woke up, not in the mood to do anything... hmm, yesterday promoted warkings to some friends between school end and speech day. Ended late coz teacher drag us very long. Then loot their food, free dinner haha. Went back home, tai followed as there isnt time for him to go home. Jo was there before us. Then sin5 smsed he not going, we decided not to go. Oh, then he smsed back with a kaopei tone. he said 'do you know what is responsibility', crap larh this tone isnt the sin5 we want, the msg wouldnt be unpleasant with this sentence, just 'next time please inform' will do, why so extra, jo replied him. Then they stuck in comp while 50% of my time was on my bed...zzz... 12mn they went home... looking back at old day, we were suppose to happy-go-lucky, when we first became bedok4, there were much more laughter than now, where everyone get along so well. Now at times sin5 would care about his position more than friends, although it's good to have such friend but this image isnt friend, but a boss, not leader, get what i mean?

A boss creates fear, a leader creates confidence.

A boss fixes blame, a leader corrects mistakes.

A boss knows all, a leader asks questions.

A boss makes work drudgery, a leader makes it interesting.

well, maybe is just the hedgehog theorem, something couldnt be too close nor too far apart. From Lit i learnt about human, their reactions so certain problems, their feeligns and thoughts under certain circumstances, well, no one is perfect, everyones different, so stop wanting people to suit u, u dislike the attitude, then use a non demanding way to change it, and whats wrong to write in singlish, this is one unique about us sms-ers, judging from my phone inbox and sent msg, this friendship might break anytime. Digging back to the past, first, we were happy together, until we played maple, then in maple sin5 kindda expects too much from us, we were often scolded (according to tone of sentence). Then bball, we were just playing fine and having fun, he tried to make us excel in that, which in theend at times his expression disgust us. Oh, training, i admit we were at times slacking, or maybe most of the time, but we had did our best in earlier events, therefore towards the end we tend to slack... sigh.. frankly, i HAD problems with tai too, he kept 'dont care' attitude, and very insulting at times, was very irritated but got along fine until now, people are different once again... jo.. not much to say, great friend i got... thats about it, time for breakfast, yum yum....