lost for badminton... waiting for wed match... pity baohui, hope he's fine... attended youth church just now, in cell group we were talking like we have to go through hardship to be follower of god, we must be prepared they we may be unwelcomed, and we should actually feel uncomfortable…and I think.. so what’s the point of living just to be with god and torture yourself with restriction, so this is 1 faults, it should be said like…as last time, you may face downs in your life, u should be positive and say, maybe somewhere in heaven, u should get something terrible, but instead u got small things coz ur good deeds help, so u should be happy… like example, u helped a friend a lot and he/she backstab u, these things happens, don’t feel depressed, at least u did something good to him/her…