Friday, September 28, 2012

Time passes by and I having been blogging, mainly cuz I have been preparing materials for DQ intensive english compo practice, but the fact is that though his learning ability is fast, he couldnt attain that certain english proficiency to write the way I write. As such it may be an in vain thing again. Plain effort is not always what it only takes.

So other than that, some of the highlights are snowskin mooncake making, I went for the workshop which inspired me to make for zkzj, alvin, ch and other friends. I successfully did some 2 days back, today gonna finish them (raw materials).

Last night had a great chat with jor. He's really an awesome friend. His actions never fail to impress me. That day he was smsing me to come to my house, so I was like oh ok my parents are gone anyway (he can spam piano), then he was like "shyt" as if Im a badass without my parents motorization, but he explained that he missed a chance to send my parents off. So I told him it was a  6am flight though it was 8am, he still insisted of going, in the end he arrived there earlier than us at 6.15, and waited 45 mins for us.......... awesome! better than gf sia~~~ oh then ystd I came to know a news, not surprising, but Im rather happy too. Hmm... well poor me still single.

Oh right, one more highlight is the dim sum buffet and the orchard hotel buffet. The later was sponsored by Jor so I  sponsored the first. Haha, oh and I had a few catch ups with Alvin. =)

Shall end the post with a thank you to SCC for the movie "Brave". Lols XD I was so sleepy that day but sitting beside the volunteer totally wakes me up. She was so engrossed in the movie that every suspense she will tense up, and shout at a few occasions haha, interesting! It was a cool movie, not too wow, cliche plot, but reminded us to treasure our parents, not to be selfish, with its little cheesy humour here n there like how the queen continued behave like queen even in bear form.

Oh and one last thing!! Criminal Minds rawks!! Reid rawks~!!! There are a few awesome quotes I came to know through it too =)

Oh, what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive

"I know what it's like to be afraid of your own mind." - Reid

“Well, I think politics makes people distrustful. I think it makes them hate themselves. I think it tears families apart and damages people."

"The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone."

"It has been said that time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."

Jealousy is invariably a symptom of neurotic insecurity. 
It manifests deeper issues of self esteem and loneliness.
Its act exposes human vulnerability.
It's curbed by interference of higher authorities, dissonance and distractions or attaining a greater height in one's wisdom.


"Your pain
is the breaking of the shell
that encloses your understanding"

Some of these quotes really got me thinking. Esp as I know more and more stuffs, and know more about criminal psychology, I came to realize how powerful and strong the mind can be, and the drive to achieve things. As such, it really takes a great deal of courage and self control to be morally upright, and it could realy be hard, especially at this age where information are available everywhere, anytime, and when crimes are so virtual or subtle now. 

And yes, jealousy is really a hard thing to curb, it is really all about insecurities that you are afraid to lose. At that point, what matters is to evaluate the situation rationally. This is hard. But okay, Im doing it well, perhaps cuz my personality is laid back, I tend to "let-it-be".....

Sigh my iphone cracked ystd, missed a job opportunity that pays 70 bucks, and other few badluck, but in turn, I had a good chat with Jor, something only Tai could produce so far. Something tells me Jor is a more suitable friend though, despite knowing him so short period of time, but perhaps it could be my impulse again? I really dont know, I really dont know what to do next year end when he move to SengKang, and weide too........... sigh....... the woes of humans......... I really wished to enjoy the company of such great friends at the moment. As I said, cuz I dont initiallize this year, every deed that I received is amazing cuz they are voluntary........ =)

2 comments:

Happy walker said...

wow, nice quotes especially the jealousy part~

KayaOtah said...

yes it really knock alot of sense into me too.... =)