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Came back from Dick Lee's Hotpants, 

It was actually a great musical, 

about growing up, 

about how things screw up, 

but bottomline, 

people have feelings, 

and people need to reignite their passion, 

rediscover their passion, reminiscent about the good old days....

jokes are good, songs are catchy, and I got autographed by Dick Lee!!!
WOOHOOO fan boi!

Anyway, 

recently had a one to one talk with a great leader in my life, 

he actually told me that he admired how I bring my parents out, 

but actually, I am admiring about another friend of mine, 

who is 100 times better!

He works with his mum, he look for his mum, 

he find his mum to talk things, 

he gets dinner date with his mum, 

none of which I would ever do. 

Well anyway, 

days ago I tweeted,

咫尺天涯，心与心的距离，才是最遥远的.
So many ppl I wanna know more about, yet often, we can only stay as "a friend I know of"

There are many people in my life whom I wanna KPO into their lives,
helping whatever I can,
but we only have 24 hours in our lives,
I got no time.

How many of us actually bothered to notice the people around us everyday.
There was this customer of mine facing huge difficulties,
this person came for liqueur, I suggested a cocktail,
and then we started talking,
and found out that this person was heartbroken,
in midst of divorce, and forced to forgo this person lifestyle.
Details not to be disclosed.

Anyway, the point it,
the person told me Im the only person that the person talk to about this,
so it suddenly hit me, how many lonely souls are there walking with chains?
Many people around me I sense have alot of things kept in the heart,
yet they do not express it out, at least not to me,
and many times I do feel like knowing more,
at least if no solution, I can offer emotional release?
but yea.. no time.

The only times I can check out social media,
is after work, past midnight
when they probably be tortured by a problem so much,
they finally suppressed and decided to sleep,
so for me to dig them out is painful for them,
and I'll let it slide...

This is the only theme that no songs that depicts this comes into my head,
anyone have any idea plz share!
Well, maybe it goads me to write one??
hahas!

 

Looking at Bali picture,
so yearning for a getaway there,
where the pubs plays music,
booze is affordable,
and breakfast is enjoyed in the forests.......

Again and again I felt I've been organizing gatherings,
and just dont fit it right.

Even as simple as just come and eat and chit chat,
there were so many unhappiness,
what is wrong is people?

disorganized, but nothing much to plan right,
and everyone seldom meets,
so catching up needs time,
not like there's anything much to do together......

and yea, apparently ppl around me are not that versatile,
alot of things we have little experience......
seriously, I always felt regretful to organize gatherings,
but time and again I keep organizing.

So weird,
then someone pointed out to me,
it's that cuz I felt certain groups are so much of my life,
that I want them to be part of every highlights of my life,
and often, I am unwise.

As I should have followed my new point of view,
that every group is different and should utilize each group
with the right purpose of the group,
and not jell it together and hope things just work out.

Have to constantly remind myself this!