yesterday initially not going to training, but then shixiong talked to me on msn, and kindda disapointed, and it overwhelms me :

haiz.. sometimes i really dunno to encourage u all further or juz give up on u all...

nvm, u all still dun see the main point.

teach you a chinese phrase " 师傅带入门， 修行在个人。"

see, so i told sin5 about that, he and me okay with anything, so if got watch red cliff 2, i bet with him i'll settle johann and get him to come, he will settle with tai, persuade him to come, the one fails 50cents, coz singapore law very strict cannot bet on our heads haha... waliew he talk to tai 10 mins can le, jo talk to him 10 days fail, i...erm... 10 weeks also no effect... sometimes i really just dont bother him, im just that nub to persuade him, his excuses sibei tokong, then his insults sometimes urge me to just heck care him... 

so we agreed and meet at bdk mrt, me and jo reached earliest for the first time, we two chiong dinner, shen hui skipped dinner... then when we were waiting for tai (eating his dinner) we joked that if shixiong didnt turn up instead he'll cry sia, we'll be standing in a row facng him with the disapointed look, 'nvm, u just dont see the point...' haha... and yea he looked kindda surprised to see us there before the hole on my hair caught his attention... we practised baji xiaojia, i learnt about the jerking of foot, i was still wondering if it can add force, coz when i tried there is no difference... oh, before that, the pu dao there broke, cool sia... haiz, dont know what they want to do with it, well, im okay with chipping in money since is me that broke it, with johann.... hmm, for today there is a overnight stay plan in sheng hui house but i dont want leave mum alone... anyway she always have nightmare and have to wake her up to end that suffering... hmm, early in morning, waiting johann to send me his logins and his web homework address, according to him, 14 chapters of math each with 9 exercises.... that a reason he do not want to go yesterday night... thats all folks !!! oh, my mysterious identity as 'passer-by' kena expose already, sian haha, the feeling to be anonymous very fun... hmm, gonna shave botak later by mum =D the hole just irritates me