Having insomnia right now........

First time I experienced this kind of happiness feeling that I couldnt slp.........
Was really tired and sleepy just now, but now I think my heart is racing?
That kind of feeling they normally described in fiction, that cloud 9 feeling,
Elated, as if you successfully confessed, or to know something big is coming for you.
Maybe like winning a prize? or big day tomorrow? kindda feeling.

3h, and heart beat not slowing.
I wondered if this is the feeling of ADHD ppl everyday,
only to dull it down by stupid medicines,
that amount of massive energy that make you fist pumping and random spasm,
I wonder what is the feeling of imprisoned happiness,
unable to release, will it dissipate or suppressed and concentrated?

No idea what causes this feeling,
cuz im not particular close to this person...

Just that through some sources, curious about friend A, cuz friend A had problems, but seemed to not share anything, no close friends to share the emotional problems, and just found out, though we didnt meet, that friend A do actually share it with friend B! So relieved that friend A at least got someone to talk to about it!

So yea...... never had this level of happiness for all my 20 years.
Living vicariously through people's lives,
felt happy, impressed, accomplished, and regrets, sadness, inferiority for people,
but this kind of elated feeling is first time!
Quite freaky now to think about it,
but really, I had no idea,
Not much of a problem solved cuz no problem at all,
not really a burden cuz dont really care about the person at a personal level.......
soooo....... hmmm......

This happiness overwrites all other emotions, such as
the disappointment that the Person B wasnt me,
fear that Person B won't be there long for Person A,
sadness that Person B seemed to be the ONLY person for A to share,
anxious that Person A may think Person B betrayed but B actually didnt say anything specific at all
proud, of Person B to be such a great listener and great friend of Person A.

So yea....... still insomnia........ big day tmr,
will try reading or watching boring shows........
at most count sheeps!!