the success and progress they had made and unable to land safely. I think this is beautiful. Not many people could land the plane safely, or rather not willing to land or make changes for it to happen.

As o levels is getting closer, I think I'm getting more and more unmotivated to work. It's like all the tests and problems I could solve them at home, yet not in school, or just that I'm too careless. In this rate, I don't think I can have any better than 40points in the 'O's. Maybe I'm really a procrastinating coward that refused to do what people do. Since young, I had to concrete goals, I had always stopped and gave up halfway, no matter how I challenge myself, there's this voice in me that kept chanting: Why work so hard? Will you be able to stand a chance in the sea of talents in the world? You're a mere sand in the seashore, a star in the galaxy, an ant in the world.

Then I started to think, how would life be years ago.... but no, life goes on, life wont stop for the sake of few idiots or lost souls... Just gonna continue live life to the fullest by enjoying as much =) after all, who knows when is my day, what is my purpose, sometimes just gotta have faith.

My future is made of the choices I've made, and since I have chosen this difficult path - as a carefree wanderer, I will have no regrets, and I will made do what I have's and have not's. Since I'm people-orientated, I'm sure my services are need one way of another. Heaven gave me a mouth to make it to full use. =)

they always said to hope for diffusion when sleeping on textbooks....
it did take place, cuz diffusion takes place when particles travel from high-conc-region to low-conc-region, by that theory the knowledge hidden in 90% of brain diffused into the textbook thus you'll find the text book 'informative' cuz u forgot what you had read...

the mind is a very powerful thing, there is no reason for you to always be hurt by the bad energy, there is always another point of view be it bluffing yourselves or optimism, and noone's gonna take this powerful tool out of you....

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'superheroes dont exist in this world', because the world isnt worth them to purify. Good people dont always win like they do in tales.

Saw this injured fellow on the ground, the taxi driver was scolding him without easing his pain...

I did nothing.

Good teachers teach,
better teachers explain
superior teachers guide
Great teachers inspire..

Happy teachers day to all teachers!