No time post yesterday, it was Johann's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!! Weide high fever, sad... get well soon... so yesterday gym only 4 people, then bowei didnt bring clothes, in the end, we play block cathching and crocodile, lol.... fun lehh, since p5 play lehh, ps i no childhood de, very late then play these games.... then ordered a half kg cake. Never buy from that bakery marh, somemore know him quite well, try his cake lorh, if nice next time buy again, but kindda dumb, half kg i think onli Jo eat, how to share sia, zijian knew him at primary school, he wanted contribute too, if all contribute, means 7 people sahring cost of a $13 cake... wah, good coz save money, but I was initially planning to buy $20++ cake. But neverminf, as long it's sincere im sure he would apreciate.. started to listen  在那遥远的地方, another old song ofcoz...

juz back from bdmntn, bored... no b boys still courts fully occupied.... sian, rather play outside myself, train more, play more, laugh more... awaiting meet johann friend, 2nd in his school i think. Meet someone pro fun marh, can learn from him... hope he easy to get along, not boastful and expert.... my blog got 1 reader, not dead yet afterall... i opted out for binds but registered for china trip, $1500 -14 days with comfort and good tech + shopping and games more worth it than $500- 5 days being tortured, nothing to do but cip... compo yesterday did not turn out that subject, waste my time lol...

论天生我才必有用

所谓‘天生我才必有用，在这不公平的世界上，没有一个认识完美的。无论生理上或心理上，每个人中有缺陷的一小部分。 
比如，缺乏四肢的人，没用吗？天生就染了惡疾的人，没前途吗？学习迟钝，理解比别人慢的人，愚蠢白痴吗？相反的，这些人往往在他们最后的日子里，总做出伟大的贡献。如爱因斯坦，一个比别人迟发言的人，竟然对社会有那么大的贡献；泰瑞福克斯，得了骨癌痛却还买力的为癌症研究会筹款。所以万万不可因为一些缺乏失去意志，自己先气馁。许冠杰的歌词写得好，“命里有时终须有 命里无时莫强求”，“天造之材 皆有其用”。
也许有人会论，那么天生盗匪与罪犯，有用吗？答案是有的。虽然这世界不公平，天是公平的。坏人始终总会有一个下场的，通常是区别道魔，让好人能出人头地；让他们有个成就感，做一次英雄。再说，没好人，怎会有好人？就如没丑女，怎懂什么是美女？
一言以蔽之，不管以个人选择走正路或曲路，终会有个合理，公平的下场，自不过也许时间为倒罢了。所以天生我才，必有用。

To be edited... just preparing for tomorrow's compo, got some phrases copied larh i not so chim de...

lol call other ppl update blog i own self did not, hmm.. been long sinc lost hp, got over it, whats yours is yours, whats not will eventualli gone, my 5th time in my life lost hp, pathetic...lets start from studies, my ca test

chem 16/25, avg in class

phy 19/25, above avg in class

maths 29/35, 3 more marks to ful, other 3 for bad maths communication

eng 11/25, pathetic but best class (mine) 11 passes, C class 0 pass lol

chinese 24/50 way below avg i sucked

school is lifeless, busy schedule throughout week, tue-fri badminton, fri night wushu, sat tuition whole day, sunday wushu... watched mind your language once in awhile, it rox! haha... yesterday badminton & wushu now all aches over... sian, i bai ka liao, sheng hui sick, tai not there due to fever, johann tired, ystdy performance atrocious.... coming tue got a badminton match with johann's friend.... thats all, kindda systematic actualli, i disagree to sheng hui, yes the path is choosen by you, yet in many cases, life will force you into another... so dont be discouraged if you dont get your goal, 天生我才必有用 (you are on Earth for a purpose), a phrase my grandpa said before death, it's true whether or not ur purpose is small matter like persuading people to be good or to distinguish good and evil by becoming the bad ones (not encounraged).... Few days back felt uneasy to watch an old man struggling to even walk, 2 times already, damn why didnt i help just because i rushing to go bdmntn, am i an asshole?? 

thats all for today, stay tuned for next eisode of 'Kaya's journals', lol blog dead withiout single reader but prefer it this way... so can be bit personal

Trumpets roar its throat away, so do i 2nd day of chinese new year, crap i lost my phone, fuck sia first is my pants, the pocket so short... not even my hands and fully put in, no mood go visit relative house, stayed at home emo-ing lol.... if only i were rich, i would but my own phone and own house in case i buay song wanna wreck the house down like now -_-" one sec ago was happily playing piano and uploading my uncle video, stupid sia, i got alot songs in my phone lehh, 1.6g of songs lehh, sigh... life so unfair, my dont know which number of time lost phone.... 2009 starts of badly, eg : first day of the year quarelled, yesterday a small one too... no one to talk to now, nothing to punch.... sian... no modd do anything now

Pushed out he window, but the violent wind blew it shut again, what a windy morning it is. The view outside is a silhouette painting, lights are but lamplights on the streets, the moon seems to vanish from earth. It's a dark, cold morning. Then, among the rows of flats, a distant light beamed across the roofs, hope is arriving....

lol, not so exagerating, but just woke u to early.... hows school? well, fine....

first day was nothing, well, im late, sad.... most boys i know, although not close, girls... all kindda quiet, so you know, it's the same whether or not i know -_-" sat with tai, so i i'll be seeing him for 50 hours a week,  amazing haha...

monday me and tai created a long game, kindda like the one kakashi and guy played, objective of the game is to gain the first tap on the other one's back. Got to know our teachers, well, thats all...

Tue got my first parent call right int he morning -_-" sway. I brought all my books, except maths -_-".... was a slack day, somemore got 3 free periods in the end, cool... erp dragged to next monday thanks to the all mighty kind horse,  she got a unique surname of 'horse'-'abalone', mah-pow....

yesterday got the first spelling, obviously is from tanbb, suppose to fail but i pased coz i browse through it during lit period, aparently we are blind coz the lit room is just across at the fourth floor from where we were idling.... but thanks to that i passed spelling, yeah...I became the pe leader, and damn we did jumping jacks in wushu much better than that.... 

Suppose today have free period but a teacher might come in take up as half of 3A is free... thats all, awaiting for something interesting to happen... oh, scores are : me leading 2;1

today last day of 2008, morning waken up to do tradition of yin xin song jiu, erm, translated become welcome new sent away old... hehe english sucky ps, burn incence paper oldway, burn lttle by little in basin.... then whole day did leftovers matters, airplane no sats so tomorrow fly back... btw, HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS !! shall we only bring happy memories over to 2009 and forget all unhappiness and misfortunes, 2009 will be full of surprises and ofcoz, must stay healthy, wealthy, and happy =D it's just mdnight here, but fireworks started half an hour ago lol.. never had such many and loud fireworks, guess 2009 might really be wonderful, bought martabaks, awaiting friday to come, hope they like it, drooling now but still resisting lol, it has been more than a year since i last ate.... sec 3 hope not so stresful, now can see tai everyday =D not much new year resolution, just hope for good slim body so i could eat even more... -_-"... more $$ too so can buy more food, also remain friendship with those guys.. =D fireworks still on, probably until 12.30... i so enjoy, are you too? should enjoy, one or two days no sleep no prob de... just dont show your parents i wrote these hehe... finally tomorrow go, time seems to pass slow here, hehe...

just back from giant, really a giant place, bought 20 packs chewing gums only for wushu friends coz parents forbid me buy 50... using uncle laptop again coz dad using ours.... cant msn now sadly so i decided blogging, yesterday conference with sx jo tai and sheng hui, i kept dc, sian, watched madagascar 2, haha just bought yesterday, along with quantun of solace and 21, suppose to watch them today but mum wanna go green garden, my house (under construction), so bo bian follow, but went uncle house first, my mum 3rd bro, not the uncle i living with now, for info my mum got 7 bro, 2 passed away, and 2 sis, dad is the bigest with 3 bro and 1 sis. Thats our family, not as big as yi zhang gong still hehe, now living with grandma and dad's youngest bro... back to topic, karaoked there, mic is wonderful, but system is still so old fashion, have to have disc, the one in puncak is like those in k-box, just press code and sing, easy to use...with post up the photos when i go back singapore as the internet here kns (kanasai).... i steered the car in green garden, but just for a while coz mum seem to panic more than me the driver lol.... only do the basics like change gear, turn and brake... lol manual car troublesome you know, everything needs to copling (not sure how to spell, it is the thing you gotta step before changing gears), wonder when then can drive through town, wheel up hills or ram down if possible =D here lisence easy, alot traffic rules not tested, anyway traffic rule is often ignored, no one bothered to stop when you step on zebra crossing, nor using any traffic lights to cross... cars cross lanes even when the line is not broken, and most of all, red lights are like green lights, you know what i mean.... tahts all, just now taught uncle how to upload video and images from camera, dont laugh larh not everyone know this ok, and he taught of composing music and sell the sheets, great idea if people likes, but the main thing is that piano is something he likes, so kill two birds in one stone since he plays it often, why not record it down and youtube them too, his songs are by ear, and sometimes he likes to modify them for fun  =D

 i went puncak for 4days, just came bac... fun, although lonely, not exactly, but.. aya hard to explain, first day was total bored, the kids havng meditation, so they cant talk at all, but the day passed quite fast, soon it was night, mostly is because i slept alot =p.... oh btw puncak is the name of a mountain in indo, kindda famous...

second day... woke up 5 in the morning coz have to accompany the elders to walk... amazing yi zhang gong yi po both so old still together, really bai tou xie lao sia, they passed their 50th wedding aniversary 2005 i think... super grand... but i not there, coz 2 days full le, if 3rd day ony about 20 people not worh, so we not there.... yi zhang gong 80 ths year, yi po 74, there is sayng if a couple has a 6 age difference mostly is break, yi zhang gong had searched 3 tmes, all 6 age difference, so he did not care anymore, but they have good fortune, their house at puncak 1000+ x 600+ metre quare, one room like one bus stop long, furnished complete with pool table, ping pong and soccer, a small playground beside their beautiful garden with 2 nice pavalons, half a basketballcourt at the parking area, a karaoke room at roof, splendid... weather is coo although not as that compared 30 years ago, no air con but still bearable...

their family big and harmonious, rich but knd too, very healthy, 80 years old can walk 4km in a hour is great achievement... hmm.. go carried away, so back to topic, hmm.. after walk had 2nd brekfast, watched tv and chat until lnch, then finally the kids were released, too much people to approach and start conversation, so i stick to the few i know, start off with pool, then badminton... sucky rackets, broken string.. hehe, but no wind, so use abit force can play le, until nap, then dinner, again watched tv before going to eat sate... gross actualy, not the chicken and goat, but rabbit and goat tail... eww... when reached home yi po, whom did not go, asked, "is it popular, some uncle said "yea, because of us it's popular, kind to think of it, we occupied 75% of the seats, rofl... watched a touching drama series titled 'nuan chun', a 6 years old girl lost her parents early, followed by her granny, she was kicked around by he villagers as one more beig means more food needed, most couldnt afford,  the village head even had his family split because of her, untl one greedy villager adopted her for her piece of land... due to ill-treating and the yearn for food, she ranhaway... a lonely old man in another village decided to adopt her after knowing the situation after she regain concious....  again his family split because of her, even his filial son blamed him as his wife kept thinking his father adopted her on purpose so mock her for not abe to give birth...

third day some people left, so i went karaoke myself, after some time bored, so after dinner played ping pong... variation =D... we played ping pong at pool table, can play longercoz the ball dont bounce as high.... then we even combined 2 tables... lol

forth day they left too, im alone, after repeating the few same songs i used my phone as the music source and use another mic to sing... last day of the 6-meals-a-day life, got a charity show but we all regarded it crap, it collects fund for children who their parents left for work and they were left in child care, one parent did not contact their child for 3 years le, beieve it or not sia, cant even sms meh, if no phone mail larh, few cents ony, somemore local lehh, both in china... oh yea, also got a show an american couple adopted a china child was unfortuantely then caught with white blood desease or something... unable to get suitable bone narrow n americe, they went back to china to search... their first attempt failed, the suitable donor's bone narrow was too weak, they returned america depressed, keeping their daughter alive by donating the mother's own blood, which fortunately matched. it was to the extend in which the doctor sad her blood is weaker and weaker, but she was determined and kept eting vtamins and vegetables to keep her blood strong... after 1 year i think, china finally had suitatble bone narrow for her, but also the donor also had to donate twice, which was first time in history in that hospital.... their case helpe mored to raise more donors in china, for americans to do such for a china child, they eall very wei da sia.... 

Early in the morning, 8am now, yesterday had good chat wid tai and shixiong, got the pics at the beach, will get the video from tai. Feeling hungry now but couldn't eat, quarelled with dad because of comp adapter, riduculous huh, problem starts with i used to use uncle's laptop, now using back my own i didn't change the adapter, so now dad needs his laptop, i said take our comp's adapter, he said uncle might blame if something goes wrong, it's like wtf first reason: There is evidence that using different adapter won't affect anything; shutting down just to change is troublesome; as a family why need blame each other. Dad's reason is: Won't affect is what i think, like guilin trip I thought dad's phone charger and mine same, in the end different coz theirs is old model; Dad had tried to do things good for uncle but uncle will blamed him if comp got something wrong.... I quiet down, it's really wtf wtf, the phone charger thing is they didn't test first what, somemore who ask dad help uncle, let himself do lorh, walao frankly first day in indo i started feeling fustrated, in fact, everytime. Last year blood test that my oil exceed 40%, which is actually normal coz 0% means perfect, and no one is like that, they forbid me eating martabak and alot of stufs, this year kena cough, also don't know how, probably spread by the kids but quite impossible coz i slept beside a sick person in camp and i got nothing wrong... also many times previous days parent always quarell in car, si bei noisy sia. Come to think of i felt my family like so kao pei, mum had problem with uncle, then our family got problem with another aunt family, also with sis-in-law family, also some other internal affairs, wth a lesson for me, not to have big family, all you readers there don't bless me  子孙满堂 (many children many grandchildren) horh. btw all my previous post niece change to cousin, i found out i wrong, they are just uncle's daughter.... haiz... write so much feel much better, if only here got arcade i surely score full amrk for the hammer thing.... =D